
The sun seemed to peek out from the narrow gap of the clouds. The wind brings news of rain that will soon water the earth. Love is so complicated. However, I am challenged to be left.
A cup of black coffee accompanied Bambang in the corner of a caffe. The view cannot be separated from the phone screen with an image of Irin. Sometimes his breath sounds heavy. Not long after a woman named Winda appeared in front of the caffe door, Bambang also waved his hand indicating his position. Winda immediately approached and sat on an empty chair in front of Bambang.
"I'm surprised you asked to see Bam, I thought you'd never call me again" she said without further ado.
"I'm dizzy Win, I have to talk to someone. And the person who knows exactly my condition is you, where maybe I should tell the story from the beginning again to others" replied Bambang.
"I actually wanted to call you first, but I didn't have Bam's guts. I really felt guilty about what happened that time. I'm sorry. I don't know why it was so stupid back then." Sesal Winda's.
"It's not your fault, I'm guilty. That night I met Irin and I apologized to her. But somehow my pain relapsed again. Who would have thought he'd come tomorrow." Bambang seemed very sorry for the events of that day.
"If I hadn't been there, maybe you and Irin would have been together again. I'm sorry, I just wanted to give you some information so I came."
"It's Win, maybe it's our destiny. I mean my destiny and Irin's, there's no need to blame yourself so much. Don't let you end up like me." Bambang sipped his coffee, hoping to be sad in his heart disguised with the bitterness of coffee.
"I hope you'll let me meet Irin. I'll talk to him heart to heart. I'm sure he'll understand Bam. Let me help you."
"You've helped me a lot Win, thank you. Oh yeah, you said you had information for me?" tanya Bambang remembers the sentence of Winda before.
"Oh yes, I have a friend whose brother has some kind of emotional disorder, but he recovered Bam, I have asked for the address of his medical practice. I hope you'll go there."
"What kind of treatment is that? magic, alternative, or medical?"
"Medical, but I'm sure you'll like it. This is different from what you used to live Bam. Your chances of recovery are greater, there's no harm in trying?" persuade Winda while looking forcefully.
"Hem, yes yes. I'm gonna go."Bambang agreed.
"Well, whenever your schedule is empty, let me know as soon as possible."
"Yes. If not, surely you will be teruuuus talk," ledek Bambang.
"If it wasn't so you wouldn't."
"Thank you Win, as a friend, your treatment is still the same for me. I feel guilty."
"Stop saying such a sentence again. Words are like suggestions, especially if you keep saying them over and over. You are guilty, but all that happens is the will of Almighty God. You just have to take the wisdom of every event."
"Well, you win too. I hope you find a partner soon. I want you to be happy."
"Don't keep chasing me, I'll definitely meet my own soul mate. But, I don't want to date anymore." Winda said in a sad tone.
"I want to get married!!!" continue Winda with his burning spirit.
Bambang greeted him with laughter,
"So that's your wisdom, wind?"
"Of course!" answer the steady mind,
"Hopefully Wind, I'll pray for your wish."
"Thank you, I hope you're happy with Irin too." Winda again prayed for Bambang, but only in cold response by Bambang.
"The incident the other day really made me realize a lot of things, I haven't completely let you off. And from the second that I made your marriage problematic, was the day that I was really determined to let you go completely."
"You should let me go, Win, I'm just a cowardly man who doesn't deserve to be with Irin, what else with a great and independent woman like you."
"Why Bam? you look sad when I talk about Irin. God, I forgot to ask Irin's situation after the incident the other day."
"I made a fatal mistake."
"You mean?"
"I broke my own promise, and it made Irin really go."
Winda did not find the right words to answer him, he just closed his mouth using his hand a sign of disbelief.
"At that time, I was really desperate to not be able to think long," explained Bambang while bowing completely disappointed in himself.
"Before I always thought about Irin's feelings for me. Now I doubt myself."
"What do you mean Bam?"
"What feelings do I have. Is it just guilt, or love. I kept asking, but didn't find out which one was the heaviest between the two. I was very upset, after what I had done to Irin then let her go and never tried to find her. I'm a coward, aren't I? I'm afraid I'm misinterpreting the feelings that underlie my relationship with Irin." Bambang's answer made Winda speechless.
"I'm sure you love him." Support Winda strengthen. "I've never seen your eyes sparkle that deep to a woman."
Bambang was silent, his hands closed to his face. Trying to cover up his turmoil that increasingly mastered his common sense.
"Thinking positively Bam, Irin might just be alone. Irin takes time ... "
"Or I'm running out of time. My mistake was very big on Irin," Sela Bambang.
"Trust me Bam, Irin must be expecting an explanation from you. At least don't let the matter drag on."
"Let's Win, I doubt it."
"Patience!!!" Winda patted the shoulders of the ex-lover who is now his best friend to just give support.
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Irin was standing on the side of the road, waiting for his order to come, the effect of his car was still broken so he had to ride a motorcycle taxi. His face looked crumpled from tired of absorbing the course that day. Then a silver car approached him. Irin guessed who was in it.
Sjssssssssssshhhh. Car glass open.
"Irin!" Sweepings.
"Doctor Rian?" Irin recognized him after thinking for a split second.
"Come, I'll drive you home! You owe me an explanation for why you haven't contacted me at all."
"Hhh, are you really waiting?" ask Irin wonder. "You're aggressive too."
"Heey can't you? let me drive you home!" bring again.
"No, I ordered a motorcycle."
"I just take it, you're tired, maybe the motorcycle got stuck."
"Thank you, but it's not really necessary."
"Come on Irin, I'm not biting why you're so scared."
"It's not. Kasian's brother ojek, if the order is cancelled, at least I should appreciate the work."
"It's wise of you Irin, then I'll wait until the ojek brother comes well."
"Why bother?"
"I have to get your phone number!" rian's face was relaxed but full of determination.
Irin looked at the astonished man in front of her. Then type a name that he had saved earlier. Rian seemed to smile with satisfaction, knowing Irin's number had already entered.
"You're really aggressive" complained Irin.
"Not all women, only what I find attractive."
"So I'm interesting?"
"Of course."
"Alright, just seduce him.Thank you for accompanying me, my ojek has come." Irin waved her hand and went over to her motorcycle.
But Rian did not want to lose quickly, then Rian hurriedly approached the motorcycle. Talk for a moment and give the fare then the ojek leaves. Without further permission, he took the device in Irin's hand and clicked it over.
"Heyy... !" Irin was a little surprised.
"I've made brother ojek get his due. Now I'm taking you home." Rian's bargain with a little force.
"Come on Irin...!"
Irin walks after Rian who has opened the car door for her. Along the way, Rian continued to ask small things to Irin, until Irin melted and served his chatter. Arriving in front of Irin's house, Irin immediately went down.
"I wasn't offered entry?" ask Rian.
"No!" reject Irin in a joking but firm tone.
"As I said, I'm tired. Thanks for the ride." Irin passed by as quickly as she waved her hand.
"I hope the old car is repaired" Rian murmured with a smile.
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