If Only
Obstinately

I am still pensive to remember what Haris said a few days ago. Arin's looking for me? Wh-wh-what for? I asked you a question. I wanted to ignore him but it seemed like there was something important until he came to my office. I went back to sipping a hot cappucino that was almost cold, I was at a restaurant that I heard was only a few weeks open. Outside of heavy rain so I choose to stay here until the rain subsides. Here is quite comfortable, atmosphere, about taste, and also cleanliness. I looked up when someone approached me. I almost had a heart attack seeing who was coming.

"Looks like we've met, can I sit down?" Ask. I nodded my head. "You came to Lay's wedding with Bian, right?" Ask again.

"Yes. What a coincidence that we meet again" I said and smiled. The man extended his hand.

"I'm Taeil" he said, introducing himself. I immediately accepted his hand.

"I'm Sofia" we throw each other a smile and I think my heart will stop. I only joke when I say I want one of them, but God is fair.

"You're his girlfriend?" Ask Taeil. I quickly shook my head. I finally know how to answer.

"No. He's just my partner" I replied. "How did you get to know him?" I asked who started kepo.

"He's part of the NC group and we've been friends since High School" Taeil replied. Ah yes, NC group is the second largest technology company on the island.

"So yesterday? Wow it deserves the show so fancy" I said.

"So you're for no reason coming to Lay's show?" Taeil asked who looked astonished. I nodded my head.

"That woman is Bian's ex, and you must know that" I replied. I didn't notice the look on my annoyed face, because it seemed like it was something natural.

"You pissed?" Ask Taeil again. I'm shaking. I saw Taeil smiling, and it seemed to mean that he knew I was lying. "You alone?" Ask again.

"Yes. I'm waiting for the rain to stop" I replied. Talking about Bian made my mood worse. "What are you doing here?" I asked because I saw him alone.

"Just like you, I'm waiting for the rain to stop" Taeil replied. His phone suddenly rang. Taeil slightly moved away to pick up the phone.Now he came back. "It looks like Bian likes you" he said suddenly. I immediately looked at him.

"Why do you think that?" My toot.

"He should have called me" Taeil replied casually. "She asked me where, I said I was at the restaurant with you and she immediately exploded and nagged at me" he added, laughing. I immediately rounded my eyes.

"You said I'm here?" Ask wonder. Taeil nodded his head. "Why did I say I was here anyway?" Just pissed.

"Why? Are you afraid she's jealous?" Ask Taeil. I'm shaking.

"I'm lazy to deal with him" I replied.

"Why?" Ask Taeil again. "She said she'd pick you up" he added. I breathed a rough breath. Then I got an idea.

"Please help me" I clenched my hands together.

"What help?" Taeil asked in astonishment.

"You and I pretend to be close friends" I replied. "This once" I added.

"Without a reason?" Ask Taeil. I'm nodding. There's no way I'm saying that I want revenge for his treatment that day.

"How do you agree?" My toot. Taeil weighed a little, then he nodded in agreement. And instantly my smile broke.

  Shortly after, Bian really picked me up. I told Taeil to act natural before, but now I look nervous. I could feel Bian's presence getting closer. Suddenly he sat beside me. Taeil and I stared at each other.

"Have you come?" Ask Taeil. I saw Bian just nod his head.

"Taeil seems like the rain has subsided, I have to leave now" said I who was still very nervous. "I'll call you tonight" I said. Taeil nodded then smiled.

"Be well rested. You seem to be unwell" Taeil said. "Let's go on a date when you feel better" said the word seems too natural to go into Bian's ears, because I saw his face getting irritated. I nodded my head.

"I'll drive your car" he said flatly. Bian took off his suit and was about to cover my head, but I dodged it by slightly rewindling my body.

"Give me my car keys" I said no less flat. "I can drive myself" I said. Bian did not care about my words, he instead approached and kept covering my head. We ran a little towards the car and he was really going to drive my car. After getting into the car, Bian did not immediately start the engine. He looked at me sharply, with one hand locking me up. I swallowed the faint Saliva.

"What was that?" Ask Bian. I didn't answer the question, I turned my eyes out. "Your acting is very bad" he added.I immediately turned to look at him.

"That's because I'm not an actress like your ex-boyfriend" I said. "If you don't want to drive better out, let me drive myself" I was about to open the door but Bian quickly pulled my hand out.

"You jealous?" Ask Bian. I laughed in annoyance.

"I don't even have a reason to be jealous of a married woman" I replied. Bian shakes.

"It's not my ex, it's Rose" Bian said. "You're jealous of Rose?" Ask. I'm shaking.

"At least I know what to do" I replied, then turned my eyes away.

"How do you want to?" Ask Bian.

"Stop caring pretentious" I replied flatly. "I don't really control my feelings, so don't make me fall in love alone" I said.

"You love me?" Ask Bian. I nodded steadily, as there was no reason for me to cover it up.

"At least stay away now" I said. I let out a breath. "That way I can more easily remove it" I added. I was surprised when Bian suddenly pulled me into his arms.

"How can you fall in love alone?" Ask Bian. Whahuh? So am I really in love alone? I'm really gonna break his neck. "what about falling in love?" Ask again.

I took off her embrace. "Omong empty" I said ketus. "You think this is a game? Can you come and go as you please?" I asked with emotions starting to peak. Try to think, he forbade me to be close to anyone, but he freely embraced another woman even though I was nearby, he also only considered me a working partner while I almost gave up my whole heart for him.

"So what do you want?" Ask Bian.

"Be like we are really just work partners, like you said to Rose that day" I replied.

"So just because of that?" Ask Bian again. I nodded again.

"You think our closeness is just a business, right?" Tanyaku. "So I'm free to be close to anyone because you're not who I am" I added.

"Who didn't you say?" Bian asked who seemed to be starting to get emotionally hooked. "I love you!" Bian half yelled. Honey did he say? He almost destroyed everything.

"Darling? You should have thrown that love away!" I said no less screaming. "I used to feel very happy with Randu but you came you destroyed everything including my happiness! You think that's part of your affection?" Ask again. For whatever reason, my heart is racing. I accidentally mentioned the name of Randu, and it seems like it really will provoke Bian's emotions. But already, I will really blow my emotions now. But Bian really doesn't have a conscience. He started my car engine and drove it straight away. I squeezed the phone that was in my grasp.

"Don't mention that name again" said Bian flat. Bian is back on the road.

"Why?" I asked still with high intonation. But Bian ignored me. "Stop now!" My atonement. Suddenly I staggered forward because Bian suddenly stopped his car.

"I hate that name" Bian said. "Is that enough to answer?" Tanya Bian held back the emotions.

"I don't care!" I came back screaming. "The stretcher is even better than you!" I screamed again.

"Enough!!" Jerky Bian. I flinched, I recalled how Randu yelled at me while at the beach just because of Ji Han.

"I hate Randu, but you know I hate you even more!! I don't even want to see your face anymore!!" I screamed again.

"Sophia!!" I flinched again as Bian again snapped at me, and this time with a higher intonation.

Seriate....