
Irin went home, she immediately went into the room and slammed the door hard, she threw her body on the bed. Crying his stupidity that has trusted Bambang, Irin has already welcomed the feelings that Bambang has shown and plans to reveal to Bambang soon.
Unexpectedly everything was fake for Irin, Irin got up and slammed everything she could reach. She screamed, yelled and screamed hysterically. Bi Ijah was very surprised to see it, not like this Irin's character, but Irin like this is what Bambang faced for 3 months.
Bi Ijah tried to reach Irin into his arms, although he had to be hit by several throwing items while trying to get closer. Bi Ijah was already like a mother to Irin. He calmed Irin down without daring to ask what happened. After trying hard finally Irin stopped raging and crying in the arms of bi Ijah.
Meanwhile in the hospital, Winda patiently takes care of Bambang. There was something they both kept secret. Repeatedly Winda breathed heavily, holding tightness in his heart. He stared at the usually dashing man now rubbed weakly.
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The next morning Winda woke up and found himself still sitting next to Bambang's bed. Bambang's forehead made sure of his condition, then he went to the bathroom to clean himself. Apparently Winda had not come home for a few days with his complete luggage.
When out Winda was back beautiful, her face was graceful and mature. There was no trace of the river of tears yesterday. And Bambang began to wake up, Winda immediately approached and returned to hold Bambang's hand to ensure his condition and as if he did not want to separate.
"How are you feeling? Is it good? Which one still hurts?" Winda looks very careful and wholeheartedly takes care of Bambang.
"I want to drink" said Bambang weakly, then Winda gave a drink to Bambang with a glass of water and straws. Winda then opened the food bag that he had ordered earlier through the delivery service. He helps Bambang to sit down before feeding him his favorite chicken porridge.
"Irin how's Win?" bambang asked very worriedly.
"Eat first Bam, then we will think how," said Winda calmly even though his heart was hard to hold the roar. His lover has become the lover of others, but he has not been able to leave his feelings.
"I don't want Irin to know the truth" continued Bambang very anxious without being able to see the feelings of Vinda, in his mind now just how Irin is.
"Yes, now finish your food first, I'm sure you can't wait to get well soon."
Winda is an adult, Bambang is unable to fight his words and only according to like a child. Unlikely when with Irin, what Winda did to him, Bambang also applied all this time to Irin. Way Winda entertains, advises and even regulates the pattern of life and health. Bambang felt mature in front of Irin but like a child in front of Vinda.
"Win, I'm sorry!" said Bambang on the sidelines of Winda clean up his former breakfast.
"I can what Bam? It's all fate. Although that woman who suddenly came and took you must now think I'm the third person among you." Winda is very resigned to his feelings but still do the best for Bambang.
"All Win misunderstood, I will explain to Irin slowly. I just have to get out of this place."
"You ... really love Irin, Bam?" ask Winda like ascertaining the feelings of Bambang when he only wanted to get a reason to leave his past, not only Bambang that Irin took but also his heart. Trying to find remnants of his meaning in Bambang life.
"I'm sorry, Win!" Bambang was unable to answer Winda's question and was just downcast hiding his eyes fearing it would hurt Winda more than this.
"Jawab it Bam!" insist Winda, even without Bambang replied Winda already knows the answer.
"I'm sorry Win, I shouldn't have involved you so far I should have asked you to leave. I know you're hurt, this is so unfair to you."
"I don't feel so Bam, I just want you to be happy even if you belong to someone else. I just couldn't see your suffering all this time just for the sake of that woman. I feel the same suffering. I can't let you go yet, but .. I don't intend to ask you back either." Winda was crying.
"I'm willing to let you go so you're happy Bam, not like this. I also feel sick to see you suffer. I beg you to find a solution, ask the woman to talk you can't keep living like this, I beg Bam you must be happy even if all you do is a punishment."
Bambang pulled Winda into his arms, Winda who still loves Bambang was not able to refuse and chose to resign to his feelings. He immersed himself more deeply in his former lover's embrace. The two cried at each other lamenting such a complicated destiny.
"I'm definitely gone, once you're completely healed." Winda inched away disappointed, Bambang is no longer like Bambang he had before. Winda is so sad to realize that he has not been able to take off Bambang while Bambang has really fallen in love with Irin.
"I also wish you a happy Win."
"I must be happy!" Winda wiped his tears and tried to fake a smile.
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Two days later Bambang was healed and allowed to go home. Winda left without saying goodbye after helping Bambang clean up the hospital administration. But the ones in Bambang's mind are Irin, Irin, and Irin. Bambang immediately drove his car home to Irin's house. I don't know what he's gonna say to Irin. He can't tell the truth.
Bambang entered the terrace then opened the door half running, greeted Bi Ijah with a sad face and also full of question marks.
"Non Irin won't open Mas's door, please Non Irin, all the broken items are thrown around. Auntie called Mas Bambang but could not, aunt was afraid," said Bi Ijah.
Without answering Bi Ijah Bambang immediately ran up to Irin's room. Arriving at the door of Irin's room, Bambang paused for a moment to try to catch his breath, then he knocked on the door.
Tok tok tok ...!
Tok tok tok ...!
Tok tok tok ...!
Bambang who was impatient trying to open the door, but locked. Without a second thought Bambang broke down the door.
Braaaaaakkk ... !!!
The bedroom door was successfully damaged after Bambang repeatedly smashed his body, looking a messy room, all disheveled items. Irin sat down beside her bed and faced out the window.
"Irin!" Bambang knelt beside Irin.
"I have to explain everything, what you see is not what you think, please Irin give me a chance to explain. I passed out at the airport when I was leaving for Batam, and it just so happened that Winda was there and recognized me so he took me to the hospital. I didn't tell you that I was afraid you were anxious, I knew you were busy with your lecture I didn't want to interrupt. Believe me Irin I regret not telling you I didn't think you'd be looking for me" Bambang tried to explain.
"Go!" irin's orders flowed without caring about Bambang's explanation.
"Go ... !" push Irin by raising his tone because Bambang did not go.
"Irin please don't be like this."
"Go, pack up I don't want to see you here!"
"Irin, please don't do this, it's all a misunderstanding."
"Go, let's just end this relationship. It was supposed to be over long ago and should never have even happened."
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