
Renjani tidied up her clothes before entering the restaurant where she and Elara would meet. Elara chose one of the steak restaurants located inside the Mall near Kelana's apartment.
Coinciding with the lunch the restaurant was filled with visitors. There was almost no empty table when Renjani arrived, he circulated the view all over looking for Elara.
Renjani stepped up when she saw someone waving at her, it must be Elara.
"I'm sorry I'm late." Renjani sat on an empty chair in front of Elara, for a moment she was amazed to see the beauty of Elara. Last night he did not see Elara's face clearly due to the minimal illumination. But this time Renjani can see Elara's face more clearly. Elara looks so much prettier than her picture. Now Renjani increasingly understand why Kelana difficult to move to another heart.
Renjani so not confident to meet Elara like this. Look at Elara even using thin makeup but she looks charming.
"I'm the one who's come of a tad." Elara smiled. "Find me Elara." He reached out to Renjani to formally introduce himself.
"Branjani." Renjani smiled back at Elara's hand.
"You came alone?"
"Yes." Yeah." With who else? you expect me to bring Kelana here?
"Your name is beautiful, the name of the mountain on the island of Lombok." Elara gives the menu book to Renjani, because she has never been here so she will ask Renjani for advice.
"Your name is no less beautiful, the eighth largest satellite of the planet Jupiter."
"You know?"
"It was Kelana who told me when I asked her why she made a song called Jupiter."
Elara smiled stifledly, did Kelana tell her much about herself to Renjani?
"I've never been here before, what do you think's a good menu?"
"I also first came here." Although close to the apartment but Renjani has never eaten in this place.
Elara called the waiter and asked for the most ordered menu recommendations. Finally they ordered Prawn Pepper Rice and Classic Beef Pepper Rice.
"Renjani, thank you for being on Kelana's side."
"Why are you thankful for Kelana?" Elara's words offended Renjani, acting as if Kelana was hers. Renjani did that not for Elara.
"Because I suddenly left Kelana when we were still in love."
"Want to?"
"Sorry Renjani, I hope you're not offended."
Renjani smiled showing her teeth were lined up but, apparently Elara knew if her words would make Renjani offended but she still did.
"When it didn't change at all, I realized that when I talked to him last night."
"The violence has changed." Sahut Renjani fast, he will try to defend Kelana as much as possible. At least Renjani has to prove that she loves Kelana.
The look on Elara's face changed but she tried to cover it with a smile. Elara was the one who had always been convinced of her decision but now she regrets that she left Kelana. It would be too late if Elara regretted it now. It belongs to someone else.
"I'm asking Kelana to come to my concert next Sunday, hopefully you'll let her come, just one day."
Renjani did not answer, she knew Elara's position in Kelana's heart. Kelana didn't even ask Renjani anything. There will come no matter what happens.
Their orders came. Afterwards they enjoyed each other's meals without saying much.
"I read Meet Sunshine published by your company." Elara broke the silence. He recently finished reading a novel titled Meet Sunshine published by Asmara Publishing.
"Oh yeah? thanks Lara." Reply Renjani.
"I love the ending, after going through a lot of things Dion finally reunited with Sinar."
"Maia is amazing." Renjani has been a fan of Maia for a long time, she is happy to be able to work with her favorite writer.
"Do you think I can be like Sinar?"
"Hm?" Renjani almost choked on hearing Elara's question. Is Elara still hoping to reunite with Kelana even though she knows Kelana is married.
"I'm just kidding, don't think about it." Elara shook her hands.
"You're still expecting Kelana?" Renjani asked although she could see the answer clearly on Elara's face.
"Don't you guys agree to split up after a year?"
Renjani was silent, yesterday Kelana said that despite the agreement they will continue together. But Kelana said that before knowing Elara had returned. Now maybe Kelana's decision will be different after meeting and talking to Elara.
