Tear Flower
THE SEASON 3 CHAPTER 34
The baby has always been a complement to the lives of married couples.
Its existence is often awaited and predicted as happiness in the family.
But all of this becomes God's destiny. God will give to anyone a child, male or female according to His will. And Allah is the One who leaves one barren.
“To Allah belongs the kingdom of the heavens and the earth, He created what He wills. He gives daughters to whom He wills and gives sons to whom He wills, or He bestows both men and women (to whom) He wills, and He makes barren whom He wills. Verily He is All-Knowing, All-Powerful.” (QS. Shura Assy: 49-50).
Ayana and Zidan look at each other to explore the beauty of each eyeball.
The pianist continued to be dumbstruck, digesting all his wife's words in silence.
He was surprised and amazed at the question and request of Ayana just now.
Zidan got up from his seat, walked up to Ayana and rested right next to her.
Ayana turned her body to face her husband.
Warmly Zidan grasped Ayana's hand and gave a soft kiss on the back of her hand.
"Is that true, dear? Is it true you want us to consult a gynecologist about children?" ask Zidan to make sure.
"That's right, Mas. It doesn't hurt if we find out what's going on between us? Who knows I'm the one with the problem" said Ayana humbled.
Of course it made Zidan shake his head, rejecting the words of his beloved.
Zidan rush cupped both cheeks Ayana warm to make him stare fixedly.
"Don't say that. Do not diagnose anything without clear certainty. I'm sure there's nothing between us" said Zidan, warm and gentle.
Ayana also developed a sweet smile.
"Em, I'm sorry," he said. "Are we asleep then? I was accompanying Raima to sleep. Said Bintang Raima fussing, maybe the boy misses us," he continued.
"really? God, we've been too busy lately. We need to get closer to the boy" Zidan suggested getting a nod from his wife.
"Then we go to sleep. I'm also ugh-" Zidan stretched his leg muscles. "It's tired, honey," he continued.
Ayana agrees and the two of them move out of the room while embracing each other and go to the second floor.
...***...
Early in the morning, when the sun had just risen, Ayana, Zidan, and Raima rushed out of their residence.
The couple left the mansion to Jasmine. It is with pleasure that the woman assented while doing her pleasure there.
Along the way, Zidan's small family continued to chatter merrily. Raima is happy to be able to go with her parents.
Thirty minutes later they arrived at the cemetery. Zidan came out holding Raima and followed by Ayana.
They walked to one of the funerals there.
"Assalamu'alaikum son of Mamah. How are you doing? Today Mamah, Father, and also Dede Raima come to visit."
"Your mom really misses you, baby. Hope you calm down there. Mom and Dad are fine here. Did you see us up there?" racau Ayana on a small pile of soil among others.
Zidan who saw the interaction of his wife with the late baby was also moved. His feelings shook in light of the painful events he had done.
"Dad's really sorry" he said with regret.
Ayana who realized the words wiped away the trail of rough tears. He got up from his squat and took over Raima.
"Let's love we continue the journey" he said happily as he walked away from the cemetery.
Zidan was only able to smile briefly and stroke his baby tombstone slowly.
Thirty-five minutes later, they arrived at the hospital of the Arsyad family.
After performing a series of procedures Ayana and Zidan are waiting for a decision from the obstetrician.
"Thank God, you can get pregnant like this. I'm sure there's nothing between the two of you" said Danieal, who was playing alongside Raima.
They are currently in the children's area. Many parents play with their children there while on medication.
Ayana looked around and saw the little children running to and fro with laughter.
"I think we should have done this. So that Raima can have a new sister. Isn't Honey?" Ayana rubs her cheeks affectionately.
Raima only smiled in response to agree.
"It's good that I'm glad to hear it" Danieal said.
"Alhamdulillah, this is all Ayana's decision" Zidan explained.
"Thank God, I'm so happy for you, too" she replied.
Ayana and Zidan nodded their heads in agreement and they continued to play for a while there.
Not long after, Zidan and Ayana returned to the obstetrician's room.
With anxious expectation, the two held hands waiting for the decision to be given by the doctor.
The Mentari doctor who saw the adorable couple in front of him also smiled widely.
"Just calm down, Ayana and husband don't strain like that. There's nothing to be afraid of" Mentari said knowing the whereabouts of Danieal's sister, a fellow doctor.
Ayana and Zidan just smiled awkwardly chimed in.
A second later Mentari opened the examination results of the couple's husband and wife.
Her cherry-red lips curved to form a perfect curve.
"Thank God, what am I saying, right? There's nothing wrong with you two. So, you can get pregnant now," Mentari said giving a million hopes for married couples in front of him.
"God, Thank God, thank you very much, Doc." Ayana strangled happily.
She thought there was something in her after the miscarriage that year. However, reality is not so. It all takes time and a process that is not easy.
"Alhamdulillah. Well Doc, we'll be doing a pregnancy program soon," Zidan replied later.
Mentari's doctor just nodded.
After that, they went back to doing various procedures to do the pregnancy program.
More or less time-consuming in the hospital, Zidan's little family returned home.
Before going home, they stop by first to the game rides to invite Raima to have fun.
The one-and-a-half-year-old laughed cheerfully at being able to enjoy time with both parents, a rare thing to do with Kirana and her biological father, Ihsan.
The existence of Ayana and Zidan as parents keeps Raima from losing her affection.
The kindness given by the pair of painters and pianists was felt by Raima.
There they laughed together and enjoyed being together.
Not long after, someone surprised them.
"Aiana." Call her.
Ayana turned her head and looked up at the person right in front of her own eyes.