Tear Flower
THE SEASON 3 CHAPTER 49
Behind the darkness of the night, as well as the cold air that blows, a state of silence, quiet struck strongly.
The hustle and bustle of the capital city which from morning to evening happened is now stopped.
Most people have pulled over to their homes to rest themselves.
Amidst the silence Jasmine continued to wait for what decision Celia would give her.
He was already so guilty of having made another man's precious son hurt, that he almost took his own life.
Because of his existence he destroyed the princess event and harmed his first son.
It really became a mess of their family. Negative thoughts continue to arrive making his feelings more uncertain.
She has ruined two children in a mother's life. Jasmine was deeply guilty of an unwanted event happening just like that.
He continued to insist on asking for forgiveness so that his existence could be forgiven.
Ayana, Kirana, as well as Zidan who were there were shocked at Jasmine's actions.
They do not expect women who are still covered in depression to do the unexpected.
Ayana believes Jasmine is also very hard hit over what happened.
Without Ayana, Zidan, and Kirana imagine Celia who had noticed Jasmine stepping closer.
The middle-aged woman also joined the group while firmly grasping both of Jasmine's shoulders.
"Thank your head" said Celia later.
Want to not want to, Jasmine also obeyed her wishes with a feeling of anxiety continued to approach.
Their gazes met each other, eyes firmly looking at a pair of gray beads of Jasmine.
"Everything that happened to us wasn't caused by you, honey."
The affectionate call that came out of Celia's mouth suddenly made Jasmine surprised.
He was wide-eyed as his pair of nettles trembled unsteadily.
He can see the sincerity and sincerity of a mother's heart.
All of Celia's words had reached the deepest recesses.
"You should not be surprised like that. Since Ayana told us about you, since then we have considered you like a family. Also. You already think of me as your own son."
"Because you know... I can't see anyone else getting caught up in depression" Celia said.
His soft voice, sincere speech, and warm eyes, until back to the heart.
It caused tears. Jasmine could say nothing but cry.
As a child who had lost the parental affection and family warmth, Jasmine was helpless.
He continued to cry as he pleased and held his sob by looking down in making his slender body tremble violently.
Celia immediately hugged Jasmine warmly rubbed her back many times.
"Just calm... Danieal must be fine. Mother's son is very strong, he can't just fall down. Don't blame yourself this is just an accident, don't feel guilty" Celia said trying to calm down.
"Thank you... Thank you very much." Jasmine replied to him with a soft voice that trembled.
At least he can breathe a sigh of relief already getting forgiveness as well as other unexpected expressions.
Ayana turned to Kirana and Zidan in turn.
He smiled with relief at his mother and best friend embracing each other.
Watching that made Kirana look at the two. She never knew who Jasmine was.
He only knew a little from Ayana about the hijab woman who was hugging the mother of her former fiance.
...***...
There are no more people back and forth and only one or two nurses who do their job to check the state of the patient.
On the sixth floor, precisely in one of the VVIP rooms, since a few minutes ago Jasmine saw the condition of Danieal from outside the room.
He had obtained permission from Danieal's parents to enter. However, somehow he was still outside unable to meet in person.
Without tears falling unbearably. He rubbed it rough while taking a breath and exhaled it several times.
"O Allah" he said.
Ten minutes later, after convincing himself, Jasmine decided to enter the hospital room.
Instantly cold greeted with the aroma of disinfectant so stinging.
Step by step reach a comfortable bed that is occupied by a patient.
The box-shaped screen shows a curve about his heartbeat.
The wavy lines looked calm. Jasmine rolled her beautiful eyeballs onto the pale face of the doctor.
The instant the tears melted was unbearable, it broke like a river flowing down.
His two legs limp helplessly making him sit on a single sofa beside the bed.
Again and again Jasmine cried out a stuffy as well as a pain that continued to stab in the heart.
Although Celia and Ayana said that it was not her fault, but still the thought was still clouded.
Negative thoughts settle and are reluctant to leave. Plus seeing the condition of Danieal who is still closing his eyes adds endless wounds.
"Why? Why do you have to do all this? Should've. Let me be in your position now. Or better yet, I'm not in this world."
"Seeing you lying helplessly with medical devices on your body like this, makes me.
He hid his watery face in the palm of his hand. His slender body trembled uncontrollably with a sense of regret remaining within his chest.
Fifteen minutes later, Jasmine regained control. He looked at Danieal who was still comfortable in his unconsciousness.
The two eyes that were always looking at him lovingly were now tightly shut. The lips that used to speak motivational words, were now clenched.
That handsome face also looked deathly pale without a single visible expression. Jasmine continued to look in silence.
"Mas Danieal." His call echoed in the inpatient room.
"I'm sorry, Mas. For the mistakes I made that left you lying in the hospital like this. Also.. I'm really sorry for the rejection that afternoon."
"I don't not feel the same way, but I don't know what I really feel. I've never been in a relationship with anyone before, so I don't know what to do with someone expressing their feelings to me."
"Why Mas? Why do you like a woman like me? I'm not a good woman. My past is dark. My family is falling apart can't compare to your cypress family. That's why sometimes I feel uncomfortable around you. Because I don't want to get hurt anymore."
"I'm sorry, I'm not telling you the truth about this feeling. Don't ever do anything else for a woman like me. Because I don't deserve to be loved."
"Thank you for treating, protecting, and loving me so deeply. I'm sorry.I can't repay you anything. I'm afraid that if we're together, it'll only cause the hurt you've received."
"Because I don't know how to be happy either. Despite yesterday's dark life, for me it's more than enough."
"I don't want anything more. Again, thank you for loving me."
Jasmine's soft voice echoed in the room.
"I won't let that guy keep going after you" he murmured again.
After revealing what she felt, Jasmine left from there.
Unexpectedly, after the door of the room was closed, clear crystals dripped in both corners of Danieal's eyes.
In silence he heard all Jasmine's words for what she had been feeling all along.
He felt the same way, but didn't know how to say it.
"Jas-mine." That call was also made.