Tear Flower
THE SEASON 3 CHAPTER 13
The heat was so intense it shone on the capital. The king of the day appeared giving a dazzling light.
The sky is bright with the gradation of white clouds as a decoration that moves following the wind.
The foliage among the shady trees meandered following the groove. The flowers that thrive present a spread to all directions.
The weather is beautiful to spend the weekend with family or loved ones.
That is for those who have an evergreen family, harmonious, and fine.
Unlike children who have to give up their days with solitude and tears.
The weight of the test of life that God presents makes us strong and endure every shock struck.
Because they realize behind it all there is wisdom that can be achieved. Although his arrival was very long and somehow, but the confidence was very strong to survive all the shaking.
The same goes for Jasmine Magnolia Mahesa. As a child born of pure Maheshian descent, he is required to inherit the blood of the family so that what has been preserved.
However, the manner taken by the elder was very wrong. Jasmine does not get happiness but misery.
He had been in the Arsyad family hospital for a week. During that time Danieal routinely checks it.
As a doctor and psychologist, he took full care of Jasmine.
He wants women who suffer from anxiety disorder can be cured, as his sister has passed through a period of crisis so dark.
"This is our session of umpteenth time, what do you feel?" danieal asked sitting on a single sofa beside the bed just like yesterday.
Jasmine who was in the middle of the footwork looked down. The hospital blanket has become his friend lately.
"Something." One word represents all the feelings of the gamelan.
Danieal reviewed a gentle smile, looking straight ahead watching the outside scene.
"I heard Ayana was your inspiration. Do you know how she's been dealing with her life for the last few years?"
Jasmine nodded briefly.
"No. I don't think you know" Danieal said, surprising the interlocutor.
Jasmine turned to him briefly then to the opposite side following what the doctor was looking at.
"Maybe no one really knows but Ayana herself and also God, but as the doctor who handled it all this time I felt what the wound in her heart was like."
"Ayana, even her condition is worse than yours, Jasmine. The loss of a child who was killed intentionally by the husband and father of the baby, betrayed by his husband and his own friends, in abuse by his partner's family, almost abused by an old man, and, as well as the killer of her parents is her own husband's biological grandmother, is a picture of the dark story that Ayana has been through all her life."
"I as an older brother who has been with him for approximately three years is very hard to know the path of his life is full of twists and turns. I-"
"What's? Three years as a sister? Shouldn't you have been together since childhood?" jasmine asked astonishedly cutting Danieal's speech.
The handsome thirty-four-year-old doctor returned with a charming smile.
"We're not siblings, Jasmine."
Hearing the words, Jasmine looked up, not expecting. He thinks Ayana is luckier than him, because she still has a sister who really loves her.
He also had time to envy and lie to himself if Ayana did not suffer that much.
However, in fact what Ayana said is true. The story was supported and confirmed directly by Danieal.
"Why?"
Just one word represents a crisis in you while feeling guilty for Ayana. He squeezed a strong blanket channeling strange feelings.
Realizing his behavior, Danieal knew what the patient was thinking.
"Because I want to give the whole family to her. I want to see Ayana's real smile, without any falsehood."
"Three years ago, we met in a foreign village far from the center of the capital. At that time I met Ayana in the middle of the incident not wearing. Where Ayana tried to escape from the old man's attack to harass her."
"From there I took Ayana to the hospital where I was serving. At that time Ayana even hates herself, saying if she is dirty it is not worth to be happy."
"Trauma and depression rule over Ayana which days there are always no wearing events."
"Ayana was raging, roaring, smashing things that many times made her condition even lower."
"He also enjoyed doing self-harm, where he slashed his own limbs. Whether it's an arm, or a leg, he does it over and over again."
"Until the peak arrives. One night, after all the medical workers had rested, Ayana launched her action. You know what he's doing?"
Slowly Jasmine shook her head.
Danieal snorted softly and smiled wryly recalling the most terrible events of his time as a doctor.
Before meeting Ayana, he never got such a terrible case.
The incident that befell Ayana really hit him hard, as the doctor and his closest person, Danieal felt overwhelmed with pain.
He was really hit, not expecting Ayana to do anything desperate.
At that time, while dealing with Ayana, Danieal continued to shed tears unable to see how hurt the patient was.
In the midst of fear and panic, Danieal tried his hardest to treat Ayana. Although his hands were shaking violently, he tried to focus on not hurting him more.
"What happened at that time?" jasmine asked resuscitated him from the daydream.
"At that time Ayana slashed her left wrist which almost severed the vein. You know how dangerous Ayana's actions were at that time?"
"Me and the senior doctor there said that if Ayana was late just a little bit her life could really drift. The suicide attempt was nearly eighty percent successful."
"Ayana was found bleeding in her ward by one of the security officers who happened to be on patrol. Getting if the patient in the hundred and eleven room was unconscious with blood everywhere certainly took me by storm."
"My heart is really sick and broken seeing how much Ayana suffers. To the point that he thought of a stupid way to end it."
"God still loves him and gives him a second chance. I immediately brought my father and mother to meet him to make Ayana a member of our family. Thank God, my parents agreed to my wishes and raised Ayana as her child and my sister."
"However, her suffering did not get there alone, Ayana had to swallow another bitter pill when she learned of the terrible event that took her parents' lives."
"But, no matter how severe the problem is, Ayana never troubles others. Even others who willingly reached out for her, the woman had also taught me, to be grateful for the life I was living."
"Because what I experienced is not worth the suffering," said Danieal at length told what Ayana had experienced.
Such a deep wound almost took his own life.