Married by Accident
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The Edelweis library has been the same since Kelana last visited it last year. This morning Kelana decided to start her routine of reading books in the library with little hope of meeting Renjani even though it was a bit impossible. Kelana has passed through this library many times, there is no sign of the existence of Renjani. But every day changes, Kelana always has new hopes to meet Renjani.

"Please fill out the guest book." A library keeper thrust a tablet at Kelana to fill out a list of visitors.

As usual Kelana wrote her initials on the tablet.

"So you're alone?" Desty only realized that the man standing in front of her was Kelana.

Kelana nodded faintly and soon passed from there, she did not want anyone to ask about Renjani. The question was just like a knife slicing through Kelana's already wounded heart.

Renjani songs are heard singing melodiously throughout the library accompanying the visitors. After 4 months since its first release, Renjani still topped the charts of popular songs throughout Indonesia.

Many people praised the song and its creator Kelana. They admire how Renjani is loved by Kelana.

Unfortunately for Kelana the song actually reminds him of the pain in the chest due to the abandonment of Renjani. What is the meaning of the song without the presence of Renjani. Kelana wondered if Renjani was also listening to the song now. The song Kelana wrote to devote all her feelings to her wife.

The song was played everywhere, but did Renjani also hear it then realize how Kelana was currently waiting for him to return.

After getting one book, Kelana sat in an empty chair by the window.

Promise to be with me until the end of time

He tried to concentrate on reading the book in his hand but the song made him unable to focus. He walked over to Desty.

"Please change the song." Pinta Kelana's.

Desty gawked for a while but after that he nodded and immediately replaced Renjani with Azalea songs as requested by Kelana. Kelana song has always been a favorite of all library visitors.

"Azalea is okay?" Tanya Desty, she was worried Kelana did not like the song. This is a song that is popular with the public.

Kelana just nodded before returning to her seat.

"You really went Re?" Kelana muttering.

Kelana has conducted a search throughout Jakarta and Bandung assisted by many people who are devoted to looking for Renjani. However, the search did not produce results. Four months have passed, Kelana misses Renjani. Every night he dreams of his wife and wakes up in tears. It's like the moment Kelana left her mama even worse.

When Karalyn left, Kelana knew the place she had to go when she missed her mother while Renjani—ia did not know where to go to let go of the longing. Kelana is haunted by curiosity, where did Renjani go. Why did the man who had paid dearly not find the woman.

When Elara left, Kelana was still able to play violin which eventually produced a song. But now Kelana more silent and daydreaming.

After giving up on reading the book, he got out of his chair and returned the book to its original place. Kelana thought books could take her mind off Renjani but it didn't work. Every second that went by, Renjani always mastered his mind. What is he doing now, whether he is eating well, whether their prospective baby is healthy and many other statements that always fill Kelana's head.

"Please stop at the cafe ahead." She wanted to have coffee before returning to the apartment.

"Let me come out." Yana offers to buy something Kelana wants at the cafe.

"No need to." Get out of the car.

Yana saw Kelana to enter the cafe joining the queue of other visitors, she worried about Kelana because since Renjani left, Kelana became super sensitive. Yana and Dayat have always been targets of Kelana's rampage. Yana can understand that but she always hopes that Renjani will return soon.

The smell of cake and coffee permeates Kelana's sense of smell when she walks into the cafe. Various types of cakes are displayed in the storefront but that is not the purpose of Kelana.

"Two americano and one cappucino." When he mentions his order, he also buys it for Dayat and Yana.

"Kelana."

Kelana turned her head at someone who was in the line next door, it was Devin.

"No meeting for long." Devin patted Kelana on the back. "How are you?" Despite wearing a mask, Devin can still recognize Kelana. This was the first time they had met after some time Kelana was not seen exiting the apartment.

"As you can see."

"When we return, we all miss your works." Devin wants to tell Kelana that Renjani is currently fine and not to worry but he has promised Renjani not to tell anyone, especially Kelana.

"Maybe I'll go on hiatus."

"Why?" Devin was surprised to hear this.

