Married by Accident
No more believing in love

Several times the mother shook her head not to justify the words of her self-blame daughter.

"No, Honey. Don't talk like that. As Daddy said, if everything is the destiny of God that must be accepted. So, don't constantly blame yourself for being completely innocent in this matter."

"This is the best way of him." Lestari Juwita who still hugged her daughter tightly and also at the same time felt the embrace of the husband who tried to calm them.

He could no longer even endure the sadness that now flowed from his eyeballs to wet his face because he could not bear to see his daughter who was crying sobbing and also as much as his body trembled.

As a woman who could understand her daughter's feelings, made her not let go of hugs. Hoping to be able to calm his daughter's shattered feelings due to the loss of an already acceptable fetus.

Meanwhile, the, Floe is still unable to calm his feelings that are destroyed because at the same time the loss of a fetus and the hope to be able to cultivate his love for a man who does not want him at all because he prefers the lover.

He deliberately evaporates everything by blowing up all complaints in the form of crying so that his feelings are much better. Realizing that holding back her feelings won't make her okay.

So, he deliberately spilled everything today so that tomorrow was much calmer and forgot all the regrets and tightness that made it like difficulty breathing.

"Will my son forgive me for not keeping him so that he can't be born into the world, Mom, Dad?" Still with a hoarse and quivering voice, he asked without regard for the tear-spread that was adorning his face at this moment.

Unable to see the face as moist as his daughter, Lestari Juwita now pulled away and let go of his embrace. Then remove the tear film on his daughter's face with his thumb.

"Your boy will meet in heaven and Mommy is sure that your son will greet you with a smile and will never blame for understanding if everything that happens is the best way of God. Trust Mommy because we're just actors following the scenario from the creator." He felt sure if the storm of life that occurred in his family would change with sunny weather someday.

Hoping that his daughter did not constantly think that all the sadness would be felt because there would be a rainbow after the rain and when that happened, he wanted to be the first to know it.

"Honey, when you someday find happiness, all the sad events today will be the most meaningful moments that lift you from the test of God." Hugo Madison who now connect words from his wife by gently rubbing the back of his daughter's hand to channel a positive aura.

Hope all the sadness today will change a happiness someday. Although he knows if everything takes time and it is not easy to mengikhlaskan. That was because all was not as easy as turning the palm of the hand.

"Ikhlas is not as easy as turning your palms, dear, but Daddy is sure that time will be the most mustajab healer for you." Lestari Juwita now also removed the tear film that adorned her face so that her daughter did not continue her crying.

He is currently trying to divert attention from his daughter so as not to continue to remember about the fetus that has returned to the creator. "The wisdom behind today's events is that you can still breathe today because there's Harry helping you."

"You remind me what he's doing? Despite having to sacrifice your fetus, but Mommy is sure that your child will not regret and be happy because you are still alive today." He was still silent because he wanted to see the reaction of his daughter when he distracted her.

Until the baritone voice of the husband now seems to support him by discussing about the man who is a classmate of his daughter who became a helper god today.

"Yes, Daddy thanked your friend for saving you from death. It even told people to take care of a careless driver because it almost made him able to float because the vehicle being driven had a brake blong."

Although he considered that the wisdom of the incident was to be able to separate his daughter from the son of his great enemy, there was no way he would say if he secretly felt very happy.

That in fact, he had never liked the son of his great enemy to be his son-in-law and Felix's family to be his besi.

Floe who had felt sinful for not being able to look after his future son and also thought of Erland who had gone far away from him, given the incident that made him almost hit by a truck when he was about to get into a taxi.

"Yes, I remember everything. I don't know why I've always met Harry everywhere. Maybe if there wasn't him today, I'd be buried with my son." Floe currently remembers his college friend always being the first to know the bad things he experienced.

Although all this time always thought if everything that happened was a coincidence, still feel surprised because there is always Harry who saw it when in a position not okay.

Until the wrath of his college friends when they were about to contact Erland and now want to ask his parents. "Did he stay here long? Or go straight home after driving me to the hospital?"

When the mother wants to open her voice to tell everything, do not do it because it has been cut first by the husband who looks very excited when telling about his daughter's campus friend.

Hugo Madison, who from the beginning was very fond of the man named Harry, immediately told everything that happened today and also knew about his wrath on Erland.

"Now you don't have to keep things a secret about Harry because he already knows everything that's happened to you. That you were forced to marry in an accident with Erland while drunk. Daddy's been asking for help to keep you on campus believing he's a good kid." As he had just finished telling me everything that happened today, he still did not dare to bring up the divorce.

Thinking that the time wasn't right yet because her daughter was still in mourning, so waiting for the time after Floe was much calmer.

Hoping that if his daughter first treated the liver injury when she lost her fetus, will only discuss the divorce that will be handed over to the Madison family lawyer.

Floe had been a good listener when her father told her, now smelling the smells of matchmaking because he felt sure if Harry was the right man for her. Not wanting any misunderstandings and false expectations from his parents, so tell him the truth about his relationship with Harry who is purely a friend.

"Dad, Harry already has a lover on campus who is equally intelligent and becomes the most compatible couple and becomes an ambassador at the university. So, don't even think about getting me close to him because we're just a classmate."

Hurried Lestari Juwita immediately took mineral water and gave straw to make it easier for his daughter to drink. Although actually deep in the heart feel very disappointed because it turns out the man who is considered very suitable for his daughter, it turns out to have a partner.

