Married by Accident
Help me out

After returning from the office Renjani went to the supermarket to buy stock of groceries with Yana. Although already living in a different apartment unit but Yana still takes care of all the needs of Kelana including food that is consumed.

"We plan to spend the whole day in the apartment celebrating the anniversary." Renjani can't wait for that day to come. Just imagining it makes Renjani's chest pound.

"Why not get out Ma'am, you can try many things or candlelight dinner that is romantic and intimate." Yana kept her voice down, she was able to book the best restaurant in Jakarta for Kelana and Renjani.

"That was my dream celebration, all day in Kelana's same apartment because now she rarely has time for both of us."

"I'll choose the best quality meat for you to enjoy." Yana stepped into the meat section.

"No, we'll eat fried rice."

"Fried rice?" Reload Yana.

Renjani nodded confidently, if eating meat again that means not a special day. Moreover, Kelana-made fried rice is different from others, Renjani always wants to eat the dish whenever Kelana has enough time to cook.

"Have you ever eaten Kelana's fried rice?"

"Never before Mommy." Yana chose some of Kelana's favorite meat parts and chicken and fish.

"So much better than a restaurant."

"Oh yeah? lana never even went in the kitchen."

"Eh Renjani yes."

Renjani and Yana turned to a woman who pushed the trolley towards them.

"Yes?" Renjani reviews the friendly smile, at first she is not used to strangers suddenly greeting her. But Renjani now knows that those who greet him must be Kelana fans.

"Still dare to go out to public places like this, if I were you maybe I would never go out of the house out of shame."

Renjani pias face, all this time he only got scorn on social media but now he heard it directly in front of his face.

"Why should I be ashamed, we have explained everything anyway humans have certainly done wrong, please forgive Kelana." Renjani said gently holding back the anger. He can't make Kelana ashamed.

"Of course we forgive Kelana but not with you, Renjani—from the beginning you were a stranger, do not dare to expect more especially now Elara is back."

Renjani gulped, sometimes the words of a fan sounded more painful than those who did not like Kelana from the beginning. The fans seemed to understand everything about Kelana.

"Sorry, you're interfering with our comfort, please leave or I'll call security." Tukas Yana threw a sharp glare until the woman left. "Bak Rere is okay?" Yana touched Renjani's shoulder.

"It's okay." Renjani shook her head forcing a smile.

"Mbak Rere do not be horrified to talk about him, Mbak knows for himself that Mas Lana is in love with Mbak, whenever there is an opportunity Mas Lana always tell me that he loves Mbak."

Renjani also feels Kelana's great love for her. Even Kelana is ready to lose her job to keep Renjani.

They continued to buy food, Yana tried to divert the mind of Renjani from the words of the woman by discussing many things. Yana was most skilled at entertaining others.

After arriving at the apartment they arranged food and fruit in the refrigerator which turned out to be empty. There are only a few food items left.

"The fridge is not good." Renjani closes her nose as the scent from inside the refrigerator ambushes her sense of smell.

"I've cleaned up Ma'am, the smell of the refrigerator is like this, Ms. Rere was strange." Yana laughed at Renjani's expression.

"Maybe because there's fish left over there." Renjani pointed at the fish in the corner of the freezer.

"Yes a little, I'm out." Yana took out the rest of the fish from the freezer. "Bak Rere is like a pregnant man." Candanya.

Renjani laughs despite being quite surprised by Yana's words.

"Bak stack the fruit so I can put the fish and meat."

Renjani obeyed Yana, she took the fruit out of the shopping bag and put it in the refrigerator. Oranges dominate the space in the refrigerator because it's Kelana's favorite fruit. Orange squeeze into a mandatory drink kelana in addition to coffee.

"Yana, I take a shower and I'll be home soon."

"Yes, let the rest of me continue."

"Thank you, yeah." Renjani rubs Yana's shoulder before leaving the kitchen. Actually Renjani could have taken a shower after they finished compiling the groceries in the refrigerator but her mind was disturbed by Yana's words.

Renjani's heart raced twice as fast as taking a test pack from the closet. Renjani postponed several days to use the pregnancy test for fear of seeing results. However, Renjani must use it immediately.

"May be negative." Renjani dipped the test pack into a container containing her urine. He closed his eyes while continuing to recite prayers so that the results were negative.

