Tear Flower
Chapter 122
A while passed, Arfan and Zidan had already left to continue their respective work. After enjoying lunch together at the cafe, the three disperse and Ayana returns to the gallery.
Just opening the door, he was greeted by a crescent moon arch from his brother. Ayana's happy not to play to see Danieal come to visit.
"Mas Danieal?" Call him carefree.
"Assalamu'alaikum, his beautiful sister Mas," Danieal replied in praise.
Ayana pursed her lips slightly realizing there was a satirical tone in them and folded her hands in front of her chest.
"Wa'alaikumsalam," Ayana answered and walked into the room next to the cashier and Danieal followed.
Upon arrival there, Ayana again continued the painting that had not been worked on. His masterpiece this time really amazed the brother.
The handsome doctor walked slowly towards the large canvas. Both of his hands stretched out as if they were about to reach the image inside.
Early this morning Ayana and Zidan together brought the painting to the gallery. The painter intended to finish it there and put it on display.
Feeling the existence of someone, Ayana turned to the right side looking at her brother and continued to look closely at his work on this one.
"What do you think of Danieal?" tanyanya.
Danieal looked at his sister and then back to the front.
"You really have Zidan again? Do these two stars represent you?" point it at the star side by side in front of him.
"According to Mas?" ask Ayana.
While developing a wide smile Danieal faced the woman next door staring fixedly at a pair of soot.
"You've fallen in love with her again, are you right?" ask Danieal again and again.
Ayana snorted softly while curling the corners of the lips. Her head was scanning for paintings that were almost made.
"It's hard to say love again, won't Zidan be disappointed?" say Ayana just like that.
"Mas understand, the trauma of an event can not be decided and healed just like that. Sometimes there will be shadows of the past present giving fear."
"Fear will cause you to be unable to do anything. In addition to fighting that fear, you also have to pray a lot and try to do it again" Danieal told him.
Ayana was silent for a moment while diving word for word ejected from behind the charming mouth of the sister. In the deepest recesses of the heart, he admitted that he was afraid to say the word love.
At that moment the expression of sincere feelings continued to buzz, signifying how much Ayana loved Zidan wholeheartedly.
He was even willing to get hurt to love her, and without realizing it made him fall too deep into the pain.
"I fell in love with her .. at first sight. It was just Zidan filling my heart and there was no chance for another man."
"I kept praying for God to bring us together. However, at that time I was greedy just concerned with mere napsu without asking for the best priest."
"God granted my prayers until he got us married. At first our marriage was fine, although I realized the big family of Zidan did not accept me. Only father, mother, and Gibran open their hearts to think well of me."
"Until I finally found out .. mas Zidan was forced to marry and bring Bella into our household."
"They both planned something to make my son die. In the end the fetus that I carried for four weeks had to leave again. I-"
Ayana could not continue her story when she remembered the pain of that day. There is nothing more painful than losing your baby.
The news that the doctor delivered was like a sword pulling out a chest. The pain was many times more painful than Zidan's betrayal.
Tears flowed again, flowing like a river. Remembering the miscarriage made Ayana very hit and so hurt.
He who has just lost a child must swallow another bitter pill when the husband blames himself. But in reality, it was both of their plans.
The pain that came crashing down on Ayana. He had lost his direction and purpose until he finally decided to go as far as he could.
He also came to Village X and again got the ordeal of almost harassed immoral old man. Until he met Danieal and was made a member of the Arsyad family.
The priceless grace that Ayana could feel was that the reply from the painful incident was truly extraordinary. God never wrongly plans anything for every servant. He realized that the test was coming, because only he could.
Although, at that time Ayana almost took her own life. Regret also repeatedly rained on him, making him continuously repent of the event.
"You're a strong woman, Ayana. You can still stand up to them. You are my dear brother, be yourself and don't change for anyone. Because all you know is yourself .." said Danieal, gently patting the top of his head.
Ayana who was still busy wiping her tears nodded slowly. He then looked up to find a pair of hazelnuts looking at him warmly.
"Em, thank you so much, Mom. Thanks to Mas's help I was able to survive this far. If it wasn't for Mas Danieal, I wouldn't know what my fate would be now. Maybe I just have a name" he replied, ending with a rarity.
Instantly Danieal also clenched Ayana's wide forehead making her complain slowly.
"Aw, it hurts, what are you doing?" tanyanya rubbed the former jakata the brother.
"What were you talking about, huh? Not funny at all." Danieal rose apitam, his tone slightly raised.
Ayana was laughing for a moment, Danieal glared and folded his hands in front of his chest.
"Sorry, I was just kidding. Wasn't I already dead? Ayana Ghazella has been gone for almost two years, now I'm Ghazella Arsyad." Ayana is still strong on her speech while moving both hands to form an arch.
Danieal looked back at him and saw that his lips were expanding perfectly. He had known Ayana since this woman had completely fallen.
At that time Ayana had already lost the spirit of life. Like a body without life, the days it spends are simply passed by crying.
Ayana often rampages, unable to control herself as if the events once experienced come back to haunt.
The woman repeatedly slashed her left arm to bleed. The red stains were splattered on hospital sheets.
As a result, the fabric must be replaced many times. Danieal is overwhelmed to face Ayana who keeps doing the same thing over and over again.
Danieal as his personal doctor also tried as much as possible to cure Ayana. Up to this point, the woman had already become a part of his life and became a renowned painter.
"I'm so happy for you, Ayana. From now on live well, don't care about the past anymore" he thought later.
The eyeball rolled into the left arm where there was evidence of what happened a year or so back.