Married by Accident
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The sound of baby crying filled the entire room. The cry that actually gives happiness to Kelana and Renjani. Finally, after struggling to feel the contractions since morning, their baby was born safely at midnight.

Happy tears flowed profusely when the doctor lifted Renjana's body and placed it on top of Renjani's stomach. When first holding the little one, Renjani feels strange and unfamiliar. Renjani does not believe that she can give birth to a child. In the past Renjani can only feel the movement of the baby in his stomach but now he can hold it— give warmth through the touch of the mother's hand that makes the baby calm.

Renjana means a strong heart like longing and affection. It was the name Kelana gave and was immediately approved by Renjani, besides similar to his name, the meaning of the word Renjana is also beautiful.

"It's so pretty." Through rubbing his wet eyes, he kissed Renjani's forehead many times and thanked her for all the struggle Renjani.

The beginning of Renjani's pregnancy is not easy because it has to live it alone because Kelana refused the presence of the baby. Morning sickness is no less painful. His heart and body ached at the same time.

At that time Renjani thought Kelana would return to Elara. Renjani has prepared to give birth and raise her child alone without a father.

But Renjani's determination collapsed when Kelana came and managed to convince him. The pain paid off already after Renjani finally held Renjana in her arms with Kelana. It's more beautiful than Renjani imagined. They will see Renjana grow together.

"Who's liking?" Renjani cannot see her baby's face clearly because Renjana is trying to drink her first breast milk.

Renjani does not know that in this world there is pain that actually feels pleasant and moving. The pain of childbirth and breastfeeding, both make Renjani touched.

"Like you." This time around smiling widely, he will have two Renjani in his life. True said Renjani, their son has a face similar to him. "Eyes are wide like you."

"The Papa's Turn." The doctor lifts Renjana's body.

Sitting on the sofa preparing to receive Renjana, he unwittingly held his breath for a few seconds until Renjana was in his arms.

"Oh so soft." Kelana hesitated when she was about to touch Renjana's back.

"Intense, he's newborn." Renjani laughs at Kelana's facial expression.

"Sshhh baby, it's Papa." Kelana tried to calm Renjana who kept moving her head.

A few moments later Renjana calmed down in the deck of Kelana. Making skin contact with the papa is very beneficial for the little one. They can build inner contact early on. Not only the mother, the role of the father is also very important for the baby.

The nurse cleans up Renjana's body and bandages her with a bedong to warm her up.

"He's sleeping." Kelana touched the reddish cheeks of Renjana who was in the box carefully.

"We haven't given him his full name yet."

"I think it's quite Radiaksa's Renjana." Kelana turns to see Renjani.

"Where is Faralyn Radiaksa, how?"

"That's like Mama's name."

"I am inspired by Mama Karalyn, I hope that the presence of Renjana will fill the empty part of your heart when left behind by Mama Karalyn."

Kelana smiled gently at Renjani in the shade, she moved her chair closer to Renjani's bed.

"Your mere existence makes my life feel complete and now that you make a little angel present in our midst, how should I thank you for all this?" Kelana stroking Renjani's cheeks.

"Enough to love me completely without another woman in your heart." Renjani grabs Kelana's hand and kisses her, if remembered she rarely does that. Though Renjani had heard that kissing the hand of the husband includes worship.

"Of course." Kelana kissed Renjani's hand, "you rest gih."

"Yes, I'm so sleepy." Renjani closed her eyes. The wall clock has shown at half-time at 4am and Renjani has not slept since yesterday.

"I'll take care of you." Kelana kissed Renjani's forehead and raised the blanket to the waist.

Kelana again noticed Renjana who was still asleep after being satisfied to drink ASI, she still could not believe if the baby in front of her was her child. Because never imagined having a child at his age who has not stepped on 30 years, this is really beyond his plans.

Kelana's life used to be very regular, he even planned his life for the next 10 years but after meeting Renjani all the plans were no longer meaningful. He was no longer consistent in his life principles. Getting married and having children just happened to Kelana but it all made her feel more alive.

"Excuse me." Yana appeared from behind the door, she was only allowed by Kelana to enter the room after Renjani finished cleaning and is now sleeping. "Geez, it's so jolly." His screeches were stifled because Kelana immediately looked at him coldly as if afraid if Renjana and Renjani woke up.

"Geez, is this really Mas Lana's son?" Yana touched Renjana's cheeks slowly, she was afraid of being eaten by Kelana who was looking at her sharply.

"Well, isn't it similar?"

Yana saw Renjana and Kelana alternating and she seemed to think for a moment. Kelana frowned, why did Yana take so long to think.

"Like Mbak Rere."

"Nana is also the result of my hard work."

