Pamite

Pamite
94. Tested for strong


Rifki sat on her own with a blank look forward. He was confused by everyone. There was nothing he could contact anyway, even Jaka's wife who was his best friend was suddenly like evading from Rifki. Even Dara's phone was suddenly inactive, even though last night he could make sure well, if Dara's phone could still be contacted.


Rifki felt really confused and did not know what to do. He could not contact anyone, of course the worry was always there, but his bad thoughts said another, as if telling Rifki to be self-conscious, about his current situation.


It is possible that everyone is avoiding him, maybe everyone is aware that he is very helpless, including his future wife.


Rifki can't just think straight now. Everything that had happened was completely out of his mind since last night. Maybe if Jaka said it clearly, Rifki would not continue to think badly like this. Unfortunately Jaka did not do that, Jaka and Dara continued to avoid him. Whether it was intentional or not, but Rifki's mind remained the same.


Rifki tries to think about what mistakes she has made, until they act like that to her. However, Rifki felt there was no mistake he made to keep everyone away from him.


"Maybe everyone is aware, if I'm not supposed to be among them. Maybe also their eyes and minds are open, if I am useless," muttered Rifki monologue.


Rifki is still trying to keep thinking about all the possibilities that occur. Even if it is either true or not, but still Rifki also chose to be self-conscious and not to be too expecting them here.


Rifki let out a heavy sigh, for some reason her heart felt so sore. Everyone was acting very strangely, and it was very sudden for Rifki. If only there was a pause before this happened, but unfortunately it did not get him from the beginning. Even last night everything seemed to flow just like that, he continued to be with Dara, he spent time with Dara, until suddenly Dara came home and everything changed.


Could Dara change her mind?


"Maybe I should have tried to be self-conscious, and not expect much from others, I was useless, especially in my circumstances," rifki muttered again and again trying to resuscitate himself. If everyone was acting so weird on her.


Rifki suddenly nodded her head many times, "Yes, I have to forget Dara, anyway Dara deserves to be happy, and Dara deserves more from me," continued Rifki still monologue. He was talking to himself, even though his heart felt so painful and it was difficult for him to understand everything that happened.


However, still Rifki does not want to make everyone seem difficult just because of him. Rifki felt that just being self-conscious was enough to make everything better. At least everyone will never have trouble with it.


Yes, Rifki is determined, he must forget Dara, he must mengikhlaskan Dara, even though it is difficult, but Rifki must still do it, they must have realized if Rifki is not the right person for them, but Rifki is not the right person for them, especially in a Rifki like this.


***


Elsewhere, Jaka was sitting on the sofa, in front of him was Lia. Jaka was ready to wait for an explanation from Lia, considering that Lia was the one who pulled him out and let Dara himself first, as a result Jaka agreed. After all, there were many big question marks inside her head, not to mention Romi who had not had time to say anything to her, making Jaka feel endless confusion.


For a moment, Lia was silent. Trying to figure out where he should start telling stories. Seeing how the look of the face that Jaka is emitting at this time, it is very clear if Jaka is very worried about Dara's condition.


Yes, it is not a new thing anymore, of course Jaka is always worried about Dara. Especially now that Dara's situation is very alarming, far from good words.


"Actually I can't explain much, just the beginning of my meeting with Dara was when Dara suddenly passed in front of the store. Mas Romi who saw it immediately went to ask the situation of Dara, but instead of answering, Dara even shouted hysterically, exactly rich earlier, even Dara did not want to say anything, Dara did not want to say anything, she's kind of freaked out again, "beber Lia's trying to start a conversation between them.


Not yet Jaka asked, Lia again continued her speech, "So, when Dara was hysterical again, I tried to make her samperin, I tried to ask Dara. Cuman Dara did not want to answer, so I decided to bring Dara into the store, but again Dara was hysterical when Mas Romi came. He was just trying to do something like Dara. I don't understand it either, as if Dara can't stop screaming. As a result, I decided to bring Dara to this house, I changed her clothes, at first she was not that clean, she was dirty filled with mud, and her clothes were really messy" he continued.


It made Jaka put on a worried face mixed with intense anger. Jaka could not stop thinking about what happened to Dara actually, everyone would think if Dara was harassed, including Jaka and also Lia who thought so.


"I'm trying to talk to you..."


"No! Please don't make Dara suffer more, I know very well how he is in his position. Maybe I never realized how sick it was to get something that really broke him. But at least my feelings and her feelings are the same, please don't make her feel even more devastated," Lia said holding Jaka back from remaining silent.


Jaka sighed slowly. True what Lia said, it is impossible if Jaka went back and tried to talk to Dara, because somehow Dara seemed very difficult to deal with it.


Lia looked doubtfully at Jaka, herself wanting to say this from earlier, but she held back.


In the end, Lia decided to say it right now.


"I have a feeling, if possible Dara was harassed," said Lia carefully, not wanting to offend Jaka, given that it was only her guess.


Bak in a lightning strike, crumpled dimly Jaka's heart. His eyes seemed to understand Lia's words as well as her feelings. Jaka's corner of the net dews and sheds tears.


Jaka suddenly got up from his seat, he tried to neutralize his breath and his passionate emotions, after feeling enough, then Jaka opened his voice, "I'll go home to pick up Mom."