Pamite

Pamite
99. Love of a Brother


"Crying until you're satisfied, brother accompany here."


Jaka realizes that life is too cruel for them. Jaka hopes it's the final tough test for them. However, from this series of events Jaka realizes one thing and convinces him that their love will be strong and sturdy.


After letting Dara drown in her cries. Jaka sat himself in the window facing the younger brother. Justifies the location of the hair spread by the night. Looking at his face fixed under the dim lights that lit up in his room. Then catch both cheeks with the palm of his hand.


"God always had a purpose why to bring the test to His people. Everyone has their own test. Some are light, medium and heavy. All of them have their own portions. If Rifki just wants to accept your situation as it is why can't you accept your situation? It's tough, but don't just focus on the exam. Like your school is on an exam you can't just read a question and without thinking about the answer, right? You answer it as best you can so you can be good class. Likewise with life, have problems solve well if it is finished leave do not think about it again. You've been at this point it's a good way not to remember something that makes you so down again. Your brother asked you to meet Rifki, brother just asked you not to think about this anymore." Jaka paused for a moment feeling his tears would soon appear to the woman. "look Brother, you will remain holy in everyone's eyes. Sorry Brother, yes Dek." Jaka put his sister in his arms and approached her tightly.


No one knows how regret and guilt are still at the top of his head. Especially if you see Dara's face. Jaka felt like a useless man and big brother.


I don't know how long they've been drowning in cries and tight-knit hugs. Funneling all the burdens that exist and expect to be light.


"Udah, yes cry now you sleep. The same promise to no longer insecure with the circumstances that have befallen you."


" God willing."


Dara walked towards the bed and laid herself there. Letting Jaka cover his body up to the neck. He remembers, never once did Jaka do this except as a child. Jaka and Dara mature always fight in any case and Dara now misses that.


"Don't I ask you one thing?" Tanya Dara clasped the Brother's hand.


Jaka crouched down, so that his face and Dara's face could be aligned. For a moment they kept quiet. While Jaka stroked the top of his sister's head. He realized he had never done this when Dara was a teenager until now.


"What do you want, hmm?"


"Take me here until I fall asleep. Will Ayu be angry?"


Jaka smile. "Abang friends. Ma'am Ayu won't be angry, she's an understanding wife. Yes, close his eyes!"


Honestly, Jaka never wanted to be like this. I want Dara back. More he always heard his scolding and his taunts than he had to see Dara smiling, but full of wounds.


Jaka still stroked his sister's head slowly when the girl had fallen asleep. It didn't take long for Dara to fall asleep if treated sweetly like this. For the first time Jaka kissed the little sister's forehead, then slowly moved from there.


"Well you're still here anyway?" Bu Lin and Jaka passed each other in the middle room.


"Yes, Nemenin Dara sleeps for a while, ask for company he said. He's more spoiled now than he used to be, ma'am." Jaka looked at the floor.


"Yes, I'll come with Ayu later. Later I will apologize we are all the same Rifki and Miss Rini. Don't think about it, I'm resting. I'm home, yeah. Pity at home alone.


Bu Lin could only nod then walk towards Dara's room. He wanted to see if the girl had actually fallen asleep. After confirming that, Bu Lin entered his room.


***


"Not sleeping yet, Deck?" ask him if you are entering his room.


"Wait for you."


"old, yeah. Sorry, yeah. Nemenin Dara used to sleep in Temenin. He's more spoiled now." Jaka put his head on the lap of the wife.


"You too. He's missing again, it's actually the same Rifki. You also know from Rifki's gelagat that he is in love with Dara. In a blind state alone can still treat Dara with sweet especially later if you can see. And they haven't seen each other in six months, I can't imagine how sweet they will be. It will probably take a little struggle from Rifki to convince Dara that she still deserves the man. Crazy, yes their struggle to sit in the guarantee just as heavy." Let's play Jaka's hair.


"Let their love be strong, Deck. Everyone will be tested for love, yes even though the version is different."


Jaka further drowned his face in the stomach of the wife. Tighten the hand that was coiled around Ayu's waist.


"I'm a big cape." Jaka said with a soft.


"It's all done, Mom. Think about what's okay. All things will surely improve."


***


When everyone was asleep. There are some servants of God who are holding prayer rugs, one of which is Rifki. Ever since Dara disappeared, she has only been able to pray through her every prayer. Sending a few words of good prayer to the girl. Wishing her girl was always happy even without her.


However, the last few weeks his prayers have changed. He always prayed the same thing. I hope the surgery will be done in a few days to bring good results. Hopes to get back to seeing. He had already missed Dara whom he had seen in the darkness.


Rifki also did not give thanks for two good news that he heard at the same time. Although there was heartbreaking news that he heard at the same time. But he did not want to focus on the news. The most important thing for him is that he can restore the former Dara figure.


Wait for me, baby, just be patient for one more moment. Just a little, give me a little more time. I'll come back to you. We will unite our love forever.