
"Eat first." Yana put the toast with peanut butter in front of Kelana.
Kelana did not sleep, he went through all the streets of Jakarta to find the whereabouts of Renjani. But until morning, no sign of Renjani was found. Kelana is confused to find Renjani where else. Maybe this morning he will return to Renjani's office after a short break. His head felt dizzy from waking up all night.
While glancing at their untouched anniversary cake, he was enveloped in regret for leaving that morning. Kelana breaks the promise and takes things lightly Renjani. Kelana did not want to lose the person she loved for the second time but in fact now she also lost Renjani. Kelana can not keep Renjani well.
"Mas must eat to be able to focus more on looking for Ms. Rere."
Kelana grabbed the cake on the nightstand and dropped it on the floor. Yana is not too surprised, Kelana often breaks things when angry. Yana just pity to see Kelana, she also worried about the situation Renjani now.
Yana comes out of the room giving time to Kelana herself. He also will not clean the cake scattered on the floor because it could be too late to drop other items. Yana will clean it at once later.
Yana sends a message to Renjani asking her whereabouts, although Renjani does not necessarily read the message. Yana had tried to contact Renjani many times but the number was off.
"May Rere be okay." Yana Mumbles.
Yana opens the curtains so that sunlight enters the apartment, she sees a wedding photo of Kelana and Renjani displayed in the living room. At first the wall was empty but after a few months of marriage, Kelana suddenly wanted to print the wedding photo and put it on display in the living room. At that time Yana realizes that Kelana is starting to love Renjani as she expected.
"Why did Elara have to come back, she just messed up Mas Lana and Mbak Rere's relationship." Gerutu Yana felt Renjani's face in the photo.
Pyarrr!
Yana gasped at the sound of broken glass from inside Kelana's room. He clucked in annoyance, let alone the one Kelana broke this time. Yana is like returning to the past where Kelana often broke things when angry. It was like a disaster for him.
"Don't Mas!" Yana ran over to Kelana who was lifting her violin up high preparing to throw it on the floor. Two shapeless sleeping lights broke into pieces on the floor.
"Don't Mas." He said once, he tried to reach the violin but Kelana's high body made it difficult to reach the valuable object. "Please control the emotions of Mas Lana, this way will not make Mbak Rere back." He said in a louder voice to resuscitate Kelana.
"If I hadn't left yesterday, Renjani would still be here." Racau Kelana, now there is no point in regret. Renjani is gone.
"Mas sure Madam Rere left just because of that?"
"Otherwise?" She looked at Yana coldly. Yana could freeze just because of that gaze.
"Maybe Mama Rere left because Mas said he wanted to abort the contents."
"If he were frank, I wouldn't be talking that bad." Kelana clenched her hands tightly, she thought Renjani was just messing around that's why she responded with a joke. That sentence was too cruel for a joke, Kelana just did it spontaneously.
"really? it wasn't Mas Lana herself who said she didn't want to have children."
"But if you know Renjani is really pregnant, I can't bear to abort her."
"It's already me." Yana on her tiptoes took over the violin and put it back down. When angry Kelana forgot everything, did he also forget that the price of the violin was not cheap. "Please rest first, then go find Mrs Rere."
Yana opened the nightstand drawer to take the drug that used to often go out of consumption every time it was difficult to sleep. Since Renjani, Kelana has never taken the drug again. But now Yana has to give it so Kelana can sleep for a while.
"Eat even a little." Yana thrusts the bread near the mouth of Kelana.
"You know I love Renjani." She took the bread and chewed it with force.
"I know."
"Why did he leave?"
Yana could not answer, she could imagine how hurt Renjani felt when Kelana said she would abort her womb.
"Try Mas Lana position themselves as Mbak Rere, she is pregnant, although at that time Mas think Mbak Rere just joking but should not talk like that, Mas should not talk like that, Mas also left when you plan to celebrate the anniversary, surely Mbak Rere also saw when Mas Lana and Elara performed one stage, Mbak Rere must have been more devastated, he said, free Mas Lana made him believe that in the end Mama Rere was treated like that." Yana said softly afraid of being the target of Kelana's anger. But Yana must be frank that in this case Kelana is the guilty one.
"That pregnant people are sensitive, Ms. Rere is unlikely to leave for trivial reasons."
"You're right, Yana, I'm wrong for hurting Renjani."
"Don't think about how much Mas Lana sacrificed for Mbak Rere but think about how she felt when Mas treated her like that."
"Dead me alone."
"I want to clean this up first, Mom."
"But don't be noisy." As he stepped out onto the balcony, he needed fresh air to clear his troubled mind.
Going wrong focus on flower pots near the balcony guardrail, the ground looks wet like it has just been watered. Kelana touched the edge of the pot.
