Tear Flower
Chapter 6's
The heat behind the cloud leads to anxiety. The pain is more firmly planted in the heart of an Ayana when marriage only runs on wishful thinking.
Wounds, wounds, and wounds became the current definition of marriage. He thought there used to be a love that entangled their serious relationship, but now reality slaps strongly, if the feeling is just a one-handed clap.
Under the dark sky he stood by the pool watching his reflection in the water. His ripple swayed the shadow making him speechless.
Drop by drop tears keep falling draining the pain. Ayana cried no matter the cold swept her strong.
Not long after, he felt someone attach warm clothes to him.
"What are you doing here? It's so cold outside."
The question immediately made her flinch, Ayana hurriedly wiped away the quick tears and looked up at the sister-in-law next to her.
"Gibrans? What are you doing here? Ah, thank you for the jacket," Ayana replied with a smile.
Gibran curled his lips perfectly at the lie revealed by his brother-in-law.
"I know you're hiding something. I'm not going to ask, just .. are you sure you're staying in this unhealthy marriage?"
Ayana was stunned, not expecting to hear such a question from her husband's biological sister. His head turned to the side where Gibran was looking at him deeply.
Again, it shows the tension behind the smile. Both hands held tightly to his own queen's stomach.
"I .. don't know. It's just that I want to fight for this kid," he explained.
"Alright, but you should know. We've known each other for a long time, I know you're not okay right now. Although Mbak continued to smile, but in his heart was so hurt. I know everything, about Mas Zidan. You guys are so amazing to show a harmonious husband and wife in front of mom and dad. I hope you can change and live a better life. Because it's not good to be in a toxic relationship like this. Then I go first, keep the little one from getting cold."
After saying a long word Gibran set foot in front of him. Ayana looked for umpteenth time when the speech of the sister-in-law was ringing in hearing.
He did not expect that a man two years younger than him was so sensitive and very understanding. As a wife and mother-to-be she did not know what to do. On the other hand she was worried if her husband did anything desperate. However, on the other hand he still believed that Zidan could not possibly behave like that.
"O Allah, what should I do?" mumbled wailing.
...***...
It has been four weeks of Ayana's pregnancy, during which she also felt sweet acid as a new mother-to-be.
Both of her parents-in-laws have returned abroad to continue their business there. They are relieved if it turns out that his first child has accepted Ayana as a wife.
Gibran also moved out of the house to start his own business. He did not want to disturb the family, even though he was very worried about his brother-in-law. However, Ayana assures him that she will be fine.
After their departure, Bella appeared to reveal herself again. Their indignation continued to drag on sowing salt on the gaping wound.
Sick but not bleeding, that's a meal that Ayana can watch every day. Until the unwanted time comes.
Ayana was not suspicious at all when tonight Zidan decided to sleep with her.
"Mas," called.
"Hm, is it baby?" warm answer.
Ayana smiled happily Zidan treated her well. He was attentive and fair to her.
"Why are you doing this? Doesn't he love me?" ask Ayana curiously.
"What did you say? I'm trying my best to fix our household."
"Then, is Mas going to divorce Bella? Is Mas gonna try to love me?" ask again.
Zidan who was embracing him did not answer and only gave a deep kiss on the top of his wife's head.
Their gazes locked onto each other, the glare of adoring and longing eyes dazzled Ayana. Unknowingly he nodded slowly, both hands outstretched beautifully at the neck of the husband's level.
Slowly Zidan looked down to find a soft chewy object belonging to the wife. Unification ensued they were stirred up in an intoxicating mirage.
Ayana gets into the game, her passion as a wife encourages her to serve her husband well.
Seconds by second passed, they were also in touch with the warm embrace of each body channeling longing.
In the midst of the struggle, Ayana cupped Zidan's face and stared into his manic.
"Do you realize who I am?" ask her on the sidelines of the hunting breath.
"Ayana," Zidan replied briefly.
"Tell me again" Ayana said later.
"Amazio ... Ayana," replied her husband while continuing to channel napsu.
Ayana smiles happily, guessing Zidan begins to open her heart and let her beloved man take over. However, behind the happiness that struck he did not realize that a big storm was waiting for him.
There's a hidden intention from Zidan's sweet attitude tonight. Both dissolve in each other's desires and let the deepest feelings take over.
...***...
The clock is at half-four in the morning. The evening activities they did took hours and were just finished.
Zidan grabs the wife continuously without giving her a chance to rest until Ayana is so exhausted that her breathing is breathless and disjointed.
The woman almost fell unconscious if only Zidan did not let go at the end. Even so Ayana still felt her power was drained.
They decided to rest before cleaning up. An hour passed, suddenly Ayana felt her stomach cramp.
He woke up from sleep. He who was still tired tried to open his eyes and moan the pain when the cramps gradually strengthened.
It is awake and drowsiness is lost when feeling the warm liquid coming out of the **** *************. He moved to bring his limp body to get up from lying down.
Instantly, both eyes widened perfectly with wide gaping mouths. Down there he saw a thick red liquid already wetting the bed.
"Ma-mas ... Mas ... Wake up!" He shook Zidan's sleeping body.
Disturbed by the movement, the husband regained his senses and looked at him with narrowed eyes.
"What's wrong? It's still early in the morning why did you wake me up?" zidan ketus.
However, Ayana did not care and continued to stare down.
"Blood, I'm bleeding!" hysterical shouting.
Immediately Zidan sat down from sleep and looked towards ************** the wife. Sure enough the bed linen was covered in blood.
"What's going on?" ask Zidan later.
"A-I don't know, but my stomach is cramping and hurting. La-lau suddenly I bleed, how is this Mas? I-I'm scared," Ayana's teary-eyed great-grandson.
Without saying a word Zidan immediately carried the wife to the hospital.
Bella who witnessed their departure from the second floor smiled in satisfaction. "Good work, honey," he said.