Tear Flower
THE SEASON 2 CHAPTER 60
"Can I ask you one thing?" Pinta Kirana gave an eye full of interest.
Ayana nodded and nodded. While correcting the location of Raima who was still chattering cheerfully, the woman in the painter's profession was waiting for the next word from Kirana.
"What do you want to ask of me?" he asked after a long time the woman in front of him did not say anything.
Ayana's hijab-headed head looked back for a pair of ash-laced irises that were looking down.
"Kira?" Call Ayan slowly.
The woman gasped and reviewed the knotty smile.
"Actually I can't let them babysit Raima. I was afraid I would never see him again. Because I realized, even though they accepted Raima as a family member, it's still this child who wasn't born to a legitimate parent."
"I'm afraid custody is taken completely by them. Because after all they are so powerful, anything can be done so that the good name of his family can stay awake, so-"
"So you mean.. You want me to keep raising her like my own son?" ayana said quickly.
Unexpectedly the model nodded in agreement. Highlight eyes expectantly radiated clearly.
Ayana curls the perfect crescent moon and returns a kiss on both of her round cheeks.
"I can only entrust Raima to you, nor have you and Zidan already adopted her?" ask Kirana again.
"Wait, why do you want Raima to be nurtured by us? Where are you going?" ask Ayana again, curious.
Kirana was silent for a while not answering Ayana's question directly.
His face turned silent and instantly tears just flowed away.
"I plan to go back to Country I. I want to study there again and reflect on the mistakes that have been made. I don't feel like a good mother to Raima" she said.
"Until the time comes, will you take care of her for me? I-I don't know what to do" he continued in a trembling voice.
He rubbed the liquid rough and took a deep breath.
"You are a good mother, not everyone can accept the presence of children outside of marriage. You have made the right decision to defend Raima" said Ayana again kindly.
"Children are not wrong, what you should regret is the past. Ask forgiveness, for Allah is Forgiving, "the painter continued.
Kirana was already unable to endure the tightness in her chest. He cried so much that he hid his face in both palms.
He realized completely conscious after hearing Ayana's words.
All the waiters who were in the cafe area continuously stared at their tables.
Secretly the painter gave the code not to pay too much attention to it.
The waiters agreed and were busy returning to their jobs.
"Why are you crying?" ask Ayana back.
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry," I Kirana cried as she pleased.
Raima who saw her mother like that was shocked and cried. Ayana held on until the seven-month-old baby fell asleep.
Kirana was aware of the regrets that came her way.
"God, before I acted, God opened his heart. Hopefully after this Kirana really changed," Ayana's mind looked at Kirana who was still crying.
...***...
The clock shows at half-four in the afternoon. After enjoying lunch together at the cafe and carrying out his duties, Ayana and Kirana are now heading for a funeral.
After they performed Ashar prayers at a nearby mosque, Kirana asked Ayana to accompany her to the tomb of the friend.
Without rejecting Ayana, Ayana accepts the request and accompanies her to Eliza's final resting place.
Arriving there, Kirana again cried, roared, regretting all forms of betrayal that had been committed.
Ayana was surprised to hear from Kirana's own mouth what evil she had given to Eliza.
They sowed flowers together and offered prayers for Eliza.
Finished from the tomb, Kirana also had another request, which came to the Arsyad family residence.
Ayana realized that the regret Kirana was receiving had made her fall.
He wants forgiveness from those he has hurt.
Not long after that they arrived at the residence of Ayana's adoptive family.
The painter parked the car in the garage and entered with Kirana and Raima inside.
Just as the door opened, a pair of milk chocolate beads welcomed their arrival.
Ayana hastily shakes her hands and explains Kirana's arrival.
"Well, Kirana came here wanting-"
Not yet he finished his speech, Kirana was immediately gathered in front of the mother of her late friend.
Hugging Raima, he cried again for forgiveness.
"Tante, Kirana apologizes for hurting Eliza. Kirana does it all, because Kirana is jealous of what Eliza has. During this time Kirana lived a kara without the presence of father and mother."
"After meeting Eliza, she gave that feeling through you. However, I was wrong to use him and get him hurt."
"I betrayed his trust by seizing his fiancee, Mas Ihsan. I just wanted Eliza to also feel how tormented a loneliness is, but now I realize. I've done evil to him, even. I and Ihsan have an invite," I Kirana stirred while occasionally sobbing with the stuffy.
Celia looked at me in silence. He was not at all surprised, because he already knew all the situations of the woman in front of him.
Raima who had fallen asleep had now become awake and returned to crying due to the roar of her mother.
At once Ayana immediately took over and fondled her again, a little away from the two of them.
In silence Ayana also noticed the mother who was clenching both hands.
He understands how devastated a mother feels when she finds the one who has destroyed the baby.
It is not easy to apologize, but Ayana believes Celia is able to think wisely.
The middle-aged woman took a breath and exhaled slowly.
"Tante. Because after all, that incident is long gone. Also, even though Auntie doesn't forgive you Eliza won't be able to get back together on us."
"Whatever happens let it be a valuable lesson for you not to bother anyone anymore. Auntie hope you don't hurt Ayana either." Final Celia looked at Ayana at a glance.
Kirana looked up and shook her head a few times.
"No Aunt. I can't do that to Ayana. Because I realized Ayana's a tough woman I can't push away. I realized that while trying to hurt her, too, thanks to Ayana's generosity and magnanimity, I was aware of all the mistakes." Honestly Kirana walked using her knees to approach Celia.
"No Kirana, it is Allah who has awakened you. Be thankful that Allah is still giving His guidance so that you do not continue the mistake" Ayana said.
Kirana looked at him and said. After that he turned back to Celia.
"Even not only Eliza, I hurt Danieal. I'm really sorry, Auntie," he said again regretting any kind of mistake.
Celia who realized her sincerity was cupped to Kirana's shoulders and pulled her to stand up.
"We don't have to talk about it anymore. Auntie forgave you. For man will never escape error. Promise not to repeat the same mistake" Celia replied.
Kirana gasped and nodded her head again.
"Can... can I hug Aunt for the last time?" Pinta Kirana later.
Without saying anything Celia stretched out both hands and Kirana directly lunged at him strongly.
Sorry words continued to buzz. Ayana who witnessed that only commented on the warm smile was also happy about Kirana's change now.