Pamite
103. I Love You

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Both heartbeats are equally hammering with agility. They just sat face to face as if letting their hearts speak, releasing the longing that was at the end of the head.

Dara is happy not to be upset, he is exceeded happy to see Rifki who has stood not far from him. Stare at it intensely and lovingly.

However, on the other hand his memories of that night had suddenly danced back in his head. It made Dara slowly retreat.

"Where are you going?" tanya Rifki walked over.

Dara added to her pace of retreat as the man got closer to her. Indeed he was still very embarrassed to meet him, but he was happy because he had seen Rifki was healed as usual.

The girl's hand was blocked by Rifki when the woman turned around. Dara's breath suddenly hunted. She missed the little touch of her boyfriend. I don't know what Dara calls Rifki.

"Aren't you the same as me?" Rifki spoke after a moment of silence.

Instead of answering Rifki's questions. Dara just clenched her mouth to hold the stuffing that could come out of her mouth at any time. Her tears fell so hard.

Rifki waited too long for an answer from Dara. Not wanting to wait any longer, Rifki pulled the girl's hand and caught her body quickly. The actual longing is both piled up at the end of the head makes Rifki also shed her tears. They are still in a warm touch. Rifki seemed to forget that not far from them there was still Bu Lin who stood watching their movements.

Dara was no longer able to hold back her tears, she let out a sober sobbing. Soon he remembered that he was dirty. He loves Rifki, but that doesn't mean he has. That was what Dara had in mind at the moment, it would be too selfish if she asked to be together with him. Dara tried to take off the hug.

Rifki did not care about Dara's rebellion, she still hugged him tightly.

"Shut up a minute, Dara!" rifki said soft and smooth.

"I'm dirty." Dara's getting sobbing.

Rifki takes off her embrace, but asks Dara to look into her eyes. Both of his hands moved to cupping the Waja Dara who was already full of tears, as well as himself.

Now they look at each other closely. Even the breath felt so soothing on the faces of the two.

"You see me! You are still holy to me. You don't feel sorry for me, I've come all the way here you don't want to find me? After a long time I couldn't see you and now I can see you, you don't give me a chance to see you again. You've lost the moment the first time I could see. You dashed my hope of seeing you the first time I opened my eyes. Now you want to take my hope too? Don't you love your sister?" Dara lowered her head when Rifki asked that. "Look at me, Deck!" pinta Rifki gently.

Did Dara not hear wrong? His girlfriend has a new calling for him? Honestly, Dara's heart warmed up to hear Rifki calling him 'Dek'.(meaning adek, yes. It's no longer viral. I don't want my Dara in the same way as him) It was like the heart was hugging him, but quickly the logic denied his desire.

"You can get better women than me." Dara answered with a sigh. He said it wasn't because he wanted to make Rifki leave. But, he wanted to convince himself that Rifki really accepted it.

"Which is better than you are many, but I love you the same, my heart wants you the same. What would you do if my heart chose you? Why should you care about what happened? Why don't you care about my feelings? Why don't you care about people who love you? All my life I've only been in love with women twice. You are amazingly great, you have completely dispelled my love for someone. After you do that, you want to be evil with me? You want to leave me, don't want to be with me anymore? What do I have to do to make you believe that I don't care about what happened. What am I supposed to do, Dek? Say, you're talking to me." Since then Rifki spoke at length with his mouth shaking while his hands were still the same, cupping both sides of the right left cheek Dara. His sight is still shady.

The longer Dara is getting sobbing with her lover's words. He is increasingly immersed in the novelty of having a lover like Rifki.

"You want me to go?"

Rifki stretched her arms that had been piling up on Dara's cheeks. Slowly lowering his hands, regressing his steps little by little then turning around and walking slowly, he closed his eyes and came out a speck of water from the corner of his two neutrals.

Prevent me from going Dara, I beg you. Please stop my steps.

Rifki stepped out of the house by continuously pleading with Dara through her heart. He hoped that the girl could hear the screams of his heart. Then stop his steps to leave.

While Dara was still glued to the spot with increasingly slashing sounds. He is not ready to lose Rifki but he is also ashamed of his condition. It's really such a confusing condition.

Rifki regretted her step, she almost got to the main door, but Dara never did anything. Once again Rifki cried out inwardly, he asked Dara to stop his steps.

As if hearing Rifki's begging heart scream, the girl ran towards Rifki and wrapped both her hands around the man's stomach. He again shed his tears that had been unceasingly flowing. Laying his head down for a moment on Rifki's wide back.

"Don't go," asked Dara weakly.

Rifki was still silent, she was still enjoying a hug that seemed to be the first time she felt after a full moon.

"Don't go anywhere. I don't want to be alone." Dara's getting sobbing.

Rifki could not bear to hear the sobbing that increasingly made his heart feel sore, sore and poignant. He reached for Dara's hand, which was still coiled in his stomach, then twisted his body and hugged him tightly.

"Udah. I'm not going anywhere, I'm not going, I'm here for you, I want to see you, but I don't see you like that. The crying, yes. If you are comfortable I hug, try to stop crying," said Rifki softly while stroking the little girl's head slowly.

Dara tried strongly to stop her crying even though she was still as unwilling. His head looked up because of Rifki's hand which led him to look at the man's face again. Rifki's fingers were moved to remove the tears that managed to make Dara's cheeks drenched.

"I'm sick when I see you like this. You love me, right? Forget what happened and we start all over. We start our new chapter today. Of all these events, we should not doubt our love anymore. Our love has proven strong, in the future there will be nothing that separates us, except death. Even I will pray, I will ask God to keep us united in the second life." Rifki fused her forehead to Dara's forehead. "I love you" whispered Rifki as soon as their eyebrows fused together.