
" Bee, I'm pregnant "I said to the man who was right in front of me
" Please don't joke Cindy . I'm not in good shape to be joked with "renal said flatly and sounded cold
" I'm not kidding . Didn't we always do that . i-" I said nervously as I lowered my head and squeezed the end of the shirt I was wearing right now
I looked down in fear while Renal just fell silent while standing right in front of me , Renal lifted my chin to look at my face to make our eyes meet each other but I could see Renal's vision was very flat and cold as he looked at me .
" Are you crazy .if I had to take responsibility I wouldn't want to, I don't dream of getting married and living with you, Ck " he said it was upset right in front of my face until I felt pain in my chest when I heard the words of the man I had always loved
" Relance . I beg you... Ak-k "
" Once, I don't want you or the kid you say that to me. If you do, just throw the damn kid out" Renal said, cutting off my speech
Instantly I was completely hurt by Renal's words telling me to abort my womb . Honestly I feel pain but I will not give up me and my son should be accepted by the man I thought .
" Bee, please believe me, don't you say you like me, don't you say you love me, Bee" said begging Renal to melt down and accept the presence of the child in my womb
" Stop calling me that Cindy, that call you gave me is disgusting and makes me sick . I only like you when you satisfy me, That's it . God, I'm really going crazy, 'Now get out of front of me Cindy and just so you know, you're so disgusting . I shouldn't have accepted the challenge from them, ck "he said at length with a face of annoyance and frustration
Whether it had been since when my tears poured down my face, there was instant pain in my chest when I heard the man's words, not to mention the reality he had just spoken .
" Challenge? , am I ? " My words were confused by the sound of shaking and the sobbing of crying
" Yes, you're nothing more than a bet on Cindy . You think a guy like me would want a poor woman like you? ? , