Tear Flower
Chapter 113

Accidents that occurred on the big road K City became a byword among the public. The incident killed three victims, two men and one woman.

Police and medical personnel arrived at the site quickly. They worked together to bring the three bodies to the hospital for an autopsy. There were also many reporters covering the fatal accident.

The sky had suddenly turned gray with dark clouds dominating. The strong winds coming added to the dramatic situation that occurred.

Police lines were spread to prevent people from approaching the scene. The people present are so curious about the condition of the victims, especially blowing the wrong news from them is a famous pianist.

Ayana who is still there does not know if the situation ahead is really not funny. He was still trying to calm himself with the scene he had seen earlier.

The entire body felt weak and vibrated violently. He had not expected to see such a terrifying sight right before his eyes.

A few minutes later the car window suddenly knocked on someone. Ayana who was still ducking was shocked at the instant of the action.

His body stiffened even more as his mind went everywhere.

"Darling ... Ayana, open this door, Mas." The husband's voice.

Ayana flinched and slowly straightened her body then turned her head to the side. Tears returned to watch the worry on Zidan's face.

"Open the door, honey," he said.

With a great shaking hand Ayana pressed the button to unlock the car. After that Zidan pulled it wide open.

He sat down next to his wife who was staring at him while crying.

Zidan instantly pulled Ayana gently into a warm embrace making sobs slowly sound heartbreaking.

Moments later, Zidan let go of a hug and wiped away the trail of tears on his red cheeks.

The husband and wife looked at each other.

"Can you still walk? I'm carrying yah?" bargain Zidan while cupping his wife's jaw and stroking her gently.

Ayana shook her head quickly. "It's okay, I can still walk," he replied in a hoarse voice.

"You sure?" ask Zidan to make sure.

"Em, I'm so sure."

After that Zidan embraces Ayana's waist carrying her out of the car. Instantly the noise and hubbub caught sight.

Ayana tried rolling her eyeballs again seeing the incident right in front. He again felt his body shivering strongly, Zidan who was beside him immediately embraced warmly.

The two could only look in silence watching what happened just a moment ago. The unexpected event was as fast as lightning struck giving a terrible event, especially to those who recognized it.

...***...

The clock has shown at half-seven in the evening, Ayana and Zidan are already in the hospital sitting side by side clasping each other's hands tightly.

Ayana is already tired and tired of having to be in the same place for the umpteenth time. His essence focused on the downward staring cold marble floor was attached to a mixed feeling.

At the hospital, he lost his baby, suffered depression and trauma, Zidan confessed, and now the woman who was once his honey lives there.

Zidan who was sitting next door also turned to watch the silence of his wife. Ayana's rolling eyeballs looked at the pagutan fingers of their fingers who were embracing each other strongly.

"All will be well, you don't have to worry. We entrust everything to God" said Zidan making Ayana gasp.

Zidan has really changed and is now a very good priest for him. Since they returned with the husband who always reminded to attach importance to worship.

"Thank you, God," he said only to be able to.

A moment passed, the door in front of them opened. A man poking out made the two of them immediately move from sitting.

"How, Mas?" ask Ayana directly.

"Alhamdulillah, Bella survived. The three people reported dead were from another car, so the victims of the accident were four people. One of them was Bella, she ... the only survivor but, she had broken bones in both her legs and also" Danieal stopped her speech just like that.

"Ten of his fingers were crushed and could no longer be used to play the piano. He has to retire early" Danieal said.

"Astahgfirullahaladzim, how did that happen?" muttered Ayana staring in any direction.

"Possibly, his hand was wedged between the body of the car," the brother said.

Ayana smothered her mouth gaping, not believing in the condition experienced by the pianist.

...***...

After being in the hospital for a long time, Ayana and Zidan decide to go home.

Along the way Ayana was silent a thousand languages made the husband more worried. Time and again Zidan turned his head to the side watching him.

Ayana from earlier continued to look outwards avoiding the gaze of the man next door.

"Darling, are you okay?" ask Zidan to open the conversation.

"I'm the one who caused Bella the accident. I'm the one who's responsible. I-"

"Fuckin!" Call Zidan a little raise the voice, the one with the name gasps and goes back to silence.

"You should never blame yourself, this was an accident. Bella deserves it. Since he wasn't carefully driving, we saw him ourselves. Mas, Bening, Gibran, and Haikal followed you. Don't you remember?" zidan said.

Ayana was still silent for a few seconds, until then her head in hijab nodded slowly. He had just remembered that his arrival in the city was not alone.

There was the husband and also his three other colleagues who accompanied. They're watching from afar not wanting to make things more precarious.

They also did not expect that Bella would escape so quickly without letting Ayana explain her arrival.

"You want to see Bella, because you care about her, right? Mas told you that Bella's problem was to let the police take care of it, but ... why don't you want to report the matter?" ask Zidan back.

"Because as a fellow woman and also .. the woman you've been in your life, I want to see her sober. Only that ... no more," retorted Ayana still firmly in her position.

Zidan was silent and digested the words of his wife. He refocused himself forward while driving slowly.

Silence struck, there was only the roar of the car engine accompanying the two. Ayana looked up at the dark clouds above the night sky.

Its concentration removes the beauty of the moon and the stars that hide there. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"What ... Do you know if Bella ever conceived your child?" ask Ayana suddenly.

Instantly Zidan widened his gaze of disbelief. He stepped on the strong gas until the vehicle they were riding stopped.

Ayana turned her head to the left side where Zidan was staring straight ahead.

"Bella was once pregnant with your son, Mas, but .. she aborted her fetus" Ayana explained.

Zidan was still silent with a serious look. This was the first time he had heard the news from his now beloved wife.

He pulled the car over and kept them both there.

"I don't know," she nervously opened her voice again.

"Em, Bella did hide it. The reason he aborted the baby .. for not wanting to lose the popularity of his rising career." Ayana looked up at the ceiling of the four-wheeled vehicle.

"An innocent child should be a victim of selfishness" he continued.

Hearing the last words, Zidan looked next to watch Ayana's rancid lips curl up just like that.

He knew there were still traces of the past in his wife. Because after all the painful events can never be erased just like that.

Zidan could only clench both hands on his lap while looking down deeply.