"Prophey of it." Yana pats Kelana's shoulder trying to comfort her.

"But I'm happy, there are two Renjani in my life."

"Can I carry it?"

"I can't lift him up."

"I can." Yana was excited to hold Renjana.

"Yes." Yeah." Yana raised the tiny body of Renjana carefully, eyes twinkling at the little Renjana who looked very much like Renjani.

Yana cradles Renjana while humming softly, she is proud to have accompanied Kelana since the beginning of her career, through a difficult period to get married and now have children. Their relationship is not just a boss and assistant but already like family. Yana doesn't have anyone here, she only has Kelana and Renjani.

"I slept ya." He laid his body on the sofa and closed his eyes.

Yana gets Renjani lovingly then Kelana who sounds soft snoring when only a few seconds she dropped herself on the sofa.

"I hope Ms. Rere, Mas Lana and Nana are always healthy and happy." Yana kissed Renjana's forehead.

******

In the morning Lasti came from Sumedang to see his grandchildren, once he heard Renjani give birth he immediately left for Jakarta. I can't wait to see my first grandchild.

Although Lasti and Renjani's relationship is not good but Lasti is still a mother who gave birth to Renjani. Lasti regretted saying Renjani was a cheap woman, at that time was filled with anger. Even when Kelana tells Renjani to disappear, Lasti makes no attempt to contact Renjani. It was not that Lasti did not care, it was because he already understood Renjani. It was not the first time Renjani had run away from home.

"Mama." Renjani sees her mother coming, she does not know if Kelana has told Lasti that she gave birth.

Lasti put her bag on the table and rushed to Renjani who was having breakfast on her bed.

"Goodbye, son." Lasti hugged Renjani rubbed her hair, for some reason she shed tears when she saw Renjani.

Renjani's body is stiff, she forgets when was the last time Lasti hugged her and this feels foreign. Renjani does not want to remember the painful words that are often spoken by Lasti but his fist automatically turns all the sentences back.

"Sorry Mama."

Renjani glanced at Kelana who had been staring at her. Kelana seemed to nod faintly giving the code that Renjani might forgive Lasti even though it was not easy. Like Kelana it's hard to forgive her papa but they have a way to mend the relationship.

"During the trip here, Mama thought all this time Mama has not been a good Mama for you, now you have become a Mom, Mama hope you become a good Mom for your child."

Renjani looks up at her mama, "what is a good mother like?" Ask.

"Mother who raised her child lovingly, I hope you do."

"I can do it when I myself have never felt it."

Lasti took off her embrace, her face turned pias, "even though Mama still loves you Re."

"I live with Mama who is always angry and grows by hearing her parents' quarrels every day."

"You've always been that way a long time ago, in this world many children suffer more but you act as if you're hurting the most in this world, you're lucky to still have parents."

Renjani was stunned, tears welled up in her eyes. Once blinked, those tears would pour down his cheeks. They often argue like that, in the end Lasti will win and Renjani can only be silent.

"Enough Ma." Kelana moved from her seat, "i don't mean to be rude but if Mama came here just to hurt Renjani better Mama get out." Later, he pulled Lasti's hand and took her out of the room.

"Ma, Renjani just gave birth, her emotions are still unstable and Mama shouldn't talk like that."

"He started it, and you know nothing about Renjani."

"I know Renjani, I understand her feelings the most because we both live in families that are not whole, not whole, Mama herself told me to take good care of Renjani because Mama doesn't want us to get divorced like Mama and Papa."

"Looks give Mama a chance to carry Rere's son."

"Mama wait here first." Go to see Renjani.

Renjani seemed to cover her face with two hands, her shoulders rising up and down quickly.

"You haven't finished your meal, baby." Kelana rubbed Renjani's shoulder, "i'm bribing ya."

Renjani raised her face then shook her head faintly, she had no appetite anymore to finish her breakfast.

"You have to finish up so your ASI'll be fully charged."

Renjani throw face sliding plate on overbed table.

"What do you want me to eat."

Renjani still did not answer, eventually Kelana put the plate on the nightstand and lowered the overbed table. Kelana sat on the bed and pulled Renjani into her arms. The cry of Renjani became more and more, despite being with Kelana but she felt alone.

"There I am, don't feel alone." Kelana said as if she could read Renjani's mind. "You're my strong wife, Renjana's mother is amazing."

"I don't want to see Mama."

"But Mama wants to carry Renjana, give her a chance, will you?" Kelana cupped in Renjani's cheeks.

"But take me out."

"All right." Kelana pulled the wheelchair near the bed and helped Renjani sit on it. "Morning walks are good for you." Kelana brought Renjani out and invited Lasti in.