Tear Flower
THE SEASON 3 CHAPTER 10
"Ayan... Ayana... AYANA!"
Call Jasmine many times when you find the woman next to her daydreaming from earlier.
Ayana's words that have been spoken are still floating without certainty.
The hope that he gave had not received a definite answer, instead making Ayana fall into a daydream.
"Wanna? Are you okay?" jasmine asked worriedly.
"Ah, yes. I'm fine. Why are you asking like that?" ask Ayana.
Jasmine turned her head again forward looking at the wall there.
"Are you thinking about my condition right now?"
Silence struck, Ayana could not answer the question these two. He confirmed in silence, because from now on Jasmine was in his mind.
Finding the silence of the interlocutor, Jasmine also snorted softly. He smiled at the sight of how painful life he had been through.
"Don't pity me like that. I-"
"No Jasmine, I don't think at all like that. Instead, I want to help you," Ayana quickly cut.
Jasmine turned to him again scanning the look in Ayana's eyes and there were no lies there.
"Why? Why do you want to help me?"
"I told you, I'm just like you. I-"
"NO! WE ARE NOT AT ALL THE SAME. YOU AND I ARE DIFFERENT... YOU HAVE A SWEET LIFE, AND I? Keep locked and chained like an animal," said Jasmine excited and soft at the end.
He squeezed the blanket that covered part of his body while ducking in hiding the sadness.
Drops upon drops of falling tears soaked the fist. Jasmine cried bitterly to the point that her thin body trembled violently.
Ayana who witnessed it also took a hit. There have been too many stories in the dark record of a Jasmine in the face of life problems.
Maybe there was no sweetness that he had soaked all this time, thought Ayana.
His outstretched right hand was about to wipe his frail back, but it floated in midair and retracted.
He did not want to disturb the solitude of Jasmine who was still confined in another dimension.
"No Jasmine, I'm not that lucky. I'm saying this is not comparing who's more pathetic. Do you want to hear my story?" ayana asked, Jasmine just silently did not respond.
Ayana pulled both corners of the lips to understand the meaning of silence.
"I was an orphan. My parents died when I was ten years old.I believe they died in an accident."
"Year after year change, until reality slaps hard if the facts I get are not in sync with the real condition."
"Father and mother died deliberately. They were killed by being burned with eight others in a company."
"My heart was devastated to learn who was behind the murder. You know who that is?" Ayana chuckled softly containing a wound in it, Jasmine who was silently aware of it.
"He's a man I've always had to respect, but treated me badly. She is the grandmother of my own husband."
After hearing the explanation, Jasmine raised her head and turned to Ayana who had drained the clear liquid.
He removed it violently while returning to a bitter laugh.
"Before everything was revealed, my marriage with my husband did not go smoothly. I get less wearing treatment until at last" Ayana could not resist the pain and just cry.
The slow chatter that Jasmine heard resuscitated, if even Ayana had a dark past.
His hands stretched out rubbing the painter's shoulders several times. Having such warm treatment, Ayana was pensive and involuntarily stopped crying.
"If you can't do it, don't go on" he said.
Ayana shook her head slowly then carried Jasmine's hand and held it tightly.
"I lost the baby we had been dreaming of, and it was done by my husband. Even with a stand he gave me honey, that is, my own friend."
"After the miscarriage, I left all the wounds and got the incident of not wearing it. In the end, God gave me a brother as an intermediary to help me."
"Until that time God awakened my husband and we corrected the mistakes made in the past."
"I also had depression and trauma, to the point of changing identity so that it could not be recognized by him anymore. Ghazella Arsyad that was my name at the time."
Hearing the name Jasmine gasped, in disbelief. He looked back at every word the painter spoke.
"But God's destiny says something else... God healed me while reuniting us, plus.I got a new family."
"The long journey to achieve all this is not easy, but I'm sure you can too, Jasmine," Ayana said at the end of the story.
Time and again Jasmine was stunned to hear all the barrage of stories that an Ayana had experienced. It is not much different from him either.
Losing is the saddest and most surprising thing to experience. However, in it presents a lesson to be mature about everything.
After her age understood enough, Jasmine was told that her parents had died from the war.
His uncle said only a group of bad guys were after their family fortune, which ultimately killed most of the family members, including his parents.
Fortunately, he was saved by the arrival of his uncle.
"I'm so sorry for what you've been through, Ayana. Honestly, these last two years you've been my inspiration."
"Even though I have only seen you for a moment, but the words you gave me on that night of appreciation have inspired me."
"I want to fly free without any rules, but I'm afraid. I-"
"There's nothing to be afraid of, Jasmine. As long as God is our hand, no one can defeat him" Ayana said.
He was also surprised if his figure had inspired others. In silence he thanked God. Because it's all thanks to the help of Divine Rabbi.
"At that time I also held fast, asking God for help to open all the truth. For twenty years the secret of my parents' death, God revealed everything to its roots."
"God launched all our quests, God gave us the path we took, until at last the doer got his reward."
"If Allah helps you, then no one can defeat you, but if Allah allows you (not helping), then who can help you after that? Therefore, let the believers of Allah rely on Allah. (Q.L. Ali' Imran: 160.)"
"I held fast to that verse, until at last God really helped us. Allah is All-Good, Most Merciful, Most Merciful" Ayana said at length.
Jasmine was again stunned, amazed and amazed at the extraordinary thoughts of an Ayana.
He had never had that power and immediately cried down.
Ayana who was panicking saw him hurriedly climbed onto the bed and rubbed his back many times.
Unexpectedly, Jasmine hugged him tightly spilling all the chaos on her shoulders.
Ayana smiled and returned the embrace was no less powerful. As a fellow woman especially getting an incredible life story, Ayana could feel as much as what Jasmine was currently in.
"You can definitely get through it," Ayana muttered encouragingly.
Jasmine simply nodded slowly in response.
From outside the room, Zidan and Danieal listened to them. Both of them were moved and proud of the achievements that Ayana managed to pass.
"I love so much, Ayana," said Zidan, wiping his tears away.
Danieal who saw it just smiled.