Married by Accident
Don't know the answer

Erland recounts all the events that led her to end up impregnating an unknown woman and eventually get married as well as the reason she sent Marcella a message about not wanting to communicate her offspring were born, and the reason she was born, while looking at the response of the lover who of course has been in can be expected is very surprised.

However, despite being seen several times smothering the mouth and rounding the eyes, it still does not cut the explanation, so it can say everything that happened from the beginning to the end.

"So, I'm not as good as you've been thinking all along, honey. I even had sex with other women until I became pregnant. Is all this a test of our relationship? Are we willing to endure or decide to walk each one?" When he ends everything with a sentence that makes him worried if the lover chooses the second option.

That is not what is wanted because now it is very eager to see the lover rise from the slump in a way yes support and always be on his side.

'I will accept all Marcella's decisions, but on one condition she can continue living well without thinking herself inappropriate for any man after being raped by that bastard,' murmured Erland who seemed resigned to all the decisions of the lover who still did not open his mouth to respond to the long story that became the beginning of his meeting with other women.

Marcella who is currently feeling very surprised and confused and injured over the reality she just knew. He never even thought if their relationship was now hit by extraordinary trials because both experienced problems that are almost similar but not the same.

Honestly, she felt hurt because Erland had been in contact with other women without her knowledge until she became pregnant. He actually wanted to scream to vent the bulging feeling that was currently making his chest tight.

However, at the thought if all of it was due to the influence of alcoholic beverages and not completely Erland was guilty of doing so unknowingly, thus making him try to accept and not blame.

He swallowed the saliva violently and normalized his unreasonable feelings as he stared at the compassionate look on the lover who seemed to be asking for his pity. Though he was the one who should behave like that, but a little comforted to see the sincerity of the man before him.

"Can we blame fate for ruining our relationship? We never even broke it, but why did it end like this?" Marcella currently remembers seeing news about young people today and makes her feel very envious.

"While in this day and age many children teenagers who take out of wedlock because of promiscuity and they can immediately get married without any bad events as we are now experiencing." He even now laughs when in his little heart feels jealous of teenagers who can easily get married at an age that is still too young.

While he who is considered much more mature still has a lot of considerations to think about when deciding to end the single period.

'O Allah, for once I wish to express protest against Your cruel destiny to us. What exactly are your plans for our relationship that are not even in a matter of days or months. Why do I have to go through such a bad thing? What is my fault and sin, O God?' muttered Marcella who was now unable to hold back the tears that represented her sadness wetting her face.

Until the moment she tried to encourage her heart over the overwhelming ordeal she was experiencing at this moment, a warm embrace seemed to make her a little better.

Erland who had not dared to approach the lover who laughed bitterly when expressing his sigh, immediately moved to directly hug the body of the woman who was still on her back on the treatment bed and hoped to calm her.

"Cry as much so that the burden you feel can be reduced, although not completely. Humane if we blame this bad destiny because we are just ordinary humans, not angels." He affirmed the last sentence so that the woman with a face full of sadness did not burden herself.

"But I'm sure that as time goes by, we can accept all of these predetermined hand lines." Erland still did not give up her power on the body of the woman he held for the umpteenth time sobbing and adorning the room with heart-rending cries.

Ever since he decided not to care for Floe, somehow his little heart seemed to want to rebel, but trying to put forward his logic so as not to be filled with guilt in the woman who almost gave birth to his offspring.

Honestly, he experienced tremendous anxiety when thinking that his actions would make him get a karma. That the law of sowing prevails in the world and what is planted will surely bear fruit.

If that happens to him, there will be times when he faces retribution for his actions on women who are not cared for when they have just experienced misfortune when losing a fetus that is their baby.

'O God, is bad karma waiting for me? Why am I so afraid that one day I will experience worse devastation than today,' lirih Erland who was currently feeling the movement from Marcella's hand returned her embrace and was of course inversely proportional to the response just a moment ago.

When his heart was filled with worry and anxiety from the bottom of his heart, it was immediately slightly treated by the actions of the lover who seemed to be able to make peace with everything that happened between them.

"I can't handle this alone. I feel unworthy of you after everything that happened, but it seems like this has become our destiny. I don't want to lose you. I need you. Can we continue our relationship that was destroyed by fate?" Marcella spoke in a hoarse voice and of course was still as excited and covered in tears on her face.

Even his eyes were currently turning ashen crying incessantly since he realized that he had failed to leave the world that was considered the most unfair place for him.

"It can, of course it can, honey. Suppose we open a new page and forget all the bad events that are the test of our relationship. I'll marry you if you want to get married now." Erland ended it all without false promises thinking that his decision was unanimous.

He thought if the lover who always refused his proposal would immediately accept it. "Hows it? Do you want to marry me?"

Erland now let go of her embrace and pulled away to make her stand up straight again beside the care bed of the lover who was still silent as if confused to answer.

"I'll wait until you recover, we're married. You better go back to Indonesia and throw away all these bad memories in London. Forget all the events that make you sad and we open a new page in Jakarta. How's it?" Erland nervously waited for the decision from the lover.

Meanwhile, Marcella was currently hesitant about the proposal from Erland on the basis of pity on her. He was again faced with anxiety even though he wanted to immediately agree because he thought there would be no second chance for him if he refused.

"You don't feel sorry for me, do you? You don't feel disgusted at me because I'm no longer holy, do you? What if my fate is the same as that woman named Floe? Can you accept the fact that I'm pregnant? I want you to answer honestly on behalf of your mother" said Marcella who currently wants to hear the answer from her lover to strengthen her heart about the proposal.

Right now Erland felt slapped with the words of Marcella who was currently looking at him very sharply as if she wanted to prey on him alive.

'What else is this? Why should there be that question? I don't even know the answer to the question, ' Erland muttered honestly filled with anxiety when deciding to propose to the lover so as not to constantly fall into grief when remembering the tragic reality that befell him

To be continued...