Pamite
57. Already Fate

Under the heat of the sun many people who drove Miss Lasmi to her eternal home. One by one they all went home. The remaining three children and also Ayu and Jaka are still in place.

Ayu looked pity at her ex-husband. I don't know how many times the man was unconscious during Miss Lasmi's body in the process. Throughout the funeral, Anang was silent with tears that continued to pour out without being asked. Her two children are equally fragile, but they are trying to make it for her brother.

"Nang, maybe we don't know each other. Just know each other's names. I know you're broken now, but you're not alone, there's still your sisters. All you need is prayer, not this. Poor your sisters, your mother must be sad too if she sees her son like this." Jaka stroked the shoulder of the man who lost his mother. He had already laid his head on his mother's grave.

"Thank you." That's all Anang can say.

"Yes, I'm the same Ayu said to go home first, yes. Don't hesitate to come home if there's anything." Jaka looked at Anang's two sisters and nodded his head slowly, as a sign of himself and Ayu to leave home.

"Thank you, yes, Ma'am Ayu. Thank you for bringing me here. Again, me and the rest of the family are sorry for the mistake we made." Galuh stood following the movements of Ayu and Jaka.

"Forget it, it's all over. I don't want to remember anymore."

Ayu and Jaka passed from there. Whether still carried away or indeed Jaka was taking the opportunity in a narrow situation, the hands of both of them were still adrift with each other.

Meanwhile, Galuh is still trying to persuade the Brother to want to go home.

"Mas, we go home, yuk. I was calm, I was not sick, I slept well. We'll rest too."

"No, I want to be here."

"Mas, what makes you like this? Death is a sure thing, no one can avoid it. You don't need our tears, you need prayer."

"You don't know how much regret I feel. In his last days I did not make him happy, I left him. I shouldn't have left Mom. I shouldn't be angry with Mom. I was sick just thinking about me not seeing her. I'm the main cause of Mom's death."

"It's all fate, Mom. Want you how it will all remain the same if it is the destiny line of Mother like this. Even if you're not angry with Mom, you're still on Mom's side before you get sick. If this is God's will, what can you do? Still want to beat yourself up? You see dong Fadil. He needs us too, Mom. Who will take care of him if not us? Now we go home, tomorrow we come again. Want to come here every day is not a problem, but please, you also have to care about yourself and your sister. The same focus that still exists."

The rebuke from Galuh managed to make Anang willing to go home. Although his face cannot be lied to, he has not accepted the departure of the mother. Out of nowhere came the guilt that sank spoiled all over his body.

*

"Where's mom from? I woke up there was only Grandma Lin at home. I don't usually go away. I'm worried, Mom. Next time do not do this," protested Alif who since morning did not meet the mother.

"I'm sorry, Mom, yeah. Mom's hurry. I went to the hospital, went to see Grandma Lasmi who was sick."

"Oh, how's Grandma doing? Is it okay? What's granny sick?"

That's Alif, just like his mother. In his mouth he once said that if he hated his grandmother, he did not want to see the old woman again, but in fact he still cared if he heard the woman was sick.

"Sleep?" alif folded his forehead confused. "Yes, I'm sorry Grandma. I'm telling you that if we have anger and resentment in our hearts it won't be good for our lives. I want to continue to be happy, so I'm sorry Grandma," he continued. Even though he was actually still confused by his mother's sentence, why did his grandmother not want to wake up from her sleep? At least that's one of Alif's questions.

"What kind of a handsome boy was school? Not as diomelin as Granny Lin, right? Look what I learned?" Jaka shifted the topic so that the discussion of grief was over soon.

"Nake it by the way. Mother often ngomelin you do not mean the grandchildren Mother also got scorned, yes. Indiscriminate if you say it sometimes Jaka," said Bu Lin with a scolding.

Ayu just laughed at the interaction of the child and the mother. It crossed his mind, why did he not meet Jaka first. Why he should be met with the wrong person. Is there not enough suffering that he has suffered since childhood? So he had to experience another bitterness as he grew up.

"Know, this Bang Jaka. If Alif was asked how the school was, I never asked how the lecture was? What is your value? What's the matter? Less pocket money? Never have." Dara doesn't want to lose.

"Yes, I asked, gi..."

"No need. It's late!" cut Dara pissed.

"Start fighting again, right. Byeah, Yu Mother wants to go first there is a need for other Mothers. You better also go home if you don't want to be dizzy with their babbling. I don't know how to take old men like them anymore." Ms. Lin again complained while looking for sandals that she had either put where.

Ayu only smiled as she shook her head. I don't know even though they are often noisy, they actually love each other. It feels like Ayu went deeper into the Jaka family. However, all that he must endure and his patience must also be added because he has not received the blessing of the child.

"Well, Alif's writing is great. Om just found out." Jaka flipped through the book that Alif had just handed him.

"Good, huh Om? What is my picture? I always take this picture with me everywhere. I've shown this picture to Dad, Dad says I can't dream too high. Later if I'm big and can't be what I want, I'll be disappointed." Alif scored a sad face while thrusting a picture depicting a doctor with a stethoscope around his neck.

"You want to be a doctor?"

"Yes, Om. I want to heal people who are sick. I remember, if you were sick you never wanted to see a doctor, he said there wasn't enough money. That's why I want to be a doctor for my mom. Let me know if you're sick I can check for myself and give you medicine. But you broke my ideals."

Nelangsa, that's all Jaka and Ayu can describe. A child this small has complete parents, but it feels like they only have a mother. Sepicik was Anang who once, for the ideals of his son he broke, even when Alif had not started to make it happen.

"Don't I pantes be a doctor, Om?" ask Alif who saw Jaka just shut up.

"Pantes dong, you want to be whatever pantes. Anyone can have high ambitions. Precisely must have high ideals, so there is a spirit of learning and trying. If your father doesn't support you, Om will support you. Om will accompany you until you become a doctor."

"Really, Om? Yeee," cried Alif girang while hugging Jaka tightly.

don't forget to stop by here too, yes.just born this morning.up every day is also like "pamit".