
"Honestly to him. You can't do this continuously. So do I. How can I hold everything?" Hanna's voice spoke a relaxed language that caught Gina's sense of hearing.
Gina frowned hearing that. How can Hanna speak with language and tone that is very inappropriate if done by a subordinate to his superiors.
"Come on, Hanna." Surya's voice was complaining.
"You can't get you stuck in your own feelings any more. You must be aware of your position." Obviously Hanna.
"I know."
"You don't intend to betray love, do you?"
Betraying? Of love? Wh who? What are they talking about? Gina's mind was confused and was still hiding behind a car near them talking. Gina began to think what the relationship between the two of them is so that they can speak in a relaxed language and also a topic that is very far from work.
"I don't want to hurt anyone and I promise I won't."
"But if you're like this, how could you not feel it? That feels really painful. In the end, someone will get hurt." Hanna said in a high voice.
Surya did not answer Hanna's sentence and was as if he could only be silent. Gina waited for their next conversation. Until finally there was the sound of footsteps created by the high heels that Hanna wore after saying a sentence that made Gina aghast on the spot when she heard it.
"Never wish for love. That feels really painful. I don't want you to be that bad."
Hearing Hanna's words this time Gina's heart felt something piercing. Why Hanna had to say that to Surya. And how could they be that familiar. They were superiors and subordinates but why did they speak so intimately and talk about things that Gina did not understand.
Gina still hid herself behind the car there. Surya entered his car. Looks like he's going somewhere. Gina took a heavy breath and was still standing leaning against the body of the car next to her while thinking about what she had just seen. Surya and Hanna. They have more than a job relationship. Butwhat? What happened between them? Hanna looked angry and said all the things that only a couple could talk about.
Gina's mind finally got there. Think if Surya and Hanna have a relationship behind him. Relationship of lovers. And thinking like that made Gina's heart suddenly ache. It felt like something was pressing down there and making him feel squeezed.
Gina took a deep breath and began to step foot out of the parking area. His mind was still left at the meeting between Surya and Hanna but he did not know where to get clarity from. Did he have to ask Hanna directly about what she and Surya were talking about and let her know that Gina had eavesdropped on their conversation? Or he just had to provoke a conversation with the two of them so that little by little he could get the facts that happened between them.
Again Gina took a heavy breath as she entered the elevator leading to the floor where her study was located. And when she came out, Gina seemed to think how to behave in front of Hanna. Until Gina opened the door. Hanna turned to him from behind the desk she was on.
"Miss, where are you from?" Hanna asked kindly as usual.
"Just take a walk for a while. It's boring to be alone in this room." Gina replied flat while approaching her work desk. I don't know why Gina was so lazy to talk to Hanna. There was discomfort in his feelings. Jealousy or what, Gina's obvious feelings towards Hanna instantly change. He seemed reluctant to talk about many things as usual to her.
"Sorry Miss, I had to do something."
"Yes, it's okay. You can do anything." Gina replied while staring at the laptop.
Seeing things different from Gina, Hanna becomes awkward and feels bad leaving Gina alone and bored. But then he returned to work and did not bother Gina who was again busy with her work.
On the way home, in the car, Gina did not speak. His mind was still filled with conversations between Surya and Hanna that he heard. He had to suppress his curiosity even though he was sitting next to Surya at this time. Everything felt sudden for him to know.
While Surya who saw Gina was in 'silent mode' let it stay that way because he had memorized what it would be like if he forced Gina to have to open her voice responding to a conversation with him.
But in the end Surya could not stand it and then turned his car into a mini market.
"Let's go shopping, miss." Surya said while turning the steering wheel of his car put it into the mini market page that Surya met this time.
"What shopping?" Ask Gina.
"There's some stuff I need to buy, miss." Answer Surya.
"Would you wait here?" Surya asked while opening the door.
"Yes, I'm lazy to do anything." Gina replied slowly and indeed like a person who was not excited.
Surya finally got out of the car and entered the mini market. Gina breathed heavily still could not escape her thoughts about Surya and Hanna. Do Surya and Hanna really have any special relationship other than a working relationship? According to Gina, Surya might be able to do that because they only have a pretend relationship. But Hanna, how could he betray Bayu and shout at Surya that he should not be a traitor. Who better to call a traitor?
Gina rests her head on the back of the headrest. His heart was like being pinched so many times at this moment. Pain and pain become one. Want to feel betrayed, but he has no right to feel it because in fact they are not in a relationship that should feel so. But being held like this turned out to be quite painful.
