Married by Accident
Decisions

Moments ago after Erland came out of the ICU room, we saw the movement of the woman's lentic fingers on the treatment bed with tools that support her life. The woman who is none other than Marcella, like hearing a voice from someone before he realized.

There was a voice calling out to him as he was about to open the door to enter a dark room. Until it was like being in the dream by seeing a beam of light that is very bright and dazzling to the eye after the sense of hearing captures the sound that calls his name.

Until his doubts disappeared and began to walk closer to the light that was more blinding his eyes and immediately made him open his eyes. He tried to neutralize the incoming light by opening his eyes several times and turning to circulate his gaze around and remember what happened to him.

Until his heartbeat beats faster than normal limits once he remembers everything that happened to him.

"Why am I still alive? I thought I was no longer in the world" said Marcella who was currently staring at her hand and remembering her slashing actions that made her extremely ill.

"No! I don't want to live with this kind of shame. I no longer have anything to be proud of!" Marcella, who had just closed her mouth, saw the door open.

It just so happened that doctors and nurses were currently walking in to check on the patient in the morning. They immediately walked quickly so willing to see that the patient was now conscious and also spoke despite the lyrics.

"You're conscious, Miss? I'll check. Where's the guardian? Why isn't there anyone in this room?" The doctor immediately told the nurse to contact the guardian of the patient to inform him that he was now aware.

Marcella who currently only closed her mouth tightly and was silent as soon as the doctor checked. However, his mind was now filled with various kinds of burdens that sprung up.

Starting from the family who may already know the situation and also a much loved man who might throw it because it is no longer sacred. Though he has always maintained his chastity only to be given to men who have long been in a relationship with him and intend to ask for him.

'O God, why should I be allowed to live when I want to face You immediately? Is my sin so great that you will not accept me? I can't live like this, God. It must be how I live in agony due to loss of self-esteem as a woman, ' murmured Marcella who currently can only sigh in the heart when the doctor examined her.

Even when the doctor asked him to speak, he did not intend to answer at all and locked his lips tightly. He is now completely desperate and confused and does not know what to do when his attempt to end his life fails.

Thinking that death would calm him down for not facing his loved ones, but the reality was not as expected.

As he dissolves into anxiety what to do while still living in shame, a few moments later he heard a knock on the door and also someone he had not seen for a long time was now right in front of his eyes.

His chest felt very tight and his eyeballs glazed over as he was shocked to see the man he loved so much and did not want to meet in his shattered condition had now arrived.

'Erland? I wanted to hug you and ask what I should do after getting a disaster of this magnitude, but I couldn't do it because it didn't deserve you anymore. You must be feeling sorry for me right now and still be by my side just to cheer up.'

'You will over time feel disgusted at a despicable woman like me, ' murmured Marcella who was currently trying hard to open her voice when her chest felt tight and the voice stuck in her throat.

He tried to strengthen his heart so with a man he really wanted to hug and also expressed grievance by crying bitterly.

"Go! Get out of here! I don't want to see you!" Marcella was screaming and the silence inside the ICU room turned noisy by her voice.

Even he moved his hand to hit the bed while staring intently at the man he did not want to see.

"Darling," said Erland who was now walking closer and wanted to immediately hug the lover who was frustrated after knowing the reality if he was still alive.

"Go! I said go!" Marcella wants to cover her face so as not to clean face with the man she loves so much because she feels ashamed when she no longer has the privilege to be proud of.

"You need to calm down, Miss." The doctor can understand what and how a patient feels, intending to inject sleeping pills to be much calmer.

However, he did not do so when he heard the voice of the male baritone who is known to be the lover of the patient.

"Please go out and give my time to calm my beloved!" Erland even spoke without looking at the medical apparatus next to her because of the focus on seeing the still pale face of Marcella.

The doctor, who understood what the man wanted, turned to the nurse and wasted no time, walked away after nodding his head in agreement.

He believes the man is trying to cure the traumatic and psychological disorders of sexually abused patients and will ask the medical team for help if needed.

Meanwhile, Erland who was currently staring at the lover, immediately walked closer and immediately embraced the weak body.

"Darling, calm down because I will never leave here even if you drive me out a million times. I will be with you whenever. Don't ever think I'll leave you just because you kicked me out." Erland was still tightly hugging the body of the moving woman to try to escape from her.

"Let go! Just go! I don't want to see you!" Marcella repeatedly hit the man who had her in his arms for not wanting to look pitiful in front of Erland.

He really put all his strength left even though his body felt limp and only his right hand was used to break away.

While the bandaged left hand seems to have no energy and also still feels pain and weakness. "I beg of you. Go, Erland."

Marcella who felt his strength had been drained to make him limp and finally drained and sobbed when talking. He was already sobbing at this moment of not knowing what to do when he failed to drive away the man who made him feel like he was no longer worthy of his beloved.

