Married by Accident
Doubt in the brain

The concert will start in a few hours but Kelana left early to accompany Elara to practice. Elara asked Kelana to correct her mistake with other musicians because this was a collaboration concert. Later Elara will also perform by herself by performing her new song, Sinar Dusk.

"Mas Kelana scented once today." Yana can smell Kelana from the front seat, after getting off the car even the aroma is still strong. Maybe Kelana poured a bottle of perfume on her body.

"Not every day?" Dodging the reporters who photographed him, he was not ready to face them.

"Right, but today is more fragrant." Yana helps Kelana cover her face with the paper she holds. "Backstage is still empty."

"Yes, Elara asked me to come early."

"Mbak Rere knows?"

"You know, we had a debate earlier, he invited me to plant flowers on the balcony after eating fried rice and sports."

"Your anniversary today?" Yana turned her back, why Kelana actually went here instead of celebrating an anniversary with Renjani.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Mbak Rere must be sad, I still remember exactly his expression when telling his plan to celebrate the anniversary, I offered a candle light dinner but Madam Rere said she just wanted to spend some time alone with Mas Lana." As a fellow female Yana understood Renjani's feelings at this time. Moreover, Elara and Kelana have been in a relationship.

The feeling of regret suddenly ambushed, Kelana also still remembered Renjani's disappointed expression as she left earlier. But Kelana will make up for it tomorrow by being in an apartment for a full day.

"Tomorrow is there an urgent schedule?"

"There's no Mas."

"Then tomorrow I will be with Renjani for a full day, I must make amends today."

Yana nodded, although she had never been in a romance but Yana understood that even if Kelana made up for it tomorrow, it would not be the same. It will no longer mean anything to Renjani even though Kelana makes up for it with something that is considered more valuable.

"Kelana, you're coming." Elara welcomes Kelana at the backstage door. "Come on." He pulls Kelana towards the stage. "Please correct my mistake."

"I corrected your mistake that day."

"That's over the phone, I want you to judge directly."

Kelana nodded in agreement to Elara's request. Kelana did not understand why Elara asked him to do this even though it was Elara who always corrected Kelana's mistakes. Plus the ability of Elara increased rapidly after returning from France to make Kelana difficult to find fault Elara. According to Kelana, the violin Elara is always perfect.

Elara never changes, she is the hardworking type who always exercises over and over before performing.

Kelana was amazed by the violin Elara when this is only a practice, the audio on the stage is also not set. But Elara's appearance is perfect especially later when she plays the violin in earnest.

Kelana gave an applause after Elara ended her new song Sinar Dusk. Elara smiled broadly seeing Kelana like her appearance.

"You don't ask me why I have the title Sinar Dusk?" Elara approached Kelana, she sat in front of the man. The man who from then until now filled the entire space in Elara's heart. Now Elara wants to dive into Kelana's heart to find out if she is still there or has been replaced by Renjani. But considering Kelana came this morning, Elara considered that there was still a name in her heart even though many years had passed. Just like Elara who always keeps her feelings for Kelana even though long distances separate them.

"Why?" Kelana did not want to know at first but after Elara said like that she became a little curious.

"That's the answer to the song Twilight Meet Love." Elara sat before Kelana, not wanting to waste their time together.

"Why did you make this?"

"So you don't feel sad anymore, thank you for coming today." Elara clasped Kelana's hand.

She nodded faintly, "no need to thank me."

"What if we both perform this song?"

Kelana took off Elara's grip because she felt uncomfortable even though there were only the two of them here.

"I came to watch."

"I know, but you've heard this song a few times so you can."

"This once." Elara held her index finger over her head seducing Kelana, "we haven't played violin on the same stage in a long time, you didn't miss that moment?"

"Alright, but I need a little practice." Kelana moved from her seat to take Renjani's violin.

Throughout her playing the violin, Elara did not take her eyes off. For Elara, the good looks of Kelana will double when playing the violin. Kelana and violin are the perfect combination to hypnotize Elara.

Elara is happy because Kelana complies with her request. At least they had some sweet memories before Elara left the country again.

"Well, can I ask you something?" Elara took over the violin in Kelana's hands and placed it carefully, it was very precious to her.

"Just ask." Kelana tidied up her suit after playing the song Sinar Dusk owned by Elara.

"Aren't you and Renjani going to split up after a year?" Elara looked at Kelana seriously.

"That was our agreement first."

"Now you love him?"

"I love Renjani, she's the only one who asks about my happiness, when I tell her that my happiness is not important she's determined to make me happy."

The light on Elara's net dimmed at Kelana's reply. Going to give answers and reasons to make Elara do not know what to say.

"So you're happy now?"

"Of course, I have Renjani."

"I shouldn't ask this but I wonder, how do you feel about me disappearing?"

"Wouldn't you be burdened if I still love you."

"No Lana, I won't leave if you hold me." Elara grabbed Kelana's hand, now she had a reason not to leave Kelana. He realizes that his feelings are too deep for Kelana to bury him.

Kelana smiled wryly, "you should have said so 4 years ago, now everything has changed Lara especially my feelings."

"I love you." Elara without daring to look at Kelana, she was ashamed but to keep it alone she could not. Elara has to reveal it no matter what.

Kelana let go of Elara's hand stepping into the backstage because violinis and other singers have started to arrive. Kelana did not know what to respond to Elara's feelings in what way. The feeling of Kelana in Elara had worn off since she had Renjani.

Maybe Kelana's arrival here made Elara misunderstand. It will be clear later after the concert is over. He does not want to make Elara wish for more.

******

Renjani is awakened by the sound of a notification from her phone, she turns to the window. The sky was dark, due to fatigue after exercise and satiety, Renjani slept until the sky was dark.

The television screen that Renjani remembers still showing movies has now changed to show a menu of choices of other films. Renjani switched digital television channels and checked her phone. He got a message from Kelana.

Go to bed first, don't wait for me.

Renjani smiled bitterly throwing the phone into the bed. Renjani has no intention of waiting for Kelana.

"This will be the best and most touching collaboration of all time, let's welcome Kelana Radiaksa and Elara Adaline!"

Renjani's attention was immediately turned on the television screen in front of her to hear Kelana and Elara's names mentioned together.

The violin began to be heard cradling the entire audience that was present at Istora Senayan that night.

When the camera panned towards Kelana and Elara, Renjani swerved. Like being struck by lightning, Renjani was unable to breathe, her chest tightened like there was no oxygen in this vast room. Renjani's tears welled up but she would not cry for the umpteenth time. He cried a lot today.

Renjani smiled bitterly beating her chest which was very painful, very painful. It is fitting that Kelana is reluctant to invite Renjani, not just watching, Kelana actually participated in performing on stage.

Who cares if you cry tonight, Re? nobody cares.