If Only
Just dreaming

I stretched my body, but I was sleepy but woke up when Haris called me and asked me to come to the office today. I walked to the bathroom to get ready. I left immediately after finishing the berias. In the car, my heart was beating again. What if Bian's there? Just imagining it scared me.

I walked through the corridor in my office. I got into the elevator alone, but suddenly Bian appeared from a distance. I pressed the elevator button quickly so that the door would close immediately. But I failed, Bian arrived first and prevented the door from closing. Bian came in and right now it's just me and him in this elevator. I squeezed the end of my blazer because it seemed like my hand was shaking again.

"Have you had breakfast?" Tanya Bian started the conversation. I just nodded my head. "I'm sorry" he added. I who was surprised turned to him. Did Bian just say sorry? I bow my head again. I turned my head back as Bian pulled me closer.

"Once, someone will see" I rebelled a little. Instead of letting go, Bian instead put his hand on my waist and eroded the distance between us.

"Why?" Bian asked with a smile that had not appeared on his lips for a long time. "You embarrassed?" Ask again.

"Bian, loose" I rebelled again. Bian brought his face closer. And...

Kriyinggggggg Kriyinggggggg Kriyinggggggg

I immediately sat down. Oh, my God, I was just dreaming. I messed up my hair, but I woke up when Haris called me earlier but I was stupid to sleep again. And I saw a missed call 10 times from Haris. How could that arrogant Bian possibly apologize. Aaaa I even feel ashamed of myself.

[Office]

I walked through several corridors. I walked quickly because I was afraid that my dream had really come true. I got into the elevator and this time I wasn't alone, because inside there were some employees. I walked into my room, but I had to meet Haris in his room before. I was sitting on the couch doing nothing. I was still thinking about my dream. Haris sat next to me and put down an envelope. I frowned at me.

"What's this?" I'm confused. Om Haris puts his shoulder out. I opened the envelope and took out the contents. I read the contents and turned to Haris. "Bian invited us to come to NC group's birthday?" My toot. Om Haris nodded.

"The event will be held in three days so you can prepare to be ready" said om Haris.

"Would I if I didn't come?" I asked like I was begging. "Sofi is tired" I said. Om Haris shakes.

"Do not relate personal affairs to work affairs, and being professional is necessary for someone who will be a prospective leader like you" said om Haris. If he has spoken seriously like this, I can defy. He and Aunt Dona, I think I'm like my parents now. I nodded resignedly.

"Okay om, Sofi will come" I said at last. I can't even avoid it one bit. Cause every time I try to avoid, but fate brings us back together.

[Three days later]

I really came to the show, I came in formal clothes. I tied my hair high and put simple makeup on my face. I came with Aunt Dona because Haris happened to be invited. While enjoying my meal, Taeil appeared from behind.

"Sofi" call Taeil. I looked up and smiled at him. "You coming?" Ask Taeil. I'm nodding.

"This is because Haris forced me" I whispered a little. Taeil chuckled and I hit his arm slowly. "Do you think this is funny?" Just pissed. Taeil sighed.

"Enjoy the party yes, I'll be back later. I have to see some other guests" Taeil said. I nodded and we threw smiles at each other. I went back to talking to Aunt Dona. Suddenly Bian appeared and immediately hugged my waist.

"Hey, let go" I said slowly. I rebelled, and thankfully people didn't notice us, even Haris also invited Aunt Dona to stay away.

"Is it because you know I can't bother Taeil, so you're free to be close to him?" Ask Bian. Now he and I were staring at each other, I rebelled again, but his arms grew stronger.

"Bian, let's welcome the other guests" Rose asked. Basic teaser! My inner.

"Go, I'll catch up" said Bian. I didn't expect Bian to reject Rose's invitation. Rose actually left after Bian refused his invitation.

"Why don't you go with him" I asked.

"If I go you'll get hurt again" Bian replied. "Be like we are lovers" he added.

"If you're just using me to make Rose jealous, you better go" I said. I then shook my head. "I'll get out of here" I said.

"What's less for you to be my girlfriend?" Ask Bian. "Based on greedy women, then let's get married" he asked. I suddenly rounded my eyes. Does he think marriage is a place to find entertainment?.

"Stop saying Bian shit" I averted my eyes.

"alright. I assume you agree" Bian said. I looked back at him. Bian brought his face closer. "I love you" he said, smiling widely. Suddenly my efforts to remove it failed instantly. I felt my heart warm to see his smile, a smile that was always able to hypnotize me.

****

After that day the day Bian declared his love, I didn't believe it right away. At that moment, I left him. Why is it so easy for him to forget everything while I die dying from the pain because of him. I won't be easily influenced anymore, if he can ignore me, why can't I?.

I sat on a bench in the park. I was just daydreaming and daydreaming. I was shocked when someone ruffled my hair gently. I looked up and immediately fell silent.

"Hi how are you?" Ask Randu with a sweet smile. I can't even say anything. "Sofia" call her. I panicked immediately and looked for where my drink was when it was in my hand. I saw Randu laughing, and I missed that a lot.

"My news is good" I replied. "You must be good too, right?" My toot. Randu.

"Who's going to be okay after a broken heart?" Ask Randu. God, I want to cry and hold her. I wanted to scream in his ear if I missed him so much.

"Aren't you happy with Arin?" My toot. "I can even see that happiness in your eyes" I said.

"I can hardly believe we parted for no definite reason" Randu said. "Are we not so selfish about hurting two innocent people?" Ask Randu. Randu sighed. "I was wrong to think that this was the best thing for us, I gave in to someone I thought loved you more" he added. I raised my head to prevent my tears from falling.

"We shouldn't blame ourselves, should we?" My toot. "For a long time, we shared everything. So we just need time to get used to each other" I said. I wanted to say that I missed him, but Arin suddenly appeared and immediately raised a dislike gaze. I thought maybe she was the sister of Rose the snake, her gaze was very similar.

"You here?" Ask Arin. Sandu only answered briefly. I then took my bag and I immediately stood up.

"I have to go" I smiled at the two then rushed off. I should have realized one thing, Randu is not mine anymore. As I was about to get into the car, someone pulled my hand.

"Sofia ...."

Seriate.....