Tear Flower
Chapter 4's
Grey clouds come to give a warning if it rains soon. One by one drops of water fell from the sky presenting cold air.
There should be a warmth that Ayana felt while with her beloved husband, but only an icy cold greeted her quickly.
This morning they were eating together to enjoy a dish that Ayana had cooked. He had to swallow the bitter pill for the umpteenth time when he watched Zidan making out with his honey, Bella.
Without heeding her existence, the two of them bribed each other. In silence Ayana muffled the frustration of trying to be patient with the situation there.
Not long after her morning sickness came. Hurried Ayana towards the sink and spewed out the entrails.
The sight immediately surprised the two, Bella threw a rough spoon on the plate making a loud noise.
"Ayana, you're not very polite. We're eating, why are you vomiting like that? Are you not pregnant?" bella got up from sitting.
Ayana who was still cleaning the corner of her lips was silent, had not had time to turn around her husband to answer Bella's question.
"Yes, Ayana is pregnant" she said.
"WHAT? Why did you get her pregnant? Wh-is that your son?" bella asked in surprise and sat back in her chair.
Without dodging Zidan nodded making a clear bulir seep in the bead of the second wife. Hurriedly he cupped Bella's rosy cheeks and wiped the tears with his thumb.
The gentle and sweet treatment was immediately caught by Ayana's sight. He was again presented with a heartbreaking sight.
"You don't have to cry, honey. Although Ayana was pregnant with my son .. she will never replace your position in my heart. You're the only woman I love, both then and now" Zidan said.
Warm eyes full of affection radiated in his eyeballs. Smile also expands on the lips of Ranum Bella. Without heeding the existence of Ayana he lunged at the sturdy body of the husband tightly.
The smell makes Bella comfortable to be close with her heart. From the front direction Ayana could only smile wistfully watching their harmony.
Without saying a word he fled from there with tears washing his veins.
The word happy may have been lost in the dictionary of life of an Ayana. Supposedly in the midst of the abundance of grace that God gives in her, she can live it joyfully with her husband.
However, there are only tears that often accompany. Pain, but no gaping wounds were visible. Its presence is invisible causing pain in the chest.
No one knows how the hole grew to form the pain that continued to loom. She loves and loves her husband sincerely and sincerely, but lies dance beautifully behind his happiness.
He thought if there was a marriage bond then Zidan would love him back. Six years on, that feeling never grew in her heart, only Bella the most special woman by the pianist's side.
"Darling, Mom will always be there for you. Although I do not want your presence, but Mamah will still love and take care of you, whole body soul. There will be no one who can hurt you, son," he chanted to the baby who has not even been a month.
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The toughest days have to be Ayana going through alone. Morning sickness symptoms that often come so torturous.
Without being accompanied by her husband, Ayana tried hard and strong to serve her role as a new mother. He tries hard to live it all, especially when he sees the man he loves prefers to spend most of the time with Bella.
The woman who from the beginning had filled the days of Zidan again served a heartache in Ayana. He realized that all this time was only a barrier to their happiness. However, even so, he fell in love at first sight.
The feeling was inevitable and continued to grow over time.
Zidan widened his sweet smile, his casual appearance presenting a dazzling sight to Ayana.
The two-bodied woman went from lying down to welcome the husband's arrival.
"Mas," called.
Zidan walked over and sat right next to her then stroked the top of Ayana's head. The owner was stunned not understanding at once amazed. The giddy feeling he felt a moment ago disappeared somewhere.
Warm eyes greeted, as if waiting Ayana threw herself tightly hugging the sturdy body of the husband. The smell of citrus out adds calm, maybe the baby is happy to feel the existence of the father.
"I love you."
The word love was thrown making her blood rustle, Ayana did not believe in her own hearing. He loosened his arms then looked up again at Zidan's chocolate bead.
His charming lips curved perfectly exuded seriousness.
"W-what did you say?" ayanas great-grandson still couldn't believe it.
"I said .. I love you."
Firm and clear statement of love is again spoken. Ayana was speechless and only tears explained her feelings.
She hugged her husband tightly and buried her watery face there. Zidan rubbed the top of his head slowly and occasionally gave a kiss.
At once Ayana forgot what Zidan had done. That impulsive move was enough to cover the wound in his heart.
She just needs love and affection from her husband. Until he was lulled by the charm that Zidan gave.
"Darling, may this be a good start to our lives. Aunt Bella's problem, we don't have to worry about it anymore. We pray that Dad will decide which is best, "inner Ayana tries to interact with the baby.
Now it's Zidan's turn to let go of the hug. The jet-black unraveling head lowered right in front of Ayana's flat stomach.
He brought the earlobe closer to find out what was going on in there.
"Darling, is our baby sleeping? Why didn't I hear anything?" tanyanya warm.
Ayana could not help but smile. She raised her hand and rubbed her husband's fine hair.
"Darling, our baby is still very small. So, there's no way you can hear her voice" Ayana explained.
Zidan pulled away again and cupped Ayana's round cheeks. The red hue makes it hot.
For a second, the two approached each other following their own instincts. Unification took place, Ayana was not able to stem happiness. Tears were spilled along with the link they did.
Tonight he felt like he was on a cloud, the pain and the pain were ignored. Everything was like the wind then, like dust whose presence was unwanted.
There was only happiness and relief in Ayana's chest. He hopes Zidan's sweet and kind attitude can last forever.
In silence he promised to be able to make the husband happy with their full potential. Whatever happens, he will be with his family. Because it's the only ideal Ayana has. Until whenever the harmonious family he always craved, because he never got it from childhood.