Pamite
29. Attention

Once again, I called out to Jaka who was still silent on the spot. Then he realized that we had to go to the hospital.

"To the hospital, yes. That's your son, really," said Jaka as soon as he got in the car.

"Whatever, mas. Which is near, which is important. I want Anin to get help."

"You calm down, don't worry."

An honest tranquilizing sentence I never got from anyone, not even from Anang. When the kids were sick, he never calmed me down like Jaka. I don't know, I just realized that all this time Anang was too indifferent to me. I also only realized after parting ways, I don't know where my mind was, I always felt that Anang loved me and the children even though our lives were all fitting.

As soon as the hospital, Jaka looks alert to call the nurse who is guarding. We've been pessimistic like a married couple who deliver their son sick.

"Mom and dad wait here, yeah. We will provide the best treatment for the patient" said the female doctor who blocked me when I would come in.

"Sit down, Yu. With you waiting to stand at the door like that won't change things. Sit down and calm yourself."

I nodded slowly, "Thank you, yes. Thanks for bringing me here. Oh yeah, here's the money, you can work again. I can be here by myself." I gave him some money.

"No, I'm not looking anymore. It's okay, isn't it if I'm friends? Is anyone angry?"

"Who is angry? I'm single. No one will be angry. You're the nothing. You're out for me, aren't you, baby?"

"Single? Then you're getting in front of dong?" the honest question makes me confused.

"meaning? What's ahead?"

"The widow's getting ahead, right?" said chuckle.

I laughed a little at Jaka's laugh. This guy's a dime, but I like it. I love the way it comforts and calms me. It's smart that this guy makes other people happy.

Moments later, the doctor who examined Anin opened the door of the room. I immediately stood up and asked about Anin's condition.

"Patients affected by dengue fever, should be treated here until stable. But mom and dad don't have to worry, thankfully the patient was immediately taken to the hospital, so we can handle it quickly."

"Thank you, thank you very much, doc."

The woman's doctor with glasses finally resigned. I immediately entered Anin's room. The boy was lying with an infusion hose in his hand. My heart feels the pain of a child as small as Anin already felt the needle infusion.

I sat beside my son's bed lying down. Wiping tears that suddenly collapsed without being demanded.

"Don't cry anymore, you heard what the doctor said. Anin is okay, in the care here a few days will also be healthy again. Poor that he wakes up and sees you sad. He is still a child, he does not know if you are sad, but he can feel. He'll be sad too if you're sad." Again Jaka gave me a touch on the shoulder.

"Thank you, yes I won't be sad anymore" I said, wiping away the tears.

"It's late, I'm looking for food first, yeah. I'll be back in a minute."

I just nodded slowly. In the next second, my flame rang out loud. I immediately turned on the silent mode.

"Yes, Rif?"

"Where, what's your child sick? In which hospital?"

"Because of dengue fever, it's okay. Fortunately, he was quickly taken to the hospital."

"Not bother, Rif. You can come here tomorrow, but not now. It's this malem anyway."

"Still at seven, where's the mallm from, anyway? Kids, how are you? Did I bring it home?"

God, how lucky I am to be surrounded by good people. There's nothing I can complain about in my position. I feel very lucky to know them. There will be no words I can say and no feelings that can represent how grateful I feel until this moment.

God has taken away my happiness the last few years, but God has replaced it with a better one than I imagined. His plan is always the best and most beautiful.

"Kids? It's easy about them. No need to get picked up, Rif. If you need your help, I'll call you right away."

"Yes, if there's anything to tell you, yes. Have eaten? I'm sending you if not, what do you want to eat?"

"eat? Gosh..."

"I'll buy you something to eat."

I was shocked to death, how not? I didn't realize how much Jaka was in this room. And he also heard our chatter, ah why do I suddenly feel bad like this?

"Who?" ask Rifki from across.

"Friends. That was between me, he said he wanted to buy food. I didn't know she was still here and listening to our conversation." I replied after seeing Jaka actually leave.

"From his voice like a man?"

"Yes, he's a man."

"Oh, yeah. I closed, yes. Bye." He just closed the call.

"Why lately Rifki is so weird, anyway. Wonder what's wrong with his head. Sometimes sewot is not clear, angry, cranky, just like a girl."

I then scrolled into the green app to contact my employees who were at the store. Yeah, I have one employee who's been guarding the kid's clothing store that I've been hanging out with for a month. Thank God, as I said earlier this afternoon, the income is good enough to eat everyday.

I took clothes from one of the acquaintances who subscribed to buy beauty products from me. Incidentally, he also had a convection business that produced child clothes and gamis. I was also interested in selling clothes.

After a while I struggled with hape to take care of my efforts, my focus was shifted to the open door. It turned out to be Jaka who came with opposition in his right hand.

"Eat, yuk! I buy snacks too, for your friends later if I go home," he said, opening one by one the food he brought.

We also eat with occasional talk of light things only. Get to know each other again. We haven't talked like this in a long time.

"During time did not meet it turns out to make you more beautiful, yes," said Jaka.

"Regular feeling. From our third meeting, I'm like this, mas."

" Yes, but for me when we first met it was ka..."

Jaka didn't finish the sentence because his hape rang. Then he asked me for permission to take the call and a little distance from me, while I continued eating.

"Yes, Ra. Brother comes home now, diem do not have to talk loudly. I know the same guy again. It's like a sound toa."

That's all I heard from the end of the conversation. I don't know, he's talking to who I don't know.