From where she sat, Gina saw Surya coming out of the mini market with two large bags of groceries each in her right and left hands. After arriving at the car, Surya opened the trunk and put his groceries there. Then he opened the car door and sat in the back seat of the steering wheel. Gina was still sitting motionless beside him.
"It's Miss." Surya thrust a cold fruit juice drink at Gina which he had just removed the seal of the lid and he tightened the bottle cap again. Doubtful Gina accepted it.
"Fresh passion fruit, miss. You will definitely be excited again after drinking it." Said Surya while opening the same drink of his. Hearing that, Gina simply smiled knots without making any sound. But then he opened the drink and followed Surya to drink it. True, it tastes slightly sour but sweet it is refreshing. But it won't get him back excited because it's not as simple as Surya imagined. Gina's bad mood is not because of her tired body but because of her jealous feelings and makes her so upset.
"Miss, I'll drop by somewhere first." Surya spoke while still looking at the road in front of him.
"Hmmm..." Gina answered while still supporting her head with her elbows resting on the car door.
That is Surya's custom. He used to go somewhere when he was out of the house. The initial goal is where but will eventually stop where it used to be or do something first. Gina was used to it.
Currently Gina is also not wanting to ask Surya will stop by where and will do what. He is really lazy to think and talk right now. Until finally Surya's car stopped in front of the fence of a house. This time Gina began to wonder whose house they were visiting.
"Whose house?" Gina asked Surya who opened the car door.
"My house, Miss." Surya answered and then went down and closed the car door again.
Gina watched Surya from where he sat. Surya unlocks the fence and makes Gina sure it is his home. Since they got married, this time Surya invited them to his house. Gina felt a bit strange about Surya's treatment this time. He knew it was not mandatory for Surya to take himself to his own home because of the pretend relationship they had. But somehow Surya suddenly brings Gina to his house.
From inside the car with the engine still on, Gina saw the front of the house Surya fenced high with a material dominated by boards. After opening the fence, Surya returned to the car and put his car into the yard. Gina pours over a house with a few courtyards but is filled with red roses that are in bloom. It looked like a garden full of green and red.
"Why should we go to your house?"
"I have to put some groceries down, Miss."
After parking her car, Surya got off the car followed by Gina. Surya took his groceries in the trunk and walked towards the door of the house. Gina who was originally waiting for Surya on the other side of the car, now follows him as well. Surya opened the door and the first one to smell Gina was the apple-scented roam. Maybe the home room scented Surya scented apples. So that when entering the house that caught Gina's sense of smell is a fresh aroma and wants Gina to breathe for a long time.
Surya entered the room more inward, it seemed like it was the kitchen area. Gina stopped in a minimalist room with a white dining table and mint chairs. One side of the wall is also a mint color. Not much different from the living room which also gives a touch of mint color in some corners, walls and also sofa pillows that make the living room was not impressed ordinary. After enjoying the mint feel in the two rooms of Surya's house, Gina walked to find where Surya had gone. Then Gina found Surya who was putting the food ingredients she bought earlier in the refrigerator. From where she stood, Gina saw the contents of Surya's two-door refrigerator neatly arranged.
"It's not you put in either?" Point Gina at a bag of groceries on the kitchen table.
"No Miss, it's for our dinner."
"Our dinner?" Gina was astonished by Surya's words. Surya simply replied with a smile and then picked up the apron next to the refrigerator in the kitchen.
"Who told you I agreed to dinner here?" Gina's eyes followed Surya who was busy preparing his cooking tools.
"So you agreed when I asked to stop by here first." Surya replied while lighting the stove in front of him.
"That's because I don't know where you're going to drop by."
"So, since you've agreed so I think you will. Besides, it seems like Miss is also in need of a new atmosphere lately. So I brought you here."
"You know it so much."
"Right, so let me be the pretentious one this will make your day unusual. You need to go where you've never been and eat other foods I've cooked." Hearing that Gina's heart suddenly tingled again.
He knew Surya might just want to comfort him and do good to him but Gina's heart still flowered to get the phrase from Surya. Gina felt so stupid. The conversation Surya and Hanna had heard earlier should have been enough for her to know how Surya really was but Gina seemed to not care about it. He began to be comfortable with Surya and his joy grew more and more at this time. He did not want to ruin his own mood that began to fall in love again. Gina is increasingly convinced by her decision to get Surya's heart, not just her good treatment.
All right, whatever you're doing behind my back, you obviously have to take responsibility for what you've done to me with your attention. It's all over. I already liked you. I will not yield to him who is currently your lover. I I'll be the bad woman and take you from her. It's not my fault but your fault that made me fall in love with you. Inner Gina promised herself very confidently as she walked closer to Surya.