Tear Flower
THE SEASON 4 CHAPTER 8

The clock keeps turning fulfilling tasks as a reminder of time. Every minute they missed they spent enjoying the martyrdom of the night.

So calm and peaceful nuance tonight. Not so much sound was heard, only occasionally insects came into a backsound togetherness.

The wind was still blowing accompanying the two women who were still sitting on the balcony of the room.

The heads of the two looked up at the luster of the treasure that could be found at night.

Silent, quiet, witness how the time they spent together.

Those who originally did not know each other, were met by the circumstances and became one family.

The twinkling stars greeted their existence. It is like waving at the two who are looking closely.

Events that often come to rain the heart is so strong. The more afflicting pain is formed from a more painful word, than the physical wound is produced by a sharp object.

Although visible, physical wounds can dry out and heal over time, but inner wounds, either time can return to normal.

Shadow after shadow that raises the wound sometimes always comes to head.

Jasmine was silent, letting Ayana open her voice first. He felt powerless over what happened to him.

He did not blame anyone or circumstances, he was just disappointed in himself who could not give offspring to the husband.

He did not know the situation that had happened to him unexpectedly. The weight of it made him helpless.

It was like a razor-less life, the hope of having a harmonious little family like Ayana, dashed before it was built.

"You know, it's not easy to face every problem alone, especially when faced with a sensitive situation."

"When married? When do you have children? When do you get a job? Isn't that a very sensitive question for someone?"

"Even we never know what the recipient of the question feels. Injured? Of course, even though the questioner does not know what the recipient is feeling," Ayana said.

His gaze did not even move from the stars above. The blades of her lips lifted to form the curvature of the crescent moon.

Its beauty also rivals the light of the king of the night up there.

Jasmine noticed her sister-in-law. He looked at the filled cheeks that were decorated with a tinge of pink color, continuously being tempered by gusts of wind.

"I'm sorry I just walked into your room. I had asked for a spare key to one of the maids who took care of the household appliances."

"Because I want to listen to how you feel, isn't it painful to accept the question of when to have a child from your own in-laws?" ayanna asked him right on target.

Jasmine widened her gaze, her heart racing with cold sweat springing up.

He did not expect that it would be this soon to be discovered about his feelings. However, he was trying to cover up what was settling in him at the moment.

"Why? Why do you want to hear it Ayana? Also, why did you say all that to me?" jasmine asked back, her voice trembling withstanding the cries that filled her chest to the brim.

Ayana grunts softly. "Because I've been in your position, too, Jasmine. Again and again. Aren't we the same?"

Ayana's question floated without getting a direct answer. Jasmine withdrew again, turning her gaze down.

Curves slowly formed on the ranum lips of the jeweler. He realized Ayana's question just now was very different from reality.

"No, Ayana. We're not the same, I have a disease that not just any woman gets. What am I supposed to do?" monologue in mind.

Jasmine dived into her own daydream, ignoring her sister-in-law's question earlier.

The painter also knitted both eyebrows slowly.

"What are you thinking?" ayana asked again gripping her wrist slowly.

Jasmine regained her senses and smiled, glancing at Ayana.

"I'm just-" Jasmine paused her own words, Ayana faithfully waited for what the sister-in-law was about to say again.

All of those suspicions started a month ago, where Jasmine seemed to be worried about something.

During that time Jasmine hid the shocking fact that was happening inside her womb.

The cysts made him helpless. Sometimes the little symptoms come to scare him.

He also fears and worries Danieal to the point of knowing his old condition for having children.

That fear is growing every day. Moreover, the mother-in-law asked about when they had children.

The question that was thrown out gave one big hole at the bottom of the heart.

"What's Jasmine?"

Ayana again opened her voice as her sister-in-law as if there was no intention to continue.

Back, Jasmine was conscious from the subconscious.

"I'm just worried" he said later.

"I understand, I understand. However, as you should know Jasmine, the child is the most beautiful gift from God, but not all couples can get it."

"There are given boys are not grateful and want girls, and vice versa. However, without them realizing the existence of the baby brings its own happiness, and that, has become God's prerogative alone. Till... God also predestines that one has no children."

"As in the letter of Assy-Shura verses forty-nine to fifty, Allah Subhanahu Wa Ta'ala says:

"To Allah belongs the kingdom of the heavens and the earth; he creates what He wills, gives daughters to whom He wills, and gives sons to whom He wills, or He bestows upon men and women, and makes barren whom He wills. He is All-Knowing, All-Powerful."

"So, you don't worry Jasmine. All by the will of God and... God knows what's best for us" Ayana said with a glassy bead.

Jasmine was flabbergasted, her gray bead widened perfectly. He was very happy to hear all these words from Ayana.

It is as if someone who gives spirit through words gives its own strength.

"How are you-"

"How do I memorize that verse? Because in the past by remembering the word of God this one can strengthen me from the many questions that continue to come, when can I have children? Yes, God's love letter is a healer and reinforcement for our lives," explained Ayana cut Jasmine's speech.

Again and again the woman of Mahesa's descent was amazed at the events that Ayana had experienced.

Her experience slightly strengthened Jasmine to keep going through her days as the wife of doctor Danieal.

However, he also realized gradually the secret that had been hidden could be known as well.

Before that day comes he will try to set his heart to be more rigid in living it.

"Thank you, Ayana. You've helped me again. I'm so grateful."

"Now I am relieved to be able to deal with this problem. Honestly, I do get hurt every time I get a question from mom when can I get pregnant and have children?"

"I tried to deal with it forcefully and pretended that nothing had happened, but still -" Jasmine was unable to continue her words.

She cried again, remembering that she could not get pregnant in the near future, or the worst possibility that she could not give offspring to her husband.

Even a small sigh sounded heartbreaking, Ayana was filled and reached out a hand grasping next to Jasmine's arm again.

The owner kept his head down hiding his watery face.

"Patiently Jasmine, you must believe that whatever happens has become God's will. I believe God will not let His servant continue to fall."

"You should also discuss this with mas Danieal. Because your husband has a right to know what you're feeling. Because in marriage we can not sail alone, it takes the captain to run it," said Ayana again.

Jasmine nodded at a glance, considering the words of her sister-in-law just now.