"Until any time I won't go. Didn't I tell you I'd stay with you from start to finish? So, don't waste your energy expelling me because I'll stay by your side until you accept me again and forgive what I've done that has caused it all." Erland was deliberately not looking at the lover when talking.

He who is currently in a bent position while hugging tightly and his face is to the right of the lover, the, so that it does not face and speak right in the female sense of hearing that looks very sad because the sound of crying is really heartbreaking.

Even though he spoke at length to explain everything to comfort the lover's broken feelings, it was still just a cry that continued and adorned the ICU room.

"I will not allow you to commit a great sin by going before the destiny of the creator. Never again do this because I'm sure your parents won't be able to accept that fact. If not for me, think of your parents who still want to see their only daughter." Erland was sure that the lover could be a little more open minded if it attacked the weakest side.

Moreover, he knew if Marcella was a filial child to parents who always do anything for their happiness to sacrifice themselves. So, he felt confident that his efforts would succeed.

That the woman who is currently starting to subside a little crying, over time will realize if what is done is very wrong.

He forgot to ask Kyara if the parents knew of the misfortune that befell his daughter or not. So, a little worried if the lover asks him.

Until he immediately raised his gaze upon hearing a hoarse voice and the body shook from the lover.

"Dad, mother ...." Marcella, who remembered her parents, now felt completely guilty.

Although he was made aware by the words of the beloved, he could not eliminate what his wounded heart was currently feeling so deeply.

That he had better leave the world and see nothing more, including his parents who might be destroyed once knowing the reality if he had left the mortal world.

However, it turned out that what he wanted was not in accordance with his plan. That he had been defeated by the power of God who made his life scenario. "I'd better go and not see my parents who must be sad to know the fate of their daughter."

The domineering hoarse voice and also the look of a face drenched in tears, made Erland really did not have the heart to see it. Moreover, the pale face was very different from what he had seen from the lover.

He could understand how devastated a woman who had lost something to be proud of because of the actions of a man who was his own co-worker.

Erland, who is currently only a few inches away from her face with her lover, immediately bowed and got closer. Yes, he could no longer speak to comfort the woman who looked so awful, so he chose a shortcut by uniting their lips.

If he usually always asks permission to the lover when he wants to kiss, now does not do it and has moved to wet the pale lips dry to return to normal.

'Hopefully Marcella can be calmer after I do this because I no longer know what way to comfort the feelings that have been shattered by that bastard's deeds,' murmured Erland who was now moving took a soft sip of the pale lips of the lover who was just silent with his actions.

Meanwhile, Marcella, who had been overwhelmed by overwhelming sadness at the thought of her parents, was completely shocked to see what the gentleman who was now gently kissing her was doing.

At first he just kept quiet and closed his eyes to let the man he loved do it, but moments later the shadow of a bad event that made him hit again was clearly recorded in his head.

Reflex he immediately opened his eyes and encouraged Erland's body to release his kiss. Although his strength was not comparable to the strength of the man who only slightly moved after releasing his lips.

"Don't touch me! I'm just a disgusting woman!" exclaimed Marcella who was currently back crying sobbing while covering her face.

"Go, Erland. I'm not the old Marcella. I'm ...." He could not continue his voice filled with heart-wrenching cries of being cut off by the man he did not want to see because he felt inappropriate.

"No! I told you I'd stay by your side even if you kicked me out a million times. I already know everything and will make that bastard rot in jail." Erland who felt that she had failed to calm her lover because she was constantly feeling unworthy of him, thought to say everything.

Hoping that what he will say can make the lover no longer blame himself or do not strengthen himself for him because he is not the best man thought.

"Darling, listen to this carefully because I want to talk about something that might surprise you, but I hope that once you find out, you no longer consider yourself inappropriate for me." Erland spoke with an intense stare at the figure of the woman who was still covering her face with her palms while crying.

Until he was a little relieved as Marcella slowly moved to open her palm and looked at him. As if capturing what he wanted to say was something very serious.

Marcella had hoped that the lover would obey what he was told and also did not want to see the man again. However, his mind instantly changed due to the overwhelming curiosity when a voice full of firm and serious tones caught the sense of hearing.

'What does Erland want to say to me? Is he going to break up our relationship because I'm no longer worthy of him? It's much better than me being tormented for always feeling inappropriate for her, ' murmured Marcella who currently has wide ears and looks at the look on the serious face of the man who has been loved 5 years more.

"Actually I'm not as good as you think, honey. I'm ...." Erland swallowed the saliva violently while intending to tell Floe what she was doing to make him end up losing a prospective descendant.

'May my decision be right because I don't want to see you getting ruined. Floe, I haven't had time to apologize to you for my wrongdoings, but I hope you will always be happy after our relationship really ends when the magistrate's hammer wraps up our divorce,' muttered Erland who was now back to continue what he wanted to say to the woman who had started to be a little calmer.

To be continued...