Teach Me (Naina)
Chapter 89 The Sacrifice of Naina I

(Before Alfin's arrival to the hospital)

Under the catapult tree, on a roadside bench, he sat down and occasionally rubbed his face. Precisely, water is constantly falling from both eyelids.

"Oh my God, what should I do? Why do I always make people feel sad? Why do I always make other people's lives difficult? Why?" Naina muttered softly, how painful her heart was every time Aminah's words were in her ears.

During the day, the sun was not too hot. There were a lot of children playing by the side of the road, but it did not keep Naina's heart entertained. He dissolved in the pain that gripped his soul.

"Why should I meet Alfin if I finally get a gini?" Naina's sobs were getting more and more bitter, both her shoulders were shaken violently.

He rubbed his face, lifting it up to see which direction he should go. Naina bit her lips, her heart restlessly wrapped in agitation. The situation left him confused, and unable to make a choice.

"Aragh!"

A little girl who was squealing from a fall grabbed his attention. Why is it suddenly raining? The sun is clearly hanging in the sky. This once again confused Naina.

The little girl moved, and kept pushing her frail legs against the rain and the wet mud. Many times he was about to slip, but he did not give up. Under the torrential rain, tears mixed with water from the sky. Blending into one, fused in the hope that the little girl's heart carried.

"Mother! Mom, Nai came to beg Mom."

The whining sound of the little girl in front of a shop, jerking Naina's daydream. He looked around, things were different. Naina is drawn to her childhood, where she once struggled to accept an apology from Seira.

"Mom, please excuse Nai's mother. Forgive me if you have something wrong, Nai does not want to lose mom. Nai doesn't want Nai's mother. Please excuse Nai's mother, Mom."

"Please excuse Nai's mother, ma'am. For a few days, my mother did not want to eat, her body was also hot. I didn't stop apologizing to Seira. I keep apologizing, that's all that comes out of my mouth. Nai please, Mom. Sorry Mom."

"Nai does not know what mistakes you have made, but Nai does not want to lose her mother. Nai doesn't want Nai's mother. Maybe if I accept her forgiveness, Nai's mother wants to eat and be healthy again. Sorry mom, sorry mom."

Naina's body collapsed, sitting on the ground. The shadow of his childhood is back. When Lita is sick, when she has to run in the rain, when her little legs slip and fall, when her tears spill mixed with rain water, as she appeals to Seira to apologize Lita.

Isn't she a strong girl? Her small shoulders were smashed by a heavy weight, but she stood still and stayed on top of those two frail little feet.

The longing is pent up, it is growing. Miss the figure of a mother who always hugs him when sad. Longing for the words of Lita who always advises her to be a good girl, who obeys religion, who only relies on God.

Naina was stunned, both hands squeezed the grass until the ground filled her fingernails. The real situation is not raining, Naina is stuck on the side of the road. No matter being a spectacle.

"Mother! Why do you live with Nai alone? Why do you have to go first from Nai, Mom? Please Nai, Mother. Nai needs Mom!" Her crying is heartbreaking.

Some children stop playing because they hear the sound. Other spies also patrolled a pitiful figure on the side of the road who scavenged the ground with his hands.

Naina did not even care about everything that passed by on the street looking strangely at her. She was a strong woman, already since a dozen years ago, she had already been gilded with a certain amount of suffering.

"Rise, Son! You're a strong woman." A voice similar to Lita's voice burrowing in her ears, a voice arising from hallucinations due to longing for the figure of the mother.

"Nai strong girl, Mom. Nai is a strong boy. Don't worry, Nai can definitely deal with all this. Nai kangen with Mother," he said, who returned sobbing before leaving the place.

"I can't give up, I can't keep quiet. Alfin sacrificed a lot for me. Now, I have to sacrifice for him. O God, strengthen my heart. Strengthen my faith, may what I do get ridho from You." Naina rubbed her face which still wanted to let down the crying.

"Truly, my life, my death, is for God alone. I give to You, O God. Don't leave me, Rob. It hurts because the whole world has left me, it won't hurt if you stay away from me."

Naina forces sadness to get out of the heart, expelling thoughts that make her weak. He walked while gathering courage as well as confidence within him. A journey that will not be easy to go through, a journey that will give him a lot of wisdom.

He stopped a public transport, boarded it and sat quietly. Naina's heart was still fumbling for strength to confirm her decision.

"Stop, Sir!" exclaim Naina when she arrives at her destination.

He went down and paid the fare, having turned to face the building he wanted to reach. Naina sighed deeply, dismissing any doubts that appeared about to prevent her. The foot of the level began to step, step by step until it arrived in front of the door that was always open.

"Is there anything we can help you with?" greet the two men in uniform who are in charge of sitting in front, as the receptionist.

"I want to swipe the prisoner" answered Naina confidently.

"Oh, please!"

Naina nodded her head, coming to that place was not easy. Moreover, the real purpose is not to want to swipe, but ....

"Naaina!" reprimand Bas who coincidentally saw the girl.

"Bas! I want to make a confession" he said, calming the rebellious heart.

"Confession?" Bas forehead frowned confused. Naina had already made a confession before, telling her everything that happened.

"Yes, everything that's going on is a mistake, Bas. You must listen to me and trust me!" firmly Naina despite having to resist the shakes in oral. He smiled bitterly, the slowly falling water could not be held back.

The bus looked at the sad face before him, trying to find the purpose and purpose of Naina coming. However, there was nothing to be seen, let alone read from Naina's serious expression.

Bas sighed, then said, "Alright. Come on, into the room!" He took Naina to the investigation room.

For the second time, the girl sat face to face with a team of case investigators. The bus stood not far from them, staring in curiosity at what Naina was carrying.

"Please, what do you want to say?" said the man sitting opposite Naina.

The girl lowered her head, breathing deeply. Continue to convince her heart that what she decides is the best. The bus waited impatiently, as were the impatient readers. Forgive Author.