
"I hate you!!!" Hardik Irin pushed Bambang's body away after successfully collecting the rest of his energy. Irin grabbed the blanket to cover her innocent body.
"You can do something like this! You've ruined everything! Wh why? Why does it have to be like this?" Irin finally cried out all her anger.
Bambang just silently accepted all of Irin's anger.
"You should just go with your lover, there's no need to destroy me like this, you're destroying my future!"
"No Irin, this is our future. You are my life, when did you realize Irin how much you mean to me?"
"Then the woman? Who is he to you?" irin asked in a cynical tone to Bambang.
"He's just a friend now, he-" Bambang stammered, unable to answer.
"Friends?!" Said Irin in a cynical tone. "You slept with him you said he was just a friend!!!" Irin was full of emotions.
"I didn't sleep with her Irin. I swear. Nothing has happened between me and her since I married you." Bambang's rebuttal forcefully forced Irin to believe.
"You think I'm blind to what I saw?"
"I just hugged her, because I thought she was you!!! I was so frustrated with you that I saw him as you Rin, I did lose control. I only saw Winda as you Rin, and it was my fault! It's my only fault, but I never betrayed you." Obviously Bambang with a high tone to make Irin inching and afraid.
Bambang was carried away by emotions, aware of his stupidity. There's no way he said last night he had a fever and lost consciousness. She did not want Irin to worry, she did not want Irin to know what had been happening to her all this time. Bambang sat down and lowered his head, both of his hands supporting his head. It was as if there was a heavy burden inside.
"Even your explanation is so absurd, you think I'll believe it?" irin asked desperately.
"Just because I know you won't believe, that's why I - that's why I - acted the way I did. I don't know how to love you any more. All I've done, I'm sure you feel Rin. I'm sincere to you."
Irin still did not understand the mind of Bambang. He was so scared, with Bambang in front of him. Not soft as usual, rough and pushy. Irin put her clothes back on. With a shaky step he was getting ready to leave. Again Bambang prevented his move. Irin was so afraid that it was still imagined earlier.
"Don't go Irin!" prevent Bambang.
"Let me go, please ... !" Irin cuckolded,
with a flash Bambang knelt in front of Irin.
"I never begged anyone this low, now I beg you. Airina Kamaliya Naylun my wife, I'm sorry !!! I'm sorry !!! I'm sorry !!!"
Irin's tears are coming back. Although the disappointment was so great and the pain of being betrayed was so painful. Why does half of his heart want to stay. He doesn't understand.
"Let go! You know, everything you do scares me."
"Well I should how, so you can understand Irin?" Bambang's voice was so good.
"How can I understand? I came to give you a chance. But I saw another reality. Plus you have - you -, reneging on your promise, you snatched away everything I kept. You touched me and destroyed everything. What can I understand with all that, what??!!!"
As soon as Bambang realized, could Irin's heart not be knocked at all? That was in Irin's eyes. Bambang also let go of Irin's hand, he was mistaken. As hard as she tried, Irin's heart never opened to her. Now he's just destroying Irin's future. Really so? The thought swirled in Bambang's head, finally letting Irin go. Instantly Bambang like losing an excuse forced Irin to stay. Then he laughed, laughing at his stupidity.
"Stupid emblem! How can I think Irin loves me too. I killed both of his parents. Where could he possibly live with me." Bambang deeply regrets his actions.
Irin drives her car. Heart's broken. How his life continues to deteriorate, like a nightmare that comes crashing down. His hands were so trembling. He lost control of the wheel of his car.
"Yyyyyyyyyy...!!!"
Braaaaaaagkkkkk!!!!
Blood dripped from Irin's temple, his head clashing with the steering wheel.
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Love is unpredictable. Everyone has to sacrifice. Moreover, the problem of a mate, however humans try if God does not write a match then it will not be a match. That simple. It is inversely related to human feelings that are so complicated. Being too loving and obsessive makes them blame fate.
The way Bambang loves Irin, the way Winda loves Bambang and the way Irin loves Bambang. All become one and judge themselves as having sacrificed the most.
Meanwhile in the hospital, bi Ijah appears to be sitting next to Irin's bed. Then a doctor approached them.
"Hello ma'am, is the patient awake?"
"Not Doc, not yet. How's non Irin Dok?" ask bi Ijah after the doctor examined Irin.
"The injury is not severe, only shock and weakness It seems the patient is having a lot of thoughts. Patience ma'am, the patient just needs rest."
"Thank Doc. Hemm heard the doctor also found non Irin earlier and brought him here. I say thank you." Bi Ijah recognized the doctor in front of him from a previous chat with another nurse. Young and handsome doctor. He's about 24 years old.
"Yes ma'am, the patient just happened to avoid my car until the steering wheel and hit a tree. Mother do not worry me who bear all the costs as a form of my responsibility yes, Mom. Please accept, I was guilty just now in a hurry. I'm sorry, Mom." The doctor was polite.
"I represent non Irin, thank you Doc"
"Call me Rian"
"Alright, Rian."
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