Suddenly Renjani felt nauseous, she hurriedly ran towards the toilet and spewed out all her food. His stomach alone understood that currently Renjani was fed up with that chatter. Renjani wants to go home soon no matter how good the food he has not spent at the table.
"Renjani, what's wrong with you?" Elara noticed Renjani's change in countenance, "sorry if I offended you."
Sorry that means nothing to Renjani. Elara knew exactly what she was saying. He doesn't feel entirely guilty.
"Before I came here I wasn't feeling well, sorry I had to go home."
"Want me to take you?"
"No, I need Yana to pick me up." Reject Renjani, "let me pay for the food." He stepped towards the cashier to pay for their meal.
Elara wanted to prevent but Renjani had already paid when she invited Renjani to meet.
"Pity Renjani, what if Kelana comes back to me?" Elara muttered while stirring the piece of meat on her plate.
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Instead of asking to pick Yana up, Renjani chose to walk from the Mall to the apartment because the distance is quite close. Only about 15 minutes on foot.
"It's useless to eat steak." Gerutu Renjani, he spewed all the food that has not been digested perfectly may have just passed through the esophagus. "I'm pregnant but I can't be pregnant."
Renjani tries to remember the last time he came by the moon and how many times he and Kelana were in contact without safety. I don't know Renjani is forgetful, he can't remember any of it.
Renjani's gaze suddenly darkened after trying to remember that. His body suddenly collapsed, he almost fell if there was no one to hold his body.
"Re, why didn't you ask to pick Yana up?" Fortunately Kelana came on time if not sure Renjani had fainted in the middle of the road.
"Why are you here?"
"Lara said you came home first because you weren't feeling well so I'm here."
"You came because of Elara?"
"It's not so Re." To guide Renjani into the car, "why are you so sensitive?"
"Me?" Renjani pointed to herself.
"Yes." Yeah."
Which woman is not sensitive see her husband hugging another girl. Renjani can only answer that question from the heart. He was arguing with Kelana. All of that has happened.
"I want to check your blood pressure." Kelana wrapped the blood pressure device on Renjani's wrist. "90, you should eat more."
"You want to come to Elara's concert?" Renjani ignored his blood pressure that dropped dramatically, according to him it was not important.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Without me?"
Kelana took off the blood pressure device and looked at Renjani. Elara just invited Kelana.
"Just one day."
Renjani turned her gaze out the window, her tears melting past her cheeks. He did not have to cry just because Kelana was present at the Elara concert. I don't know why the tears just shed on their own.
"I'll drive you up." Tukas Kelana when they got to the front of the apartment, he had to return to the office to complete the process of making his song.
"No, I can do it myself." Renjani gets out of the car.
Renjani's body floated as she stepped into the apartment lobby. Maybe it was because of his low blood pressure.
Kelana followed Renjani quietly until she made sure his wife entered their apartment safely. Maybe Renjani is coming that month why he is more sensitive especially when they discuss Elara. Though Kelana had told Renjani clearly that she loved him. However, Renjani remains worried Kelana will return to Elara.
Renjani heads to the walk in closet to change her clothes with a house dress. When choosing clothes he accidentally saw the stock of his pads are still full.
The feeling of Renjani is not good, maybe so long he forgot when the last time the moon came. He only remembered a few days ago that there were blood spots on his underwear.
"But why haven't I come to the moon yet?" Renjani panicked, her heart racing. What if she's pregnant. No Re, don't think things through before making sure the truth. He and Kelana never talked about children. Renjani is afraid if until she is really pregnant and Kelana rejects her.
Rather than curious Renjani chose to go out to the pharmacy near there to buy a test pack.
"It won't be positive, just calm down." Renjani calmed herself down when choosing a test pack, she took one test pack which she thought was accurate because it cost the most compared to other types.
Renjani will not use the tool now, he is afraid the results are not as expected even though the other side he is also curious. Renjani must prepare mentally before using the pregnancy test.