"Tomorrow we plant the seed."
"But our anniversary today."
"Please don't make it difficult for me, anyways since the beginning of this plan of yours."
Kelana's shoulders shook, she started sobbing considering that she had said something hurtful to Renjani. How Kelana wants to embrace Renjani at this time.
"I'm sorry Re." Kelana lowered her head in her knees. He deserves a punishment like this. But whether now Renjani is okay, Kelana hope so.
Renjani came down from the bed hearing the sound of knocking on the door between the raindrops that had fallen since last night. With eyes still half closed Renjani opened the door, in addition to lazy wake up because of the rain that cradled his sleep, Renjani's head also felt dizzy. He forgot to take the blood-added tablet that the doctor gave him yesterday.
"I'm sorry, I'm afraid you're not out of the room from yesterday." Tumi stood in front of the door with a worried face. He just wanted to make sure Renjani was okay.
"It's okay Bi, I slept too long." Renjani slept since arriving and just woke up this afternoon. The duration of sleep has become irregular lately.
"Breakfast first."
The view of Renjani down on the tray in Tumi's hand, there is a bowl of soup that looks delicious, rice and water.
"Bi Tumi doesn't need to bring me breakfast, I don't feel good." Renjani just rented a place but he actually got breakfast.
"Nothing happens to be I cook a lot." Tumi placed the tray on the table near the door.
"I haven't had time to clean up, so messy, sorry Bi." Renjani sees her suitcase left open on the floor. Yesterday Renjani only had time to change clothes in pajamas. He has not moved his clothes into the suitcase.
"It's okay Re, this is your room, want me to help you clean up?"
"Don't Bi, Bi Tumi already made me breakfast, after this I finish." Rejecting Renjani politely, he does not want to trouble Tumi anymore.
"You sick?" Tumi touched Renjani's forehead with the back of his hand. "Your face is pale."
For a moment Renjani was surprised by Tumi's attention but he shook his head, maybe because he had not washed his face he looked pale.
"It's okay, don't hesitate, I help you?" Tumi is happy if Renjani lets him help clean up the room, this is his job every day.
"Isn't anything Bi?"
"It's okay it's my job, you eat first."
"There's a lot of ya, Auntie and Uncle already let me stay here, now made breakfast too."
"We've been married for almost 30 years and have no children so whenever anyone rents this place I'm happy because we have friends chatting as well as you, we're happy." Tumi's expression did not show any sadness at all, he was already at peace with fate.
"I'll stay here a long time." Renjani smiled as if trying to comfort Tumi.
"May my cooking fit on your tongue."
"Make sure it fits." Renjani feeds a spoonful of rice and chicken and corn soup that is still warm is very fitting with the weather this morning. "Such a Bi." Praise him after spending the first feed.
"Thank God you like it." Tumi picked up the pillows lying on the floor and arranged them. He also folded the blanket and tidied the bed sheet.
Tumi accidentally finds a photo of USG on top of Renjani's bed. He turned his back to see Renjani enjoying her breakfast.
"You pregnant?" Ask Tumi.
Renjani almost choked on hearing the question, she turned to Tumi. It seems that Renjani forgot to save her USG photos but the slow sea Tumi and Edi will definitely know. There's no point in Renjani hiding that.
"Yes." Yeah."
"But why are you here by yourself?"
"He won't accept this child." Renjani was trying hard but her voice was shaking withstanding the crying.
Tumi approached Renjani and hugged her, it must have been very painful because Renjani had to go through this all by herself.
"Don't be afraid, now that you're not alone anymore, we'll accompany you."
Tumi's attention made Renjani unable to hold back tears, she was never treated like this even by her own parents.
"Already do not cry, pregnant women are not good crying and later the baby will be sad." Tumi wiped off Renjani's tears and asked her to continue breakfast.
Renjani is grateful that Tumi did not ask more about her. Tumi continued to clean up the room after Renjani stopped crying.
"Bi, I see in front of the window there's an empty pot." Renjani remembers having the rest of Alyssum's flower seedlings and happens to see an empty pot in front of her bedroom window.
"Yes, why Re?"
"You're not going to use Bi?"
"No, if you want to use it, there are also many empty pots in the back."
"Thank you Bi." Renjani sumringah, fortunately he tucked the seedlings in his bag. Renjani wondered what Alyssum flowers look like when seen directly because previously he only saw them on the internet.
After putting all the clothes in the closet, Renjani came out carrying Alyssum seeds for her to plant. Edi lends some tools that Renjani needs.
"May you grow up." Renjani murmured after he finished planting all the flower seeds he had. "You're lucky because here the air is better than on Kelana's balcony, so you have to grow up healthy."