Tear Flower
Chapter 48's
The gray cloud again ushered in another story. Without any wind, the trees around stood still watching the feud of two people there.
The situation is still shrouded in disappointment, Ayana continues to be silent not to interfere. He saw Bella shed more tears.
The woman cried and cried without saying a word. He then turned to Arfan who showed a guilty face.
He knows it is not easy to just let go of someone, even more so have many memories knitted together.
Not just for a year or two, but for eight years. There must have been a lot of sacrifices that Arfan made for Bella.
I don't know what the reason was that the couple decided to separate. Ayana also can't believe that Bella is playing with fire behind Zidan.
"So, Bella's been lying to Zidan? She really is an amazing woman," he thought again.
"Well, I'll give you a chance to talk. Then I-" Not yet Ayana finished talking, suddenly Arfan clutching his wrist made him stop.
Ayana was wide-eyed and tried to break away. However, Arfan did not let it go and continued to hold his arm firmly.
"Don't go, I beg you." The shrill voice laden with requests sounded clear.
Bella wiped away the rough tears looking at the two people before her. He watched the warm gaze of the ex-lover lead to Ayana.
His lips trembled at their familiarity. He knew that now Arfan was craving another woman. The tightness in his chest grew stronger as he saw for himself how Ayana also responded.
Without saying anything, Bella left from there carrying pain. Seeing that, Arfan quickly let go of his grip.
"I'm sorry," he said regretfully, Ayana nodded in understanding.
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One by one visitors come to enliven the magnolia gallery. The owner was sitting with the businessman and a handsome painter in the corner of the room accompanied by two glasses of green tea.
The fragrant aroma of the green drink also calms the anxiety. Arfan took a brief sip and put it back down.
"I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to touch you. I'm so sorry." Arfan lowered his head in not being able to have to look at his interlocutor.
Ayana watched him in silence. He knew what the man wanted, but he did not expect to come into contact with him.
"It's okay, I get it. Thank you for standing up for me, too," Ayana said pulling her attention again.
Arfan was moved for a moment, "I'm really sorry."
"It's okay," retorted Ayana did not want to discuss it anymore.
The crowd was created when some of the visitors talked about what had happened last night.
News of who Ghazella Arsyad was spread everywhere. Not infrequently they asked him directly and without dodging Ayana answered all the curiosity.
"So, are you really the ex-wife of Zidan Ashraf? S-so you've been alive and well?" tanya Arfan has no power to stem curiosity.
Ayana nodded her ass without hesitation. "Yes that's right, I'm not dead and still in good health." He also sipped his green tea briefly.
"Why? Why did you fake death?" ask Arfan again.
Arfan stared fixedly at Ayana waiting and waiting for what the woman was going to say next.
"The two pianists" he continued briefly.
"So ... do you want revenge on them?" Arfan asked another question.
Now Ayana snorted violently and looked back at him. Seeing the look of the eyes that turned serious and deep, the businessman was flabbergasted.
"Revenge? What right do I have to avenge them with these two hands?" Ayana raised her hand just like that.
"I just want to retaliate against myself who used to be so weak and so easily oppressed. I want to prove to myself that .. I can be strong and stand every test that comes. I don't want to see them on top of my suffering anymore" firmly and clearly the pain she endured was conveyed behind the words.
Arfan was surprised, his mind was gambled with his heart racing. He did not expect if he had been involved in their problems all this time.
He then looked down and took a long breath. Ayana frowned in not understanding the change in attitude of the interlocutor.
"Mas why?" tanyanya.
Arfan pulled himself back and rubbed his huffed face. "You know, as long as you're married to Zidan, I'm indirectly involved in it."
"I helped Bella to use her husband. However, he was foolishly consumed by the game that Bella did."
"Zidan got into his diabolical plan without thinking of anything. Bella used her popularity to make her famous."
"Until they are predicted as a harmonious couple from the world of classical music. You know ... that long Bella was actually in a relationship with me. Maybe you've heard, too, if we've been together for eight years."
"In the meantime, he used me to help financially. Even though he is also actually a person, but I don't think about it. Because I used to love him so much and don't care what he did." Arfan recounts a past that made him look stupid only incited by love alone.
"I don't know if .. I hurt you, too" he said. "I just know that Zidan already has a wife named Ayana without knowing who you really are."
Hearing that, Ayana's lips curved perfectly. He saw a look of regret on that handsome face.
He can also imagine how slumped in the position of Arfan, when the woman he loved even betrayed.
"It's okay, it's all over. I am also learning to forget completely .. I also realize that it is not easy to forget someone's mistakes. However, it's obvious that right now I don't care anymore."
"Too many mistakes made by them, but .. I also did not escape from khilaf and wrong. Perhaps God was rebuking me not to be too face-to-face with other than Him. Until ... He took my son again, no. My son went away because he was eliminated by his own father." Tears cannot be blocked.
Every time she talked about the child, Ayana would cry and cry. He could still feel how painful it was to get the news of not wearing it. Miscarriage is the most painful word like a sword piercing the deepest heart.
Added to the husband who just blamed it only aggravated the pain. Until he knows the truth, which plan was carried out by Zidan and Bella.
The pain continues to increase when no one can treat the wound at the bottom of the heart.
The people around him were busy with their lives. The decision to leave everything in the capital became the best choice.
Until the year changed, Ayana returned and became another figure. He hopes that with his change there will be no one who can demean or play tricks on him anymore.
He hopes the child can be placed on the best side and see the struggle of his mother up there. Because there was nothing Ayana could hope for since her baby left.