Married by Accident
So humiliating

Kelana came to Renjani's office to coincide with her father-in-law who was delivering a new novel published by Asmara Publishing. Kelana first greeted Papa Renjani and asked him the news when in fact he wanted to immediately meet Manda or other employees, maybe they heard the news of Renjani. This office will not be able to continue operating without Renjani. Kelana also has no interest in taking care of it. Publishing companies are not the Kelana world. This company is a special gift for Renjani.

"You haven't heard from Renjani?" Ask Aji.

"Not Pa." Kelana invites Aji to sit in the office lobby.

"I know a young couple like you must have fought a lot but Renjani should not leave the house like that, you should finish it right then and there not be allowed to drag on."

"I'm sorry Pa, I will try harder to find Renjani, I also ask others to look for Renjani secretly, lest the media know." Because no bad news about Renjani, it will further aggravate the situation.

"I cannot give much advice because in fact I am not able to maintain the household with Mama Renjani first."

"If I could keep Renjani from leaving."

"I'm sure Renjani is fine, now she's just being angry after this she must be back." Aji patted Kelana's thigh to calm her down, she was also very worried about Renjani's current state. But he believes Renjani can take care of himself. Renjani is not a spoiled child, he has been living independently since graduating high school.

"I hope so Pa."

Kelana instead thought otherwise, she was afraid that Renjani would never come back and raise their own child. Just imagine Kelana horrified, she could not live a normal life again without Renjani.

"Actually Renjani is pregnant Pa, I also just found out after she left."

"He's gone pregnant?" Aji's eyebrows were raised, he had also tried to contact Renjani's number but could not.

As he nodded, he exhaled a heavy breath. Kelana once explained to Renjani that she could not refuse the presence of their child. Kelana will take care of and care for their children together. But how Kelana would explain that if she met only she could not.

"Can you not know if your wife is pregnant?"

"Sorry Pa, it's my fault." Kelana can't say anything but sorry because it's her fault. Either way Kelana has to find Renjani.

After permission went to the second floor, he heard that as long as Renjani was not there, Manda would take his place. That means Manda has received direction from Renjani.

"Pak Kelana," Jeno moved out of his chair to see Kelana coming.

"I want to talk to Manda."

Manda was tense to hear Kelana about to talk to him, what if Kelana asked all sorts of questions. Manda the type of person who can not lie, he must be immediately caught when lying.

"Let's Sir." Jeno took a seat for Kelana and let her sit down.

Usually when Kelana comes, Manda is the most eager to meet him but now he just does not want to face Kelana. Manda stepped hesitantly closer to Kelana, her heart racing. Manda hoped his mouth would not slip. He has promised not to tell anyone if Renjani ever contacted him.

"Renjani called you?" Ask Kelana to the point.

"No Brother." Manda looked down not daring to look at Kelana.

"Then who gave you the direction to take his place?"

"It was on our own initiative because the company was preparing to publish a new book."

"So you know Renjani left?"

"Know Brother."

"How do you know, I haven't told you?" Kelana is sure no one knows Renjani left except her and Yana. Even Jesi doesn't know if Renjani left.

"Hm?" Manda raised his face, he was surprised. Too clever to trap him or Manda who is innocent and can not lie.

Manda nodded faintly, "but with a personal number so we couldn't call Mbak Renjani back."

"You know where Renjani is?"

"Mbak Rere didn't tell us sister, he just gave us directions to keep processing the publication even without Mrs Rere."

"Manda, please if she calls you again, tell her I'm so worried about her, I miss her, I'll pick her up wherever she is."

"Yes Brother."

"The most important thing is that he should be able to take care of himself and our baby, say my apologies."

"Good Brother Kelana." Manda nodded obediently.

Going back from there, there is a little sense of relief to know the news of Renjani even though he does not know where Renjani is now. Kelana just wants to make sure Renjani is okay.

Manda immediately exhaled loudly when Kelana was not seen. He patted his head because he could not keep the news of Renjani secret. But he also did not have the heart to see Kelana's face that was not as usual. Kelana always looks perfect in front of everyone especially her handsome face that can hypnotize anyone. But today Kelana looks like someone else, her face is cute, her appearance is also disheveled. Kelana looks very miserable, at least Manda's words can make her a little calm.

"Mak Rere's pregnant?" Eve approaches Manda.

Manda nodded, she also just heard that Renjani is pregnant. They do not know what problems are happening to the Kelana and Renjani households.

Manda hopes their problems are resolved soon and Renjani returns to this office.

"Poor Madam Rere is pregnant again but there is no Kak Kelana beside her."

"May they be better."

The atmosphere of the office also becomes uncomfortable if there is no Renjani. Although Renjani was their superior but he always acted like a friend. They will miss the moment of eating instant noodles together at the office after working all day.

******

Kelana never felt this stupid because she had chosen to go to the Elara concert that day when Renjani gave her a choice, not once but twice Renjani asked the same thing. But foolishly Kelana still went, he was very sorry.

Kelana banged her head at the wheel a few times, what if Renjani would not go back to her. You will only feel regret for a lifetime.

"Re, I'm worried about you, please come back." Leaning his head back on the chair, his attention was turned on the screen of his cellphone that was lit. There was a message from Elara.

I'm going to the airport, will you take me?

Kelana threw her phone into the side seat and started the car engine.

Kelana's car sped through the busy streets of Jakarta that afternoon.

If Elara thinks Kelana will come after sending the message then she is wrong, Kelana could not have made a mistake twice. Kelana had made it clear to Elara at that time that her feelings had changed. Kelana only loves Renjani, his wife who will soon become the mother of his child. Kelana will fight for Renjani.

Kelana threw her body onto the bed, she felt empty without the presence of Renjani. The apartment also felt quiet and cold, nothing made Kelana angry because Renjani walked with wet feet from the bathroom. Nobody makes coffee and orange juice for him.

Every corner in this apartment reminds Kelana of Renjani.

At least he could not stand still without doing anything, when his hand was injured he still forced himself to play the piano and produce some songs. But this time Kelana did not want to do anything, she just curled up on the bed and contemplated for hours. His gaze was empty, he was like a body without a soul. Kelana lost half her life—brought wind somewhere.