
Day after day again passes so quickly, after his encounter with Mega in the hospital, Ayana is further terrorized by Zidan's extended family.
Every day, every moment, even every time, she was constantly asked when she could conceive again. The miscarriage had spread and the news of Ayana and Zidan's return reached them.
Ayana realized that a lot of time had passed, surely the two news spread to the big family.
Like this afternoon, Ayana got another chat coming in from her aunt. Mega routinely gives him a short message that still discusses the same thing.
"When do you plan to have children? Don't you feel sorry for Zidan? His friends just carry children, some are already three in fact. Auntie, don't want to know you have to get pregnant this year. What will elder Ashraf say? You wouldn't embarrass the family, would you? Or is that really your goal, for revenge?"
That's the content of the message that Mega always sends.
Ayana who is currently trying to make a new work also threw a strong innocent smart object.
A clanging sound echoed as his phone collided directly with the wall.
The brush lying on the canvas holder was thrown just like that. Ayana pushed the painting in half so as to make a sound after a loud noise again.
Followed by a heartbreaking shout made Seruni who was in front also come to the room.
"Astaghfirullah, what is this? Maqf ... Is it okay?" tanya was worried to find Ayana cupping her face in both palms.
Ayana let go and turned to Seruni. The woman shuddered slightly in horror at seeing the owner like this.
"Can you bring me my bag?" lirih. Seruni quickly nodded and left the room.
Not long after he returned while carrying Ayana's shoulder bag and gave it.
Instantly he immediately grabbed it and took out all the contents.
His personal belongings were splattered on the floor, the painter squashed, scrambling him to find the desired item.
A few seconds later, Ayana managed to find a small bottle and opened the lid quickly and took out a few pills inside.
Mercilessly he upheld it making the Seruni a distraught. Concerns are getting into getting him to come back out to contact someone.
In the room lived one Ayana, her breath up and down with cold sweat flooding the temple.
Slowly he clenched his hands together until his nails turned white. His eyeballs moved uncharacteristically with a sense of tightness continuously hitting his heart.
...***...
"What did you say was true? Where is Ayana now?" Danieal came with hunting breaths approaching Seruni who was standing in front of the gallery.
Not long after he contacted the doctor, Danieal rushed there to see his sister's condition.
He is shocked to find news of Ayana running amok in the gallery. In a hurry, he left the hospital and passed his patient to another doctor.
"I've tried to contact Mr. Zidan, but there's no answer. I'm sorry if it bothers you, Mr. Danieal," said Seruni anxiously.
"It's okay, you've done a good job. Where is Ayana now?" tanyanya did not find her sister anywhere.
"Mbak Ayana is in the room," replied Seruni, Danieal was directly to Ayana was located.
Just as the door opened, the scene in front right pierced into his eyes. Danieal was in shock to see his sister lying unconscious.
"AYANA!" he approached the woman.
In a different place, Zidan was doing a charity field in one of the orphanages. He along with the company group came to the place to meet the invitation of the mother of the home.
There is holding a thanksgiving ceremony as well as expressing gratitude to the entrepreneur who has been dedicated to building a better home.
After the study was over free time arrived. Everyone enjoyed the meal together with chatting with each other.
Finish eating with them using the opportunity to get closer to the residents of the parlour.
They only rely on each other to live this harsh life.
Until not long later, Kirana who also came, came to him while carrying a five-month-old baby.
The baby girl is very beautiful when wearing an instant hijab makes her round cheeks more prominent.
"Look, isn't she so adorable?" said Kirana sitting next to Zidan who was in the garden of the orphanage.
The pianist and businessman also turned to find his coworkers with the tiny baby.
"God, that's beautiful. Can I carry it?" pinta Zidan while stretching out both hands.
"Of course, said the mother of the orphanage let Mas Zidan carry Raima," Kirana said while giving the baby named Raima to the co-worker.
"Oh so his name is Raima?" cetus Zidan who has now hugged the fairly stocky baby.
"Em, the mother said the house means happiness, doesn't she really bring happiness?" kirana continued.
Zidan nodded in agreement without looking at him in the slightest. Quietly Kirana noticed the boss who was developing a happy smile while chattering Raima play.
"Did I have a child?"
The question made Zidan silent. His iris looked straight ahead avoiding anyone.
"It should have been, but at that time my wife miscarried," he said mutely.
"Ah, so the news is true," Kirana thought back to a few days ago where she found out deeply about a Zidan Ashraf.
"I'm sorry .. Then why don't you have any more children?" tanyanya back.
Zidan snorted softly and did not answer him directly.
"Ah, sorry I talked too much. Mas don't have to answer if it's hard to do, I really ask ma-"
"We're working on it," Zidan cut quickly turned to him while throwing a smile.
Kirana was fixated and realized something, "Mas Zidan already wanted a child," she continued.
...***...
Hospitals are the main goal again and again. For the umpteenth time Ayana must get handling there.
After about three hours of unconsciousness, he opened his eyelids. The first thing that caught the view was that the clean white ceiling was familiar.
He looked straight ahead feeling a throbbing in his right arm. Without seeing Ayana know what was stuck in her body.
"You're sober?"
Someone's voice was shocking, without looking he knew who it was.
"Em, did you bring me here?" ayanas asked still looking ahead.
Danieal sat on the bedside chair, his brown bead continuously scanning the pale face of the younger brother.
"Why are you taking so many tranquilizers? Didn't you drink it? What the hell's going on? You know for yourself how risky it is to use it excessively. Are you ma-"
"Mas can inject that sedative in my hand now? I really want to sleep in peace."
The eyelids closed slowly ignoring the surprise of the older brother. Danieal had not expected to find Ayana back like this.
"I'm sure ... sure if something happened, but what? Why don't you just talk to me about it, Ayana?" his balance was deep, he then let out a rough sigh. "But this is how he is, can not immediately say what is bothering him," continued Danieal's mind again.
Unknowingly, tears flowed behind closed petals. Ayana cries silently as she squeezes the hospital blanket.