"Slow down, sweetie." Still holding a bottle of mineral water that is currently used to drink his daughter.

Floe who was currently sipping drinks bit by bit, could certainly see the look of disappointment from his parents.

'It's much better because there's no way I'm letting the misunderstanding drag on. Harry and I will be friends forever and there will be nothing more. Moreover, they are a matching couple on campus. I don't want to be the third person and be hated by everyone if there's any gossip about us, ' murmured Floe who had just finished sipping a drink.

Until the atmosphere of the room that had been filled with heartbreaking cries from him, now turned silent. As if everyone was busy thinking about Floe's fate there was still no picture of getting a partner who could love him sincerely.

"Dearly enough. Mommy thinks she's still single, so she told me to go home a lot and she promised she'd come. Harry was not wrong because we did not ask him if he had a lover or not." Lestari Juwita glanced at the husband who was also equally disappointed like him.

Hugo Madison is currently failing to find a replacement man who can treat his daughter's heartache. So, he felt confused and unable to speak anymore. "Yes, he's not wrong."

Floe who was currently feeling fretful with her face still adorned by tear circles, now rubbed with the back of her hand. Then turned to look towards his parents who looked like they were not excited.

"Daddy and Mommy don't have to try to find me the man who replaced Erland. I was fine and was already a little relieved after blowing everything out in a crying manner. I still can't forget the sadness of losing my son, but I will try to accept it with sincerity." Remember that the words of the father are true.

He did not want to drag on in grief and make his parents feel worried, so he was currently acting smiling in front of them. "Daddy and Mommy don't have to worry because I'll be happy when it's time."

"Your beautiful daughter can't possibly not sell, right? But I would never force someone else's feelings to stay with me as soon as I realized I didn't want to be with me. I chose to leave because I was self-conscious after seeing Erland's attitude change." Floe did not want to make her father feel guilty because he had heard the words of his parents earlier when he had not opened his eyes.

"So, we better split up because there is nothing to defend. Daddy, please help me take care of everything to claim Erland's divorce. She loved her lover so much and there was nothing wrong with that because indeed our marriage took place on a forced basis."

"He deserves to be happy with his true love." Although at this time his chest was rumbling violently and a feeling of tightness like choking him to the point of difficulty breathing, Floe was still trying to act smiling.

Especially in front of his parents who feel guilty for him, even though he knows if they do it for his good because they love him so much. So, purposely say that and hope the relationship is over soon with Erland.

'I finally set you free, Erland. You're free to be with Marcella now. Be happy with your choice and I choose to step back by forgetting how I feel about you. Although it is heavy, but hopefully I can destroy this new growing sense so as not to develop, ' murmured Floe who currently saw the figure of the father turned excited.

"Yes, you're right, honey. It is better that this relationship that should not happen is terminated immediately. That is the best way for you because everything that starts from mistakes will never last. Especially ...." Hugo Madison, who had intended to tell me about Erland, who may have been on a plane heading to London, did not do so.

He was worried that his daughter's better feelings would be hurt again. "A little while, Daddy's suddenly got a stomachache."

By meaning grimacing to hold the pain by holding his stomach so that his daughter does not feel suspicious because he did not continue his words, so hurriedly turn around and walk towards the bathroom which is on the left of the room.

Meanwhile, Lestari Juwita felt very relieved because she was trying to stop her husband from discussing about Erland who was going to London.

'Fortunately my husband did not slip because if until my daughter who is now much better would even be sad if talking about Erland who did not undo the intention to go to London when Floe miscarried.'

Floe pretended not to understand by discussing the words of the father, so now he looked at the mother who looked like he was thinking something and he knew what it was. However, men act like fools who know nothing.

"What did Daddy eat, Mom? Why get stomach pain? If necessary, just check the IGD for handling." He tried to move his body to make sure that the effects of the drug were gone.

"Eitherway. Maybe we had lunch at an unhygienic restaurant. That's why it hurts the stomach. Mommy will ask your daddy first. Is it still a stomachache or not after getting out of the bathroom." Then he grabbed his daughter's palm because he wanted to convey something that had been bothering him.

"Darling, forget all the bad things you've been through. Think of the past as self-maturity so that in the future can be a much better person than now. Believe me, someday you'll find a man who loves you so much and makes you the queen of his life." He actually did not have the heart when he revealed it.

It's just that she doesn't want her daughter to keep harboring feelings for a man who doesn't love her at all because as a mother who has been pregnant for 9 months and also raised her daughter, she said, can understand if Floe has any feelings for Erland.

Floe was currently pretending to smile and nodding his head while chuckling and patting the back of the mother's hand to calm down so as not to worry too much about her.

"Yes, Mom. I know that God has governed my soul mate since I was not born. Masa, your beautiful daughter has no soul mate. When I find her, Mommy will be the first to find out." Although in the heart of doubt because it is not sure whether he deserves to be loved because it always fails in love, it still acts like a confident woman.

'Lord, if I'm allowed to fall in love again, let me love the person I can have and we can be together for being both afraid of losing each other,' floe murmured that could only express her grievance in the heart when she felt that she did not deserve the love of anyone.

He does not believe anymore with love that only leaves a deep wound in the heart and considers that he does not deserve to live happily.

To be continued...