Pamite
72. Presentiments

Time moves so fast without being asked. Not feeling tomorrow is the day where Anang is in a position between death and a chance to recover. Today Anang will spend the night in the hospital to monitor his condition before surgery.

"Udah, ready Mas?" tanya Fadil opened the door of her room.

"Udah, let's go to Ayu's house first, yeah. Want to say goodbye to children," Anang replied with a blank look.

Fadil has actually been feeling bad since yesterday. However, for the cause Fadil himself did not know, he felt like crying for an unclear reason. Fadil really can't feel what he really feels.

"Well, did you call to come tonight? My sisters must come to accompany me, so I too shall be at ease."

"Udah, come here tonight. Just calm down, just focus on the operation, all I've arranged."

Fadil started pushing his wheelchair very big brother. For the past few months, Anang has never let go of his fingers for a prickle. Brown tasbih gift from Ayu giving a few years ago. Fortunately, he still has a memory of his ex-wife.

'Why does misfortune come when you have changed, Mom? When I also began to realize the presence of your family, I also lost Mom. I lost the maternal Mother and Sister figure at the same time. Am I also in the judgment of God?'

Not feeling the corner of Netra Fadil shed tears. Feel the pain immeasurable by numbers, the pain of endless puzzles, and sadness.

Anang reached into his pocket as soon as the car drove over the asphalt. Take out a piece of paper and thrust it at Fadil.

"What, Mas?" ask Fadil by frowning, but still accept the paper.

"Don't open! Do not try to be presumptuous to want to know the contents. Give it to Ayu while I'm in surgery. And tell him not to open it until he knows how I got the surgery done."

"What do you mean, Mas? Why don't you just give it to Mbak Ayu when he finishes the operation later? Make it complicated," protested Fadil.

"Not to be a pussy. Love me, and send me a message. It could be the last word of this, this Masmu."

Fadil was silent for a moment, he no longer denied or protested when Anang had said to death. Fadil has already memorized, the debate they will do is even long-tail and emotional Fadil.

After a long and boring journey, they finally reached Ayu's house. It seemed lonely, because it was a work day. Only Ayu saw playing with her four children on the porch with a bigger stomach.

"Assalamualaik." Anang and Fadil compact salute.

"Waalaikumsalam," Ayu replied, tribulation rose from her seat, carrying a heavy burden. It brings Anang's memories back to the past when his ex-wife was pregnant with their first child.

"Let's go in!" take Ayu then.

"We're here, Yu. There is no bad jaka. The kids play here too. I'll play with them."

Ayu nodded, "Agil, Anin let's salim with Father and Om Fadil. Ghina same Ghiani also salim same Om. Agil took his sister, honey. Mom's in for a minute." Ayu went inside the house.

The four children kissed the back of Anang and Fadil's hands alternately. Then the two men gave gifts in the form of toys and snacks for them.

Seeing the happiness and joy of the children that Ayu grew up making Anang feel grateful. He felt that it was not wrong to choose a mother for his children. Now he knows why he was so determined and determined to marry her. Ayu is the best woman she has. Women who are able to take care of their offspring properly and properly.

"Kok tumben, yes it's my paternity." Anang brought Agil into his lap, Anang's thin body made the little boy look at his pity.

While Anin who is not too familiar with the father just stared fixedly at Agil and his father. Then a moment later the beautiful child continued playing, but a little sad.

"Anin wants to be on my lap with Dad?" anang asked gently, but was answered by the boy's head.

Fadil who has not known close to the nephew is trying to take their hearts to be close. The man was only aware of his mistake, the indifference he maintained turned out to have deep regrets.

"Mas, Fadil's a drink just as much a snack." Ayu came back with a tray full of drinks and snacks. "Agil, it's big you can't ask Dad for my arm so, get down!" said Ayu walking closer to Anang.

"Let it go, maybe he misses me. I can still and still be strong."

Ayu nodded awkwardly and sat on the floor near Fadil. He was happy to see the change of the man he had considered his own sister.

"Oh, yes Yu. I mean, coming here I'm just telling you that tomorrow I'm going to have an operation. I want to apologize to you, maybe there is a mistake still in your heart I hope for forgiveness." Her eyes began to glaze over.

"I've forgotten everything, Mom. I've forgiven you, hopefully things go well and you recover soon to get everything done from the start."

"Alhamdulillah then. I can go quietly."

Anang's words just made Ayu think a little no-no. A moment later, however, he tried to dispel the thought.

Shortly after saying that, Anang and Fadil went home. He had to go to the hospital to monitor his condition before the operation.

"Agil, I'm sorry about Agil being a failed father all this time. I can't be a good father to Agil. But now Agil has got a replacement for a good father, a dear father Agil. Are you forgiven?"

"Yes, Dad. I forgive Dad. Mother said, if someone is wrong with us, and he's sorry we should be heartened to forgive."

"Smart kid. Now that you're down, I'll talk to Anin's sister." Instead of descending from Anang's lap, Agil hugged Anang tightly. The man who had been painstakingly holding back the crying was only able to hold his second child tightly and land a kiss on his face. Moments later Agil just got down from there.

Anin who is a little difficult close to Anang must be carried and persuaded first by Fadil.

"You must be confused, yeah. Its nothing. You were too small back then, so it's only natural that you don't understand now. But it's okay, then let me tell you about Dad, yeah. I'm sorry about you, baby." Anang did the same to Anin. Giving a kiss and a warm hug. Anin was silent.

"You yourself will tell Anin, Mas. So promise me to come back to pay back the story debt to Anin."

"God willing, I don't promise that. Oh, ja. Fadil and I have to go to the hospital. Say my apologies to my eldest son and Jaka, yes."

"I'll get you, Mum."

Fadil started turning the wheelchair, but Anang suddenly said, "Yu, if you can tomorrow come to the hospital. I just want a lot of people to deliver me."

Ayu just nodded with an unpleasant feeling.