
Irin Pov
How could my life be so sad?
In an instant God turned my happy state of being lonely and hurt.
Father and Mother.
Go because of Him.
Ahh, no.
I realized, this is His Fate.
He, just as an intermediary.
Him, husband.
I once read a story, someone who slumped and then got up.
I tried, but I realized. All of it was not as easy as I read, not as beautiful as the strands of words in his paragraphs.
Not as short as a cry on the first page and happy on the 100th page.
I've written 873 pages, but it's still crying. Wh why?
I still don't understand him.
Yesterday he was a perfect figure, after I struggled with my inner struggle to forgive him of course.
Now, he was nothing more than a disgusting man.
I never agreed to that marriage.
I also understand she has a boyfriend. I don't want to hurt anyone. She's a woman, I'm a woman too.
But he insisted on taking responsibility.
Dad, am I that weak? should you leave it to a man I don't know?
You don't know him either, Dad. Why should I ask him to be my husband?
All your life, you are the best. But at the end of your life it seems like your decision was wrong.
I'm sorry, Father, who is disobedient.
I don't blame you, Dad, but what now?
Mas Bam!
Do you think the same with Dad,
You think I'm weak?!
Mas Bam!
I'll prove it to you and Dad.
I'm not a weak girl.
Hhh, girl?!
I'm not a girl, anymore,
I'm Female.
I will be happy!!!!
On page 900 I will write happiness there.
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Bambang Pov
A day that changed my whole life.
I promise to see Winda, go for a walk, eat and watch maybe.
We haven't dated in a long time. We are busy with our careers.
I've prepared a surprise, I'll propose to her. What are you waiting for, we've been together since graduating high school. The future is clearly defined. I'm going to get her married. I can't wait.
I told him I was walking.
I drove my vehicle with pleasure. I'm speeding.
Looks like my car crashed.
I don't remember the chronology.
I survived only minor injuries.
The bad news is that there is a dead and a critical one.
And finally died a few days later.
Everything goes so fast.
The accident got me married.
Married an only child girl from the victim.
I was drowning in a great sense of guilt.
The girl looked empty. I'm sure he doesn't fully believe what happened to him.
He's so weak. Even depression.
I'm guilty.
I married her with the ring I set for Vinda.
Hhh, is this the path of your destiny?
Irina.
I am entangled by your eyes, your helplessness makes this love grow mad.
I am also determined to protect you.
Sincerely flowing just like that, I want to be your one.
Even this feeling grew so suddenly and so quickly took possession of my life.
You have become my life purpose.
Defeating the love I've been cultivating for years with Vinda.
Too bad, Irin.
You're so cold and closed.
It must be how I break through your defensive wall.
Stop thinking I'm a killer.
In return I will devote myself to be your protector.
I'm sure one day you'll melt.
And can accept my feelings.
My deep feelings for you.
Maybe this feeling is punishment for my mistake.
What a beautiful punishment.
I'm sorry Irin.
I'm just a stupid guy who's not good at conveying taste.
I've always said I love you but I can't read where your heart is going.
Is this Irin's relationship?
Do you really not want to be with me?
Can't my love go to your heart?
This sincerity doesn't touch your cold big wall?
Irina...
I should how?
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