Renjani eyes widened to see two lines on the test pack. He rubbed his eyes and blinked a few times but the result remained the same. Two lines means pregnant, Renjani has often seen it in the film and now she is the one who suffered.

"No, no way." Renjani throws the test pack into the trash. Like being electrocuted, Renjani's body suffocated. He was sitting on the bathroom floor.

Renjani's head felt dizzy, she was bowed in a cry without a sound. They don't want children. What Renjani must do after this, he will mess up the Kelana world that has been arranged neatly.

As Renjani's gaze rose dark, she clung to the bathroom wall staring at her reflection in the mirror. Renjani turns on the shower leaving her body splashed with water. He was crazy because he hoped that the fetus in his stomach could decay with the water.

Renjani felt her stomach still flat. How could he not be aware of the presence of new living beings in his stomach. No, instead of unconscious Renjani just denied the pregnancy especially after Kelana said she did not want children among them.

"Re!"

Renjani ignores the knock on the door and calls Kelana from the outside. He was confused to face Kelana after knowing this reality.

"Renjani, are you still in the shower?"

"Yes." Yeah." Reply Renjani half yelling.

"I'm coming along." Kelana whines like a child who seduces her mother.

Renjani immediately put on the bathrobe and got out of the bathroom.

"It's done."

"I want to shower with you." Kelana hugs Renjani in front of the bathroom door.

"What's wrong?"

"It's okay, kangen." Yana told the incident at the supermarket earlier to Kelana, that's why when she saw Renjani, Kelana immediately hugged her. Kelana does not want Renjani through this difficulty, let him bear it. "You're crying?"

"No." Renjani had washed her face many times so that Kelana did not know if she was crying but it turned out to be in vain.

"Your eyes are red." Kelana suspects Renjani crying again after getting scorn from one of her fans. No, Kelana will not call him a fan because actually those who claim to be Kelana fans can certainly accept Renjani as well.

"Install the shampoo earlier, you hunt for a shower gih let me ready to eat."

"okay." Kelana kissed Renjani's forehead before letting go of her embrace.

"What do you want to eat, I just bought the same ingredients Yana."

"Bikin simple so you don't get tired."

"Broccoli Pasta huh?"

"Can." Kelana gets into the bathroom while Renjani changes clothes on the walk in closet.

Renjani thinks of a way to tell Kelana about her pregnancy. Renjani does not want to add to the burden of Kelana's mind in the midst of this chaos.

******

"Well, looks good." Leur flooded the mouth of Kelana saw the pasta with broccoli and smoked beef presented on the dining table.

"Try it first." Renjani gives Kelana a fork.

"It must be delicious my wife made." Kelana try a mouthful of pasta and pieces of broccoli, savory and sweet taste spread on the surface of the tongue Kelana. It does not taste as luxurious as in a restaurant but Kelana likes it.

"Eat more meat." Renjani feeds large pieces of meat on Kelana.

"Why?"

"You prefer meat to vegetables."

"Where's telling you?"

"Yes, all this time I've been cooking vegetables when you prefer meat, I don't know."

"It's okay, your most delicious homemade vegetable."

Renjani smiles at Kelana's praise but on the other hand she also feels scared. Fear of losing Kelana. From the beginning, he was always afraid of losing.

"Well, what if I were suddenly pregnant?"

Laughing softly, "it's impossible." He nodded in response to Renjani's joke.

"Why is it not possible?" Renjani is offended, they have been married for a year, pregnancy may happen to him.

"Because all this time I've always used safety."

"But a few times you don't wear it."

"If you're pregnant, I'll find a good doctor." Kelana said casually, why suddenly Renjani joked like that.

The fork in Renjani's hand fell. Renjani did not expect that Kelana would say such a thing. Children are not in Kelana's plan but they still have to accept her presence. It is impossible for Renjani to abort this fetus. Sudden nausea and loss of appetite.

"I'll take the new one." Kelana moved to take the fallen Renjani fork and replace it with a clean one. "Re, so parents are not easy, the proof is that we are victims of broken home because of parental mistakes, I do not want to be a failed parent, I have to prepare ourselves, we will have children but later."

Renjani flinched, she held back her tears with all her might. Don't cry now Re.