Married by Accident
Yells

Renjani photos with a variety of well-ordered expressions on the album and scrapbook that Kelana made. The corner of Kelana's lips was raised looking at the photo of Renjani eating. Kelana sticks a collection of Renjani photos with food on one special page because it is something Renjani likes.

"What do you like?"

"Eat."

"Otherwise?"

"Read a novel."

Such small talk if remembered now feels very valuable. Kelana tries to remember every moment she has gone through with Renjani even small things like a toothbrush together in the morning.

"Mas, there's Mr. Adam." Yana spoke carefully to Kelana who was seriously looking at the photo album.

Kelana closed the scrapbook and photo album on her lap and then moved from there. Kelana more silent on the balcony daydreaming for hours even the food that Yana serves for him is untouched. At most Kelana only eat three spoons and let it until the next meal.

Squeeze oranges that become mandatory drinks are left untouched at the dining table. The stock of citrus fruits rotted in the refrigerator, in the end Yana threw the oranges away and bought a new one in the hope Kelana would drink it. But all in vain, Kelana looks to lose weight in just a few days.

"When are you going to be like this?" Adam looked at Kelana. "We've paid all the penalties with the brands we originally worked with, for Wearesia they'll continue with you."

Slightly flinching, he thought nothing of his work. He even forgot that he had to pay a penalty of up to hundreds of millions because of the news of his marriage with Renjani at that time.

"You should come back soon, we've been trying to find Renjani, don't let yourself down."

I don't know when Kelana can return to produce work, his brain seems to not function. Kelana used to be able to get song inspiration from anywhere but now she got nothing despite having sat for hours in the music studio except for the emptiness of the heart that was increasingly felt.

"Where about Emma?"

"He's been sentenced to 2 years in prison or a fine of 200 million, we know what Emma looks like, she'll pay anything to be free."

"She's already lost her popularity, free to pay dearly."

"Then don't let yourself lose to Emma."

Kelana was speechless, she had no more ambition to maintain her career. Kelana once told Renjani that she was willing to lose her popularity and job to keep Renjani, she would try another job even though the only talent she had was playing violin. But now Kelana actually lost Renjani, then he also could not keep his job. He lost his whole world.

"Mas Lana needs time sir." Sahut Yana's.

"All right, I'll give you time." Adam patted Kelana's thigh, he had lost the way to persuade Kelana to immediately return to the entertainment world. He misses Kelana who is always ambitious about work.

"I almost forgot." Adam took the envelope out of his suit pocket. "Elara left it to the staff just before going to the airport." He put the envelope on the table. "I'll go first."

"Be careful, Mr. Adam." Yana led Adam to the front door.

Going to open the envelope from Elara by having to, he had wanted to immediately throw it. Kelana can't blame Elara because all the decisions are on her. Kelana could have chosen not to come but he actually obeyed all Elara's wishes including performing together on stage. Kelana did not think that it would hurt Renjani.

The contents of the envelope are a photograph of Kelana and Elara while on stage. They both played violin.

He put the picture back in and threw it in the trash.

"Mas Lana should eat." Yana put a plate of rice and teriyaki chicken on it.

"I wonder if Renjani eats regularly, she's pregnant again."

Yana sighed heavily sitting in front of Kelana. Why Kelana always asks something that Yana does not know the answer to. If you can complain then Yana really wants to do it by shouting as loud as possible. Yana doesn't like to see Kelana like this.

"Bak Rere must be fine, ma'am." Yana though she doesn't know Renjani's situation. Maybe Renjani suffered the same with Kelana.

"He likes to eat."

Kelana laughs unconsciously, Renjani can eat whatever is in front of her. There is always room in Renjani's stomach for food.

"Mas should eat, don't hurt." Yana lifted the plate and brought it closer to Kelana. "If it hurts how to find Ms. Rere."

Finally Kelana took the food and devoured it slowly. There were many things Kelana thought, whether Renjani slept in a comfortable place, he could not sleep without bolsters. Is Renjani eating good food. What if Renjani cravings, who will fulfill his request.

"Don't leave the fridge empty, who knows Renjani suddenly comes home." Kelana Mumbles.

"Yes, it's."

Yana was concerned to see Kelana's situation now. Lost his face, he looked pale and did not even have time to shave the mustache that was usually shaved away.

*******

Devin went down the stairs to the first floor, he turned towards the side terrace where Tumi and Edi were chatting over tea. The weather this morning is brighter than yesterday, the side terrace is the most comfortable place to relax after breakfast.

"Rere doesn't look Bi, where is it?" Devin sat down beside Edi, he poured Tumi's jasmine-scented tea and sipped it while sipping its aroma slowly.

"There was in his room, I just brought breakfast for him, his head was dizzy and kept vomiting up earlier so I told him to rest."

Hearing that Devin immediately went from there to Renjani's room. He knocked on the door and called Renjani.

"It's me." Devin stuck his ear to the door. "I'm in ya." Without waiting for Renjani to answer, Devin pushed the entrance to the room.

The fried rice on the nightstand was still intact untouched, it was the breakfast Tumi brought for Renjani.

"Are you okay?" Devin sat on the edge of the bed looking at Renjani who closed his eyes. "Nice is not eaten?"

Renjani shook her head faintly, she limped after spewing out all of her entrails. When he opened his eyes, Renjani felt that everything was spinning, but yesterday he was fine.

"I'm bribing ya."

"No need to." Reject Renjani with a soft voice almost inaudible, his throat felt dry. Imagining fried rice alone makes Renjani want to vomit plus the aroma that pierces the nose. Renjani wants to get rid of the fried rice from the room but does not have the heart because Tumi has been painstakingly cooking for her.

"What do you want me to eat."

"Please take out the fried rice, not that I don't want to eat Bi Tumi's cooking but don't know why—" Renjani jumped from the bed to the bathroom, he vomited again when he felt his stomach was empty.

Devin understood that entering Renjani, he brought the fried rice to the kitchen. Devin knows that pregnant women may be sensitive to odors.

Devin took two mangoes from the refrigerator. Fresh fruits may be able to improve the appetite of Renjani.

"Renjani don't want Bi fried rice, he said he can't stand the smell."

"Oh deservedly she did not want to eat, if that later I make other foods, pregnant women are so, sorry Renjani had to go through this without her husband."

Devin also could not bear to see Renjani like that. If there is Kelana here, Renjani will not suffer too much. But Devin can also replace the role of Kelana while here.

"You should eat something." Devin guides Renjani back to bed after coming out of the bathroom. "I brought mangoes."

"Thank you, yeah." Renjani devours a piece of mango which is more acceptable than fried rice. Fortunately Renjani asked Edi to buy a lot of fruit in the market yesterday. "I want to rest." She told him to indirectly ask Devin out of his room.

"Yes, I'm out first." Devin rubbed Renjani's shoulder for a moment. "If you need something to say Bi Tumi, I have to go back to Jakarta."

"Yes." Yeah." Renjani returns to bed after Devin is out.

Renjani hugged the bolster, tears suddenly melted to wet the white roll in her arms. He misses Kelana. Endless longing because meeting is impossible for both, Renjani who prevents it from happening. He must be strong to withstand the pain in the chest and discomfort when vomiting. Renjani can tell Tumi or Devin that she is capable of this on her own. But actually Renjani needs Kelana beside him even though the man clearly did not choose him.

Renjani had guessed that ever since she realized her feelings for Kelana were starting to differ, she knew it would eventually be like this. Renjani will suffer alone because from the beginning he was in the shadow of Elara.