
At this moment, Marcella had just entered the room room and so forgot something, she went out again to take her bag which she had just put on the table in the living room. Then pick up his cell phone to see if he got the message.
He now smiles knot when he saw there was a notification from the lover and immediately opened the message. However, immediately his face turned pale after reading the contents of the message of the man he loved so much.
"What does Erland mean? He wants to focus on his work without communicating with me? Did he intentionally want to break off the relationship in this kind of cowardly way?" The voice dominates and of course represents Marcella's current feelings because she is worried that there is actually something hidden by her lover.
He had laughed bitterly because he felt the reason of the lover is very unreasonable when it comes to communicating will not be able to focus on work.
"Even in modern times, going to the toilet with a cell phone, he said he would not want to communicate with me just because he could focus on the company that was having problems." He is currently still holding his smart phone tightly.
Actually he wanted to contact the lover to ask what he meant. However, feeling hurt and really hurt. He thinks if the lover only reasoned because he wanted to break with him because he did not want to be invited to marry.
"What was the reason that made him cut off communication with me before breaking up the relationship? Or did he intentionally do that so I would change my mind and accept his invitation to marry?" Marcella was confused about what to do and at the same time heard the knocking on the door.
He only fell silent when he turned to the door which opened a few moments later and showed his best friend had entered and walked over.
Until he seemed to know if his best friend first read the message from the lover and behaved very strange today by bringing it closer to Zack. He stared in search of the truth from the gaze of his best friend who represented compassion.
"Did you open my phone and see Erland's message?" When he had just closed his mouth, it was like guessing if the facial expression of his best friend represented the answer to his question just now.
Lidya currently does not immediately answer because she feels guilty when she knows first from her best friend. He landed his body in front of Marcella. He even patted his own shoulder.
"If you need a place to lean, there's me here. Sorry for accidentally giving it to you, seen at the top of the notification." He was immediately slapped with words from his friend when discussing about the actions that had been when there was Zack.
"So, that's why you're acting so weird in front of Zack as if you want to get me closer to him." Marcella laughed out loud because she felt sad with her best friend's attitude when she felt sorry for him.
Meanwhile, Lidya felt very bad and made him now put his palm together in front of his best friend. "sorry. I was getting carried away by the feeling of being annoyed at Erland."
"LDR can survive because of the smooth communication. If there is no communication at all with the reason of wanting to focus on work, what do you think? Doesn't he want to break up with you? Did he do that because you refused his invitation to marry?" He actually did not have the leverage about the principles of his friend's life.
However, if you are in the position of his best friend who is clearly invited to marry by a loved man, you will certainly immediately accept without a second thought. It's just that, career has always been an excuse and it ends up like this.
He only regretted it and could not blame his grieving and heartbroken friend. That the message from the lover seems to be the end of their relationship.
"I know that," said Marcella who also thinks the same as her best friend because the relationship can run smoothly and last up to years because of communication.
However, when the lover decides not to communicate with him, he immediately makes him think that it is a way to end their relationship more subtly.
"Here I am wrong for forcing him to always understand and accept my principles. What am I supposed to do now? I can't leave all my dreams behind because after marriage I probably won't be able to pursue a career.
"I want to be more proud that my parents are happier to have a daughter who can succeed with her own hands." It actually used to have a dark past in terms of economics.
That's what made him promise to really lift his parents in terms of economics while boasting that the poor can succeed with effort without the help of others.
He even often has nightmares because he actually experienced painful events when his family's economy slumped.
Now, he begins to unlock secrets of the past that are not told to anyone, including the lover.
"Actually my mother was kidnapped and raped as a debt-redeemer for my family. Even I had almost experienced the same thing, but it was my mother who saved me by feeding her body until the loan shark was satisfied." He told it with tears and hoarseness.
He really did not tell anyone about it and only this time revealed to his best friend because he knew that the principle of his life made the lover now go away.
"What's? Fucking fucking people!" sarcas Lidya who is currently moving directly hugged his best friend to calm down because he was crying bitterly when telling something very painful.
He could not imagine his best friend when he was a child had experienced the darkest thing and until now became a strong and sturdy woman in any case.
"Why didn't you tell Erland this? He can understand how traumatized you are. Definitely won't bother you when you ask for more time to pursue a career in order to boast of your parents who used to be harassed by those bad guys." Lidya even felt even more compassion when her best friend's body shook violently while sobbing in her arms.
Marcella currently chose to blow it all away by crying without caring about anything and also not responding to the words of her best friend.
He also did not care if his best friend's clothes were wet because his tears had run down the river. I don't know how many minutes passed he cried, until his feelings were a little more relieved after expressing complaints to a friend who had been considered like his own brother.
Now, he pulls away and wipes away his tears with the tissue that his best friend had just picked up. "I didn't tell him this for fear he was disgusted at the poor who paid the debt with the body."