"My mind's been fucked up since Renjani left so I can't focus on making songs." Even during this time Kelana did not touch the violin or any musical instrument in her studio.

"Please order what?" The employee standing behind the cashier reprimanded Devin.

"One brownie that's medium size."

"Almond lacquer."

Hearing Devin's order, Kelana so remember if Renjani most like chocolate-flavored cakes and brownies with almonds. Kelana smiled bitterly, all things always remind her of Renjani even the cake that others ordered also made her like that.

While waiting for the order to be completed, Kelana and Devin sat in the seats that had been provided.

"Renjani not found yet?"

"Not yet." Kelana looked desperate but there was always a glimmer of hope for her to meet with Renjani soon.

"She must be fine somewhere."

"I hope so."

Kelana imagines Renjani must have difficulty living alone with her pregnancy, surely now her stomach has grown. Kelana want to get a chance to invite their baby to talk in the belly of Renjani.

Devin went first to pick up the cake he had ordered.

"I'm first." Pamit Devin on Kelana.

Kelana answered with a nod. In the middle of the cafe crowd, Kelana felt lonely. When can he hear Renjani's cheerful laughter again.

"Make you and Mr. Dayat." Returning to the car, he gives coffee to Yana and Dayat.

"What book was Lana reading?" Tanya Yana, she always tried to chat with Kelana to take her mind off Renjani even if only briefly. Yana must keep Kelana sane in the midst of this grief.

"Galileo's unfinished detective series I've read since last year and today I only read half a page."

"Is the story ugly, huh Mas?"

"Not that." Going to look out the window, I don't know what he saw, the density of the vehicle is certainly not an interesting thing. It was a weekend where people were racing to get out going to tourist attractions. The view of Kelana is far away.

Yana did not ask anymore because Kelana would definitely remember Renjani again. Every discussion will inevitably lead to Renjani even though Yana has tried hard to divert the mind of Kelana.

The only interesting thing out there is a billboard that features Wearesia ads with Kelana and Renjani as the models.

The first thing Kelana did after arriving at the apartment was to go to the balcony to see the Alyssum flowers that Renjani planted.

Three pots of Alyssum thrive, the flowers are bristled and bushy until the pot is not visible. Kelana diligently water it every morning and give him fertilizer once a month. Kelana does not know how to care for flowers but she learns through the internet for the sake of Alyssum.

"May you continue to thrive until Renjani returns." He touched the white flower. He felt hurt and happy at the same time. Happy because the flower thrives but also hurt because Renjani planted it alone without Kelana.

"Mas Lana, there's Mr. Wira in front."

He turned around to see Yana at the end of the door that separates the balcony and the room. Is Kelana not misheard, after all this time why Wira still wants to see him.

"Send him in."

"Good Mas."

Kelana's and Wira's views were locked for a while, since Kelana broke off the relationship with her papa, they never met again.

For women the relationship between children and parents will never break up in any way. His blood also flowed within Kelana's body.

"Papa will help you find Renjani, do not help this, you have been looking for more than 4 months but it does not produce results, the more people are looking for Renjani then the sooner he is found." Tukas Wira was straight at the core, he knew Kelana most disliked pleasantries. "This Papa is still Papa you're Kelana."

Kelana's lips moved about to say something but no sound came out.

"Papa couldn't possibly let you stay like this all the time." Wira always monitored her eldest son and she knew that during Renjani's time away, Kelana never appeared in the media.

"Whatever Papa." Kelana said at last, the words of Wira have a point. Any way you're gonna do to find Renjani.

"Let Papa hug you." The hero approached and hugged Kelana, he patted Kelana on the back to give the child strength. "I'm sorry Papa, Papa has been too hard on you, not because Papa hates, but Papa does not want you to be a weak child and you have proven it."

Wira regrets for wasting the time she should have spent with Kelana. Since Karalyn died, Kelana has only had heroes. But Wira always treated Kelana hard because she wanted her son to grow up to be a strong child. The education was proven even Kelana was too hard.

"Don't tell me you don't have Papa."

Kelana was unmoved not responding to Wira's words but she also let her papa hug her.