
The figure of the man who had just walked towards the hospital lobby to pick up the lover who had sent the message that he was going home, was very surprised when he saw in front of his eyeballs, interaction of the two.
"Why are you so close to him?" asked Freddy Kurniawan who stared intently at the lover suspected of having an affair with the man who was the personal assistant of Marcella's lover.
Kyara immediately shook her head and walked quickly towards the man with a reddened look as it was filled with misunderstanding, resulting in wrath on him.
"Darling, this isn't what you see." He was immediately upset because he was not heard.
"The cliche of women caught cheating!" freddy exclaimed with a sour face and still could not eliminate his suspicion and frustration on the lover.
Until he was increasingly upset when he heard the sound of baritone from a man who was very disliked for daring to approach his lover even though he already knew if he had a partner.
"It's really just a misunderstanding because I was trying to cheer her up when I was devastated when I blamed myself for what happened to Marcella." Leo is actually very lazy to explain because he feels himself innocent.
However, do not want to be the cause of the rupture of the lovers' relationship, so inevitably try to explain and be patient so as not to get carried away with emotions.
Though honestly he was very tired and wanted to immediately be able to lay his body on a soft bed hotel room because some days sleep a few hours with a position on the chair and his body ache the head feels heavy and the neck is too.
When Freddy was about to cut off Leo's conversation, could not do it because he heard the voice of the lover who was angry with him and made him completely confused.
"If you don't believe it already! We'll break up now!" Kyara who from earlier is still not okay because it is filled with guilt in Erland and Marcella, of course, increasingly emotional to see the lover who turned childish and over possessive because of excessive jealousy.
Do not want to take a headache about the relationship that is considered to only add to the burden of the mind and make it crazy, so without a second thought to say and pass away without waiting for a response from the lover.
Until someone who now becomes silent in a place with a gaping mouth because initially thought if the lover will seduce by explaining well, but instead ended up breaking the relationship, Freddy quickly goes after Kyara.
"Darling, wait! Don't talk like that. I'm sorry." Without caring for the gaze of Leo, Freddy is currently covering up his stupidity for not being able to think positively and instead suspect the lover who has been in a long relationship with him.
He hopes to seduce the woman he loves so much in order to withdraw his words to break up.
In contrast to Leo can only stare at the departure of lovers who are involved in the misunderstanding. "This is one of the reasons I don't want to be in a relationship with women. What my life has become is complicated!"
He was still waiting for them to leave the Hospital area so as not to see him for fear that it would again add to the problem. By hearing gazing at the stairs, he remembered about his superior who had looked very hit once he knew the truth.
"Hopefully Mr. Erland is strong to face all this. If you're gonna be here until Miss Marcella wakes up, then what about her? Poor lady Floe who was pregnant young, but abandoned." He shook his head while patting the eel as it charged his mind regarding something he did not need to think about.
"Basic stupid! Why bother thinking about Mr Erland's life? Who just live is not stressed, why are you even dizzy?" Leo who was currently silent in his place, glanced at the watch that showed the early hours of the morning.
"About they've disappeared from the hospital or are still arguing up front? I was very tired and wanted to get some rest" he said, now pulling back his suitcase and stepping his long legs towards the hospital exit.
Meanwhile, in a different place, in the ICU room, Erland was seen walking towards the bed of the lover. A moment ago, after Kyara walked out of the room, she was like a statue standing without daring to approach.
Guilt is more pronounced because it was able to think of another woman who was none other than Floe when he first saw Marcella. He even felt confident if certainly Floe will experience a slumping phase when he realized from the process of curettage so knowing if the fetus can not be saved and must be removed.
That the two women who have a relationship with him are both experiencing misfortune with different versions and guilt as if a draw between Floe and Marcella.
It's just that he is currently more guilty of Marcella for standing right in front of the lover and even thinking of another woman.
"Dear, I'm sorry." Finally a hoarse-pitched soft voice escaped from his lips once he managed to approach the figure of the woman who was wearing an oxygen hose and still tightly closed her eyelids.
Even his sense of sight was now glazed to the point that the tightness made him not dare to touch the figure of the woman with the pale face that experienced the misfortune.
"What do I do to fix everything, honey? It's all my fault. You wouldn't have experienced this if I hadn't obeyed Floe back then. I'm sorry, dear." Erland spoke with holding back the weight of her heart that was filled with regret.
Although realize if all the regrets that are currently felt are completely useless and will not change the bad events. Until a few minutes passed, there was only a rough breath and also the glassy eyeballs were more clearly visible at this time.
Erland who from earlier tried not to touch the lover in the least because it felt inappropriate, he said, over time can not stand anymore and scatter hugging tightly the woman's body with a supine position filled by several tools with a tense sound.
"Darling, you have to get up to punish me. I will accept whatever your punishment is. You must be aware that I have come and will be responsible for what I did to you."
"You wouldn't have experienced something like this if I hadn't done anything wrong that night." With a teary face that had now turned rushing to meet the face and down to the face of the lover, Erland still did not let go of his embrace.
He really has no power to see the figure of the lover who is still critical and makes him not know what else to do if it ends badly.
The atmosphere in the hospital room in the early hours was only filled with the hoarse voice of Erland who was still busy regretting his actions. Even he is now like a woman because he cannot resist crying to see the state of the lover.
