Tear Flower
The Chapter 114
The rain came without being prevented, the water fell from the sky so fiercely that it hit the car that was pulled over on the side of the road.
The wind blew also accompanied her dark that night. The cold air also greeted the classic memories that were present.
Slowly Ayana's eyelids closed hiding her nettle iris. Zidan looked up again to see the peaceful face of his wife.
"Maybe with Bella aborting the content .. it's karma for me. Because ... I've killed our son" Zidan said in a voice that grew louder.
Hearing these words Ayana opened her eyes as quickly as she could. He looked at the husband again who was looking at him with regretful eyes.
At the corner of the painter's ripe lips was raised slowly. His eyes were sharp as if the incident that was almost two years back had happened yesterday.
"Why do you say that? Are you really sorry right now?" ask Ayana directly.
Without dodging Zidan nodded his head. "Very .. I'm so sorry. I regret what I did that killed our son."
Instantly Ayana was flabbergasted to see tears falling on the two dark beads. This was the first time he had seen Zidan cry just for him.
"It is very painful to know that our fleshly blood just left before it could be born into the world. Sometimes"
Ayana's words immediately stopped when the husband hugged her tightly. He felt Zidan's body tremble violently with sobs slowly.
"I'm sorry .. I'm really sorry Ayana, I made our son die. I-"
"Shut, it goes without saying that everything has happened" Ayana said later.
"I'm a really bad husband and father. I was too consumed by Bella's talk"
"Do not blame others, everything that happens is possible .. indeed it is his destiny, and again .. sorry can not change the situation or .. return our dead child," reply Ayana who again cut off the speech of the husband.
Slowly his two slender arms stretched out in return for the embrace of his life partner.
The fingers gently caressed her husband's burly back. Zidan gasped and wept more and more deeply.
"I'm sorry, honey. That time was not with you at the moment .. You really need my presence," said Zidan again shriek. "Even I blame you for what happened to our son who was clearly the culprit .. myself."
"That's what you were before, don't need to be discussed anymore. Sorry I can't bring our son back either" Ayana replied saying the same thing both times.
Zidan let go of the hug while cupping his wife's two soft shoulders. Their views meeting each other again spread novelty.
The pianist nodded his head many times holding back the claustrophobic mingled happily.
"I promise from now on that I will make you happy. I want us to be real husband and wife and build a family with you and our children."
Soft warm words swept away the hearing that instantly calmed the soul.
Ayana just nodded without saying another word. They come back to each other warmly channeling the deepest feelings.
...***...
A few days later after Bella's accident happened, Ayana always routinely visited and prayed for the good of the woman.
There was not the slightest hint of resentment or hatred in the look in his eyes. Everyone, especially the husband, is confused by his behavior.
"Today you want to go to the hospital again?" ask Zidan over breakfast.
Ayana who was putting a spoonful of rice into her mouth turned her head for a moment.
"When do you want? Bella has hurt you so many times. Why do you still want to see him?" ask Zidan back, astonished.
Ayana put the spoon on the plate staring fixedly at the husband.
"Because I'm just trying to forgive myself for not taking too much revenge on Bella. Even though he has hurt me many times, but if I do the same .. am I no different from him?"
"I'm just a sinner who doesn't escape the blame for it. . I'm also trying to improve the life I'm living. Hopefully with me forgive their mistakes ... Allah forgives my sins" Ayana Long said.
Hearing all his words made Zidan dumbfounded. He finished his breakfast and looked at his wife.
"I'm really lucky to get you again. Thank you for the opportunity you gave me. I'm asking for ma-"
Ayana immediately placed her index finger in front of her husband's lips. At once Zidan's speech stopped.
"I told you not to say sorry again. Hearing it was like the events you had done happened yesterday. I try to forget and don't remind her anymore, so stop apologizing" Ayana said.
Zidan nodded his head quickly, "Em, thank you," he replied briefly.
Late in the afternoon, Ayana returned to the hospital accompanied by Zidan. The couple visited Bella's hospital room.
The fifth floor became his goal, they walked hand in hand to reach where he was.
Not long after the sound of screaming from the direction of Bella's room sounded loud, hurriedly Ayana and Zidan ran over.
Instantly both were surprised to find the pianist already conscious. They saw Bella clutching Doctor Danieal's shirt to make the owner look crowded.
"What did you just say, HUH? I can't possibly experience all this. YOU MUST BE KIDDING ME, RIGHT?" his screams ignited emotions while pushing and pulling many times the clothes that Danieal was wearing.
"Call Miss Bella, this is all out of our control. The accident that hit you a few days ago .. resulted in all your fingers can not be used to play the piano again. Although it can be cured, but not completely back to the original and. finger fingers it can not be used excessively or otherwise-" Danieal deliberately decided his speech briefly.
He saw the look of angry and disappointed eyes on the patient's bead.
"Your hand cannot be used forever, or worse. Both of your legs also have broken bones and crumpled. For that I suggest you follow the treatment periodically," explained the doctor who immediately made Bella silenced.
A bolt of lightning struck in broad daylight Danieal's explanation made him freeze.
Tears flowed unbearably on both cheeks, Bella was still like a chunk of ice. His life was shattered into pieces getting his current condition.
Not long after, Ayana and Zidan appeared. Instantly it made the two people in the room look in the same direction.
Bella's wet bead is perfectly widened. It grew emotional to find the hijab-wearing woman there.
"GO! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE ANYMORE! GO YE! I'M SICK OF IT, I HATE IT!" Bella screamed, revolted, trying to repel the figure of Ayana.
The painter only looked silently at Bella who was on a rampage. As much as Danieal's energy was holding himself back from attacking Ayana.
Moreover, the condition of Bella who is still unstable makes the doctor worried. Many times Danieal gives quiet words so that his patients do not rebel too much that endangers themselves.
However, Bella does not heed the statement and continues to try to get out of bed to expel the whereabouts of her classmates.
"This is how I was at that time," Ayana thought as she continued to look at Bella clinging to memories of the past.
Zidan who was beside him also looked at the two women in turn, while Danieal still tried to calm him down.