Tear Flower
THE SEASON 3 CHAPTER 26
Day after day passed, month after month changed rapidly.
Anything that comes could come back someday.
Just like the events that befall life.
Nothing is eternal, for one day time will change it for the better.
Yesterday was like the nightmare Jasmine had ever felt. It is like being in a delusion that does not know the direction and purpose.
Everything is all black there is no hope that can be achieved.
However, after the years changed, time turned, God changed the dark state to be full of color.
He meets great people who can change him for the better and show him the colors of the world.
It had been almost three months since yesterday's incident had finished, Jasmine was in Ayana's residence.
He stayed there for a while, thanks to a proposal from the painter. Jasmine who initially refused was forced to follow Ayana's wishes.
The painter who became his motivational figure has helped a lot. Not only Ayana, but also Danieal who returned to provide therapy for her to recover.
Slowly thanks to the support of the surrounding people, Jasmine gained a significant change.
He can smile and have dreams.
"Are you sure you want to use this?" Ayana held a piece of cloth behind Jasmine who was sitting in front of the dressing table.
The woman under his eyes smiled broadly.
"I'm sure, Ayana. I. want to wear the hijab before it's too late. Because now I realize I have to carry out the duty that God has commanded."
"Maybe I have that dark life, for I am far from God, but now it is slowly changing. It is your blessing that has introduced me to God. His love is amazing, Ayana. I want to get to know God more," Jasmine said, pointing a clear liquid gliding freely on both cheeks.
Ayana who heard that also smiled. He was happy to get such a happy answer.
He sat next to Jasmine and held her hands tightly.
"No Jasmine, not because of me, but... God chose you to be better and... God chose you for this test because God knows you can live it. Maybe if it happens to me, I can't be as loud and strong as you. That is why God gives you these trials and trials, because God also wants to give you the best."
"You know Jasmine, God's guidance is expensive and the devotion in His way is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand. I said it once, didn't I? If... I had been trapped in a black world, yes.I almost killed myself and defied God's terms."
"But thanks to His love and His love, God gave me a second chance to change things for the better. That is to His sinful and full servant as I have God still giving His goodness. Is not God very good?" ayana at length.
Clear crystals were pouring out remembering how the love of God that Ayana had felt all this time.
God gave good for good after the pain. Ayana is sometimes embarrassed when remembering her behavior that almost defies the above will.
The fate that God gave him was broken and trapped in the pit of despair.
However, thanks to the guidance and guidance that God gives he can run his life again and leave everything to God alone.
For he has felt that if life depends on his plan, it will be a mess, but after he has given everything to God and let God govern everything, then good for good will come.
"Say, "O My servants who are overreaching of themselves! Do not despair of the mercy of Allah. Allah forgives all sins. Verily, He is the Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."
(QS. Az-Zumar: 53)
"So, Jasmine, you should never give up on the mercy of Allah, for the door of His forgiveness is very wide" Ayana said.
Jasmine pensively, she also shed tears again. Her moon iris gaze looked at Ayana's left wrist covered with an abaya.
Seeing his gaze the painter also realized that. He waved her slowly and showed Jasmine the scars of his own actions.
"W-Why?" Call nervous.
"W-is it alright for you to show it to me?" asked Jasmine dumbfounded.
"Absolutely not, this is proof if it is not good to decide everything that God does not like. Lucky for you Jasmine God gave His guidance," Ayanas reply made Jasmine cry even more.
Without feeling any sobbing in the first floor room of the Zidan family mansion.
Ayana immediately hugged him tightly while giving a soft clap.
That's where Jasmine has been living her life for the better.
Every day he was taught to be a better person and a better Muslim. There are times when Ayana and Zidan also held a study to treat their spiritual, especially Jasmine.
Listening to the chanting of the holy verses of the Qur'an made Jasmine calmer.
Until finally the guidance came. Jasmine wants to be a Muslim.
After the sobs of the two women growled, Ayana helps Jasmine put on the hijab.
The long veil was stretched out and placed on Jasmine's head.
With a slow motion, but surely a piece of cloth stuck together, hiding his lustrous hair.
The novelty for both times was created there. Ayana could not hold back her tears anymore to see how beautiful and graceful a Jasmine in hijab and robe.
"God, you are beautiful, Jasmine." Ayana shuts her gaping mouth not believing in seeing God's creation as beautiful as it is.
"Thank God, thank you, Ayana," Jasmine replied embarrassedly, a red hue decorating her white cheeks.
"May I hug you again?" Pinta Ayana, Jasmine nodded in agreement.
The two women hugged each other and shared their happiness with each other.
Not long after, Ayana revealed Jasmine's new face to her other family.
In the living room there are already Zidan, Danieal, Bening, and his two adoptive parents arrived.
After hearing about Jasmine's condition, Celia and Adnan also took pity and did not think there were still children who were constrained by the family.
They also consider Jasmine as a family and they live together in harmony.
"Everyone look at this beautiful angel," said Ayana embracing warmly Jasmine who was looking down, embarrassed.
Those who were busy chatting were staring at him.
"God willing, beautiful" they said compactly.
Bening also ran over and directly hit Jasmine just like that.
He congratulated him on the guidance he had received.
Not only was Celia not alone, she gave the same thing. The middle-aged woman also gave Jasmine spirit-building tips.
The woman came back crying out for the kindness of people she had never thought of meeting before.
However, he believes it has become God's destiny and plan.
"Thank you, Ayana has shown me the colors of this fun world," she thought as she laughed loudly greeting one by one her family members.