Tear Flower
Chapter 55's
Arfan sculpted a statue that had just been finished in the chisel. After listening to Ayana's story, she felt even more guilty.
Indirectly he helped hurt Ayana over the game Zidan and Bella at that time. He squeezed both strong hands channeling anger at the two people.
"How could they be so cruel? I never thought that Bella and Zidan would be able to take that to Ayana? How can a father kill his own son? I really don't think, and why should I be involved in it?" Arfan fumbled, stared at the floor guts below him, and rubbed his huffed face.
"There's nothing to be sorry about, it's all happened. As much as possible we have to understand Ayana's condition lest she feel constrained, especially in her memories in the past," replied Danieal who also knew if Arfan was Bella's ex-lover.
"You're a good man. Your decision to leave that woman was a very good one. Hopefully you can get a replacement," Celia said cheeringly.
Arfan smiled warmly and nodded briefly. "Thank you, Madam. I'm really sorry I loved that snake woman. I think that after he split with Zidan our relationship will improve, in fact it will get worse. Bella just used my treasure, she .. more obsessed with career alone."
"What's? Zidan and Bella are separated?" danieal was surprised.
"Did you just know? They had been separated for a long time, well a year ago," Arfan replied again.
Danieal turned his face and looked at the marble under him. "It's okay lately that he's been chasing Ayana again. Is it possible that he's lonely or really sorry?"
"We don't know what his intentions are like.we have to prevent him from meeting Ayana" Arfan said.
"Mamah agrees, Ayana can't see him again" Celia later said.
"You guys take it easy, I won't let her see Ayana again. Even today Ayana has gotten a farewell letter. He wants to officially divorce from Zidan" he said.
Arfan and Celia were shocked to hear that. They say nothing and hope Ayana's decision can make her better.
Upstairs, Ayana starts to open her petals again. Soreness spread on the right wrist making him lift slowly and see there is an infusion attached there.
He let out a heavy sigh and closed his eyes again using his left arm. Unknowingly tears flowed down the hijab that was in his presence.
His feelings have improved from earlier. He can control himself again and not get carried away.
"O Allah, what should I do?" mumbled wailing.
...***...
Morning, the weather was very clear today. The blue sky stretched wide with clouds and the sun shining brightly.
Ayana who was enjoying breakfast was fed by her mother and was surprised by the arrival of someone.
"You're sober?" ask that hoarse voice.
Ayana and Celia turned to the door to find Arfan folding his hands in front of his chest while leaning against the doorway. A charming smile is triggered to increase good looks.
He then walked over and shook Celia's hands gently. "Can I feed him, Mah?" door's warm.
Celia who last night asked Arfan to call him Mamah nodded. He handed the man a bowl of porridge and got out of the chair.
"May prepare fruits for you first, well" he said as he stroked his daughter's pale cheeks.
Nonetheless they left the door open and many of the house assistants went back and forth around.
"Thank you for last night" Ayana said.
Arfan who was about to scoop the porridge stopped instantly. His round head looked up to find a pair of moon beads looking at him fixedly.
"Ah, that ..it's okay Ayana. It is precisely I who apologized for touching you without permission. I panicked when I got you passed out on the street," he said regretfully.
Ayana shook her head slowly and turned her face away. He looked straight ahead where there was a large LCD television there. He saw her sad self-reflection.
"I'm sure you heard it all last night. Aren't I pathetic? I came to the man who ruined my life. It's so sad, I failed to be a strong woman" raced Ayana.
Arfan placed the half-living bowl of porridge on the nightstand next to him. He then looked at Ayana who was still in her position.
"No Ayana, you're wrong. You are not a pathetic woman.You are an amazing woman. You are able to fight that pain by coming to the source."
"You're a charming and tough woman. There is no need to be strong to live everything ourselves, because we have God. Almighty God will take care of us" Arfan replied, drawing Ayana's attention.
The head in the hijab turned to the side looking at the warm eyes there. The words he had just heard were also resounding.
"Well, I'm right. I get too carried away and think pessimistically like this" she forced a smile.
"It's good that you keep smiling and prove to them that .. you are able to stand up to the pain they are giving."
"Don't show your weakness again. I'm happy to see you tough and undaunted in the face of problems, especially when dealing with Bella," Arfan said.
"Bella and Zidan separated a year ago. Maybe the goal is coming for you-"
"What's? They're separated?" Serobot Ayana fast.
"That's right, they were officially divorced one year ago" Arfan explained.
Ayana did not believe the information she had just obtained. He did not expect that the woman who was always proud of Zidan was released just like that.
"I heard that Zidan already knew why Bella married him. The woman took advantage of Zidan's popularity solely to boost his popularity in the world of music," said Arfan again.
Ayana just grunted softly and then turned to the left side where the large window showed the outside view.
A glimmer of light he gets when he finds out that Zidan has separated from Bella. He wanted to laugh out loud but was undone, for it was not good to laugh over the suffering of others.
"Is karma dancing in his life right now? No, the recompense for what they did is coming. O God of servants, I will leave all these problems to You alone. And help me to truly forgive them. Give kindness to both, "the monologue in mind.
There will be no rainbow before the rain. There will be no smile without crying. Good and bad have time to come.
Be patient and confident that God will give his best after the pain. Losing is natural, because what is in the grasp is not our whole.
Crying is natural, because there is a sense of tightness that must be removed. Then welcome a new day with a smile.