"Wake, sweetheart. Can't you feel my embrace and also hear my voice? I even now turn soft and whiny just because of you. Have you never seen me cry like this? So, get up and see your lover is no longer as tough as you're proud of." Right now Erland really hopes that if the woman he loves so much it opens his eyes immediately to see his current state.
The tightness in the chest really makes it like breathing difficulties at this time, but still hangs on to his bent position by tightly hugging the weak body of the night woman who experienced the rape.
Until a few minutes passed and his hope was dashed because despite showing the lowest point and the weakest phase in his life, but still the woman who is currently in front of him still did not open her eyes.
"I'm not leaving until you open your eyes, honey. I will always be by your side." Erland slowly held onto the palm wrapped in the bandage.
"You must have been in a lot of pain when you did. Why do you have to do this? You should have just called me and said everything so I could finish off that bastard," Erland exclaimed with a flushed face as he recalled the story from Kyara earlier.
He even found out if the man was still wandering around and several times came to visit, so he intended to finish him if he met.
"I'm sure that bastard will come again. When he comes, I won't let him go and avenge you." He really did not have the heart to see the wrist that is currently closed bandage and must have left incision wounds long enough and deep to be critical until now.
Now, he landed his body on the chair on his left. Then gripped tightly onto that cold palm. "You must be very cold. I'll warm you up this way."
Erland moved to rub Marcella's palm very cold and worried if it was the characteristics of people who were no longer alive. He was really very afraid and hoped that his small actions could channel a little warm air and also make the lover immediately free from critical times.
While he was still busy with his activities, he immediately turned to the open door and saw the nurse coming closer. Reflex he immediately got up from the chair to let the nurse check.
"Why is my lover's hand so cold? Didn't a problem occur? Please check" he said, now seeing the woman checking and making sure her words were correct.
Nurses who are on duty to guard the night and check the condition of the patient, now the examiner in accordance with the direction of the doctor. Then he began to write down what he had just known, then turned to the man on his left.
"In critical patients, an increase in metabolic requirements leads to an increase in cardiac output. That suggests that heart rate is directly correlated with temperature. So, everything will return to normal if the patient is past his critical period." The nurse now passed away as she stood in front of him, only silent as she stared at the patient.
It has been provided by a better understanding of the relationship between temperature and heart rate that can improve clinical decision-making by identifying increases in heart rate caused by increases in temperature compared to increases in heart rate other causes.
So, hopefully if the explanation can be understood by the man who was known to make a fuss in front of the ICU room.
Meanwhile, Erland who is currently breathing a little relieved to know if all that is related to the condition of the lover who is critical.
At least, how many hours say if the lover is still normal has made him a little relieved even though not completely.
"Darling, my law is as good as yours, but not in this way. I can't face it. Wake up because I've come to accept all punishment from you." He actually saliva with rough when his voice increasingly hoarse because the sense of tightness more dominating in the chest.
"Even your friend who wants to finish it is also resigned because it is aware if it is guilty. Do you mind if I punish him for daring to take you to the nightclub?" He is currently expressing all the complaints he wants to convey because he does not want to hold it.
Hope everything he says can be heard by the subconscious of the lover and finally return to him after being freed from the critical period.
Until he was tired of himself for not stopping talking here and there. It even discusses the issue of their romance that has been running for more than 5 years.
Tiredness was felt and now again lowered his body on the chair and put his head next to the palm of the lover.
"Darling, I'm tired. You should be conscious after I wake up." He was still leaning his head on the bed while continuing to look at the pale face using the oxygen hose.
He moved gently rub the back of the hand with the taut fingers. "Do you remember if I liked doing this to you?"
Erland still did not stop doing it. The hope is great if the lover feels his touch and finally realizes from his long sleep.
"You should wake up because I promised not to leave you even though I knew that you felt unworthy of me after being raped by that bastard. I'm not going to make a fuss about it because I'm not a virgin anymore, honey."
He fell silent so considering the relationship between him and Floe who both lost the crown in a drunken position. "What is God's plan for the three of us?"
"Why did we get into this very complicated relationship? Why should I get drunk and end up impregnating Floe? While Marcella also ended up being raped until she finally chose to end her life." Erland who was currently instantly raised her head and looked at the woman who was still unconscious.
He was instantly speechless because suddenly in his brain something was bothering him. 'I did it twice to Floe and she ended up pregnant with my seed. Will the same thing happen to Marcella?'
'That bastard only did it once, right? That wouldn't make Marcella pregnant, would it? ' Erland was getting more confused and her head seemed like it was about to explode at this moment when thinking about the things she feared.
He even shook his head many times to try not to justify his thoughts just now.
"No. You can't possibly conceive that bastard's seed. It's just my worry." Although his mind did not justify it, but his heart said something else and made him even more claustrophobic.
'O God, you will not give this much trial to Marcella and me, right? I'm sure Marcella won't be able to accept it if she wakes up later. Then me? Can I take a child from that bastard's seed if I marry Marcella?'
Erland immediately felt that he immediately paid cash for what he planted. "Is this karma for me because it makes my future child unable to be born into the world?"
He spoke with a raging feeling as he looked towards the lover which made him think badly.
"No. I beg you not to make our lives even more ruined if what I fear happens" said Erland, who now clenches his hands several times and opens them to calm his feelings.
To be continued...