Pamite
21. Instant Karma

One month later after I filed for divorce from Anang, I finally attended today an invitation to mediate. I hope Anang also comes so that this trial is quickly resolved. To be honest, I want to immediately give up my status as a wife.

My children leave it to Ms. Lin. It just so happens that he has a granddaughter who is as good as Anin. Ms. Lin has a twin granddaughter.

"Mom, is it okay for me to pick them up again?" tanyaku.

"You're like you've just known mom. Go out there, finish your business. Hopefully it'll be over soon, yeah."

"Aamiin's."

I left after a brief peek at Agil and Anin, while Alif was still at school. During my stay here, I never once met Ms. Lin's son. I just know that his son went to pegi and came home last night. There is only one girl I see often.

Ms. Lin also told many stories that her son-in-law left her husband and son because of a rich man. His son-in-law was not at home living with his in-laws and living a simple life. Every time I leave the kids, don't forget I give some red money sheets as a sign of my gratitude for helping so much. Of course Ms. Lin always refused when I gave her, but with all my death woo she finally accepted.

At about ten in the morning, I arrived at my destination. Turns out Anang was already in place. I caught a glimpse of it, then looked back at the floor.

The questions I answered were as they were, nothing I covered. Unfortunately, Anang acted as if he wanted to return home to me. As hard as he tries to win this mediation, I will also try harder than him to part ways. He seemed to deliberately buy time for this divorce process to run slowly.

After two hours of mediation, we were finally allowed to return home. Another week is our schedule to return to mediation last time.

"Yu, can't you really forgive me? I just realized, if I need you, I can't do anything without you. You see me now, no one can take care of me but you. I was kind of abandoned, it felt so bad once I lost you, Yu. I miss everything, I want you to go back home, get everything ready for me, I miss your babble for the kids, I want to hear your voice ask me to help take care of the kids." Anang spoke at length with a stifled voice like he wanted to cry.

If I pay attention, Anang's appearance is very different when it was only one month I left him, but his physique is difficult to change a lot. A thinner body, unkempt hair and a dull face. I don't know what happened to him, because since I decided to leave his house I also changed my number with a new number. I deliberately did that so that Anang or Anang's family no one could contact me anymore.

"You're not far from your parents, are you? You can take care of mom. You have a Winda, too. One of them can't take care of you? It's impossible," I.

"Nobody can handle me as well as you. Winda only cares about her appearance, while the current mother is also angry with me because mom knows I give more money to Winda than she does."

I smiled mockingly. "Yes, enjoy it. Consider it a payment for you because you are less grateful to have someone. Now you know, don't you, what reason am I getting close to? What reason do I not take care of myself? Why can't I be like other women? Are his eyes open? Do you know which ones are the same? Already know the sacrifice of the wife, right?"

"Yes, deck, that's why I want us to start from scratch. After all, Winda's just the wife of the series."

"That's so you talk. Sorry, I can't. You enjoy now that you have been planting. I didn't give them a second chance to hurt me. As deeply and as far as you're sorry, I'll never be able to come back to you even if it's just a friend. I'm so sorry, Anang. Excuse me, I have to go."

Just advancing my steps one step, my hand has been choked Anang. I brushed it off slowly, trying to be patient with it. There was actually pity when I saw Anang who was now. However, the pain I felt was greater than my pity.

"I'm sorry" he said slowly.

"Yes, you are beautiful now. More beautiful than when we were not married. If separation is your happiness, I will follow it. This is all I can give you."

I saw Anang's eyes that felt a deep sadness. It seems he is really sorry. I didn't expect to see Anang's regret so soon.

I want to go home first, honestly I can't bear to see my future ex-husband. Apparently my heart is still working well, I don't know how many times I think that my heart is numb, but in fact I feel pain and sadness also see the state of the father of my children who are now.

I went home with an online motorcycle. Before I got home, I stopped by the cake shop. I'm going to buy the kids his favorite cake. The cake that they recently felt was apparently able to pamper their tongues and became addicted. Don't forget I bought Lin and her family too.

"Bak, want brownies dong, three yes," I asked the cake seller.

While I was busy picking up money in my bag, I heard people thumping near me. I don't want to see him either.

I don't know how narrow the world really is, I was again met with Jaka accidentally.

"Eh, Mas Jaka, buy some cake?" ask pleasantries.

"No, want to buy cement" he replied mocking.

I chuckled, "what the fuck, anyway. Seriously asked too. Yeah, who knows it's just between passengers, right?" my calah

"I take the passengers to the destination, if the destination is here, why do I get down here too. You, I-there is. How did you play so far here? Which kids?"

Jaka and I finally decided to chat for a while in front of the cake shop. Ojek who drove me I had to tell him to go first.

"Main? Who's playing? I have a house here, Mom. I just moved in a month ago. After the quarrel you watched live," I chuckled.

"Where to go?"

"To complex end there, the complex is not large. Complex I love you."

Uhuk uhuk

Jaka's choking, I don't know if I'm choking. We chatted without eating or drinking, maybe he choked on his own saliva. But the next second I realized something.

"Eh, that means the complex name I love you, mas. Not the true meaning. The name of the complex makes people misunderstand, yes," I said a little embarrassed and misbehaved.