"Actually several times I wanted to say it, but my guts were not as strong as they were when I found out he decided not to communicate with me anymore. I love him so much, but my love for my parents is so much greater." When he remembers if he still has a big target in his life, intends to accept the wishes of the lover.
Meanwhile, Lidya suddenly fell silent because he was confused about how to help his best friend when he was in a strange problem. "Then, are you going to accept everything so willingly? You don't want to ask Erland's reason?"
Marcella's reflexes shook her head thinking that her lover was in the wrong position as well. "Maybe he's having a big problem with his company."
"I really believe in Erland because I've known him for a long time. He will speak the truth if he wants to break our relationship. Erland wasn't a coward who ended our story in the name of a corporate problem." Although he actually felt doubtful over his thoughts, he still could not calm down.
This was the first time the lover had said she did not want to communicate with him. So, I was very confused by what the man was doing. I also don't know what the lover wants.
"Maybe time will answer." Lidya who currently also feels that he can not help anything but give a spirit so that his best friend keep staring into the future in order to realize the great hope they have.
"Yes, you're right. I accept all the destinies arranged by God. Although I knew that the soul mate should be sought and accompanied by prayer and also the desire of both, still I needed time to heal my trauma." He was still following the news about the man who had traumatized him.
"Will I be healed if the man dies? I felt like I wanted to kill him for not being able to forget the time he stripped me of my clothes first. I'm really very traumatized and often have nightmares." With several times cleaning the tear circles on his face, it still could not stop the sadness represented by the liquid that was creeking on the cheeks.
"Even with my own eyes, watching my mother being forced to serve. My father didn't know that at all because if he knew, he might end his life because he felt like a husband and father were useless." When recalling the scariest events in the history of her life, Marcella always could not hold back her trembling hands.
It is like experiencing a trauma syndrome until his hands tremble and bad images in the past are flashed and imagined in his mind.
That's what makes him never tell anyone and hold it himself in the heart. However, everything breaks out when he doesn't want to be completely blamed by his best friend.
Especially so far never once quarreled with his best friend and always share the grievances of struggle in the land of people until it can be like now.
"Calm down, Cella! Forget it and don't talk about it anymore. You will be tormented if you keep talking about it. I'm sorry for making you end up telling me your trauma. I really didn't mean to push you down into the valley of suffering like this." Lidya hugged her best friend tightly again and rubbed gently on her back adorned with long hair.
He really did not have the heart and felt sinful because it made his friend to tell him the most painful thing experienced.
By trying to channel the aura of calmness, hope his best friend a little better even though it does not fully heal the gaping heart wound until it ends in sobbing.
"Jalani only destiny that brings us to where. If Erland is your soul mate, she will definitely come back. However, if he's not your soul mate, don't ruin your life." His last words hurt his best friend, but he hopes that Marcella's maturity doesn't make her end her life with a broken heart.
Many women and men choose to end their lives when they are heartbroken and do not want it to happen to their best friend. He even now promises to always keep Marcella feeling.
Until he was now instantly relieved once his best friend released a hug and patted his arm.
"I don't want to end up in hell by ending my life. It would make my parents suffer and my efforts so far would be of no use. I'm not going to kill myself just because I'm heartbroken because I was able to get to this day by trying so hard to have a better economy."
At this time Marcella was silent because she remembered that people who used to insult her family did not dare to show their faces in front of her parents.
He even wants them to realize if the wheel of life is spinning and there are times when his family is in the heyday. So, don't want to stain everything by committing suicide just because of a broken heart.
"Thank God you think like that. I'm really very relieved to hear that. What if we get out?" said Lidya who currently wants to invite his best friend to go to one of the night clubs.
"To where? I haven't even finished crying" said Marcella, who is currently confused by her best friend's words.
Lidya's reflexes went silent because she wanted to keep it a secret from Marcella. He stood up from the bed. "Oh, come along! Quick shower and beautiful makeup. We had fun today."
Now, Lidya comes out without waiting for a response from her best friend. He thought that his best friend also needed to have fun.
Meanwhile, Marcella actually felt very hesitant about the invitation from her best friend who did not say the place to go. However, because thinking will increase stress if you just stay in the room and continue to cry, finally nod your head and go to the bathroom to clean yourself.
Currently, Lidya contacts the lover because he wants to be accompanied while at the nightclub so that no one bothers them while having fun. He was on guard so that no one would dare to tease his heartbroken friend.
Then get ready to go to the nightclub. He had even prepared clothes for his best friend because he knew he did not have the right clothes because most of the formal ones were purchased.
When carrying a black dress with a knee length and not too open because he knows if his best friend will not want to wear if it displays his chest.
Until he who is currently seeing his best friend has come out of the bathroom, showing the clothes he carried.
"Wear this!"
"What?" shouted Marcella who rounded her eyes because she felt surprised by the type of clothing that she thought was very short.
To be continued