Tear Flower
Chapter 41's
"O you who believe! Please help (to Allah) with patience and prayer. Verily, Allah is with those who are patient." (Q.L. Al-Baqarah: 153)
Every journey of life there must be a test coming crashing. Tears become loyal friends when the lips can not express feelings.
Only yourself understands how the wound grows over time. The pain, the pain, and the pain of betrayal wear down trust.
However, after that there will be a smile of relief present over the events that were successfully passed.
Ayana is a victim of selfishness. He is trapped in love at first sight which plunges him into sheer horror.
Now right in front of him he is reunited with the man he once loved so much. That day there was nothing else, other than the name Zidan Ashraf in his heart.
Ayana is blinded by the false charm that Zidan emits. The pianist hypnotized him in the chants of sweet tones.
Marriage doesn't make Ayana happy. The sacred bond only shows lies.
"Oh Mr Zidan? What brings you here again?" tanya Ayana went back to being formal.
Zidan was still staring fixedly at the pair of soot beads right before him. The heartbeat was too fast, he felt his blood rustling making both cheeks blush.
In that instant Zidan also wanted to embrace and whisper the words that had been sitting in the chest. "I miss you so much, Ayana," she thought.
"Master?" Ayana shook her hands right in front of her face.
Zidan was flabbergasted, waking up from the daydream. "Ah, I'm sorry. Can you not be formal with me? I ... want to get closer to you."
Ayana reviewed a knotty smile. "Why? Because I look like your late wife?" Ketus tone sounded.
Zidan had not been able to dodge, the sound of the door being opened attracted attention. The two men also turned their heads compactly to the side where the woman unraveled jet black with her back was looking at him closely.
Lips as red as the cherry are wide. He folded his hands in front of his chest watching their togetherness.
"What a situation reminiscent of the past. Why is Mas Zidan here? Oh, is it possible that you've met so often? Ah, or did Mas Zidan think he was Ayana?" point it using the chin towards Ayana.
"Bella's? Why did you come here? What do you want, huh?" Zidan furiously clenched both strong hands.
Ayana who witnessed that frowned deeply. He moved from sitting showing his white robe a lot exposed to color paint stains that show the gradation is so beautiful.
"It seems you need time to talk, please finish what needs to be done" said Ayana who was about to leave from there.
However, as fast as lightning Zidan clasped his wrist making the owner look back.
A warm, hopeful look was also emitted. Ayana again knitted a short eyebrow the first time she saw that expression.
"Don't go, I beg you." A soft tone sounded sweeping out the sense of hearing.
Ayana goosebumps, shaking her head in hijab slowly not understanding what happened to this figure in front of her.
"Who is this guy? Is he really the Mas Zidan I know?" his mind is struggling with itself.
"Oh, what a moving sight. Is this the reunion of a couple who have been separated for a long time?" Bella's words awakened.
Ayana pulled her hand violently against Zidan's burly fingers. The pianist's hand floated in the air.
"I don't understand what it means, you," Ayana said again.
Bella grinned widely, her two foot-level steps making a pounding of heels echo in the room.
Not long after, the two women faced each other. Like dragons and tigers, their views flowed electric currents that did not want to budge on each other.
Ayana understands what is behind the constant grin Bella gives. The woman did not take her eyes off the slightest.
His hunch said if something would come crashing down. Ayana silently folded her fingers tightly.
"I know .. He must have found something about me. It was impossible for him to be this brave .. if he did not grasp the weakness of others. Bella, is not a woman who can be easily dealt with. Once suspicious, he'll keep figuring it out to defeat his enemy."
"Like that time ... when we were in school, he used to cheat to get the smart kid in our class down the rankings. He used his family's wealth to get the boy to follow what he wanted. Very cunning, she's a very dangerous woman," monologue Ayana notices Bella clingy.
"However, after our closeness .. I came to know how he really is. I'm sure I can make him aware. I can't just give up" he continued.
"Did you think Ayana was really dead?" bella asked without taking her eyes off.
Zidan silently looked at those who refused to budge. Because she did not get an answer, Bella turned to her left side while smiling widely.
"Did I assume Ayana was dead?" ask him again.
Zidan was confused not knowing what to say. On one hand he saw for himself how the body of the woman a year ago was similar to that of the wife. However, on the other hand he believes that this woman named Ghazella is Ayana.
"I ... don't know," he hesitated.
"I knew I would say that. Alright-" Bella took a few steps back and folded her hands in front of her chest.
"Twelve January, a year and a half ago Ayana Ghazella left her husband's house. He's-"
"Wait on! Whahuh? Who did you mention?" Zidan cut Bella's words quickly then walked to the front of the curious horn.
Bella smiled more and more. "Darling, are you so curious about what I said?" tease.
Zidan put on a cold face made Ayana go silent stiffly. Bari this time she saw his expression like that while looking at Bella.
He had no idea what had happened during his disappearance. Because during that time also Ayana did not find out their situation.
For him those two people had already disappeared in the dictionary of life. But somehow destiny reunited.
He watched in silence the drama right in front of his eyes. He still notices what other games Bella wants to plan.
"Let's see what he'll do to me now. I'll never back down, even if you know the truth," Ayana's mind raised next to the corner of her lips watching Zidan and Bella's interaction.
The two people were still looking at each other, Zidan was waiting for what Bella would say. The woman in front of him still kept her mouth shut while nodding her head.
The curved smile on her beautiful face further added to the mystery. Zidan doesn't know if Bella's been trying to figure out who Ghazella Arsyad really is.
Curiosity encourages him to dig up as much information about the figure that looks like Ayana.
During that time, Bella has been telling people to find out Ghazella's past. Until he gets accurate information that can defeat Ayana. His weakness makes him confident.