Tear Flower
Chapter 63
The future will come at one point. Although the heart refuses, but if the red thread is still wrapped around the same person it will come back again.
The eyelids that were originally tightly closed slowly opened. The throbbing inside his head still ached every time he blinked.
His bright brown eyeballs rolled across every corner of the room. He had a room that he was currently in.
"Why am I here? What's mas-"
"You're sober?" ask someone who was there.
Ayana turned to the right to see her brother walking closer. As his eyes widened, his brain told him to be alert.
Not long after, Danieal sat on a single sofa beside the bed diving into his sister's pale face.
There was fear, anxiety, and pain hidden neatly behind the look in those eyes. Ayana's body trembled again when the shadow a moment ago remembered in the shadow.
His head shook his head several times while squeezing a strong blanket. Ayana pulled herself closer to the head of the bed.
He avoided Danieal who tried to get closer to him. The doctor did that to check how the condition of this sister continued.
He realized that Ayana's depression was rising again. The painter unconsciously drained tears that suddenly just scoundrel forced to come out.
He shook his head and got up from lying down pulling the blanket by gripping it rough.
"Don't approach .. Don't approach me. Just go! GET OUT OF HERE!" ayana shouted to deny the existence of Danieal.
"Call Ayana, I won't hurt you. Calm down, yeah" Danieal replied as both hands raised in front of his chest.
Ayana does not believe and refuses by doing the same gesture. He was very wary of anyone who approached him.
"DON'T APPROACH ME! GO AWAYL! GET OUT OF HERE! YOU GUYS ARE EVIL ... YOU'RE ALL BAD!" His voice is getting higher.
His shout echoed in the room, Zidan who was on the first floor rushed up.
He was worried that something happened to Ayana when he heard her screams. He immediately broke through the door of the room watching the same frightened face as he had seen in the residence of President Han.
Both feet of his level stepped inwards approaching Ayana was. However, again his existence was rejected by the wife.
"GO AWAY FROM HERE! DON'T TRY TO APPROACH ME! GO ALL OF YOU! GO I SAID!" Ayana was growing rebellious and shouting loudly.
He waved a thick blanket that wrapped his thin body roughly. He got out of bed and immediately slammed into whatever was nearby.
Zidan and Danieal tried to avoid the items being pointed at them. Until accidentally the glass perfume bottle hit the forehead of the pianist until it broke, the temple was torn and bleed.
Danieal was shocked to see the scene right in front of his own eyes. Ayana's condition is getting out of control making her have to immediately calm her sister.
However, before being able to give a sedative he was again surprised by the actions taken by Zidan.
He was flabbergasted and stopped moving when he saw Zidan hugging his wife tightly. Ayana grew rebellious, trying to escape the man's confinement while shouting.
It struck, poked, clawed, the bodies of Zidan without compassion. Her husband could only quietly resign while continuing to hug Ayana's frail body.
"Can Ayana not be given a sedative? I don't want to see him injected" said Zidan Lirih.
It took about half an hour for Ayana to calm down. The woman fell asleep in her husband's arms, exhausted.
Gently and with great patience, Zidan took his wife and laid her back on the bed.
He covered her warmly then rubbed her head gently. He also wiped the sweat on Ayana's forehead attentively.
With no expression on his face, Zidan continued to do that made Danieal stunned. He does not believe in witnessing the good he does himself.
Zidan's current figure is very different from what Ayana told me. He could see earnestness and kindness coming from the look in his eyes.
There is love and regret that is also buried there. Danieal just fell silent watching the household drama of his sister.
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At this point Zidan understands that Ayana has been through many difficult times alone. He came out of the room and let him rest.
He then walked to the second floor to see Danieal sitting at the dinner table and only accompanied by a glass of warm water.
He approached and gave her a plate of fruit. The handsome doctor was dumbfounded, raising his head quickly.
"Is Ayana depressed?" ask Zidan to the point.
Danieal picked a grape and ate it slowly. "How do you know?" askalanya.
Zidan sat across from him tightly grasping a ceramic glass filled with warm water.
"I. .. have also experienced the same thing. A year ago I was depressed and hallucinating" she explained, making Danieal comment on a wry smile.
"I can see it if it's still in you. Ayana is depressed and traumatized."
"His mental condition is like that triggered by pressure as well as non-wearing events. This is done by the closest people as well as others. Ayana-"
"What do you mean someone else?" zidan asked cutting off his words.
Danieal looked straight ahead into the milk-brown eyeball. "You would never have thought if ... Ayana was almost harassed by the middle-aged man the moment she left your house."
"At that time I managed to prevent the uncivilized deeds of a grandfather and brought Ayana to heal her physical injuries. He got blisters on his hands and feet. However, after that I also found something else if Ayana was immediately depressed and traumatized."
Hearing the dark story that had been experienced by his wife made Zidan speechless. Besides being caused by her continuing to hurt Ayana, the woman almost got harassment from unknown people.
He recalled how Ayana's expression at the time of being harassed by President Han. The deeply wounded look of the wounded man clashed with him. It also made his heart hurt and sick.
Now he realized what kind of stupidity he had done to his wife. He finds Ayana with a completely chaotic mental state.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim, I am very sinful. I'm sorry I made it like this." Zidan rubbed his huffed face not caring if there are bruises and wounds there.
Danieal again realized that the invisible wound in his heart was trying to be covered. Because Zidan does not want to show his weakness when he knows the condition of Ayana is very destroyed.
"It is not easy to live a life of regret. However, nothing is impossible if someone has already repented and admitted his mistakes without opportunity. Allah is the Most Apologizing to every one of His servants, so that Ayana can accept Zidan's apology and live a good life with him. Whether it can return as a real married couple or .. on the contrary," Danieal's monologue silently still looked at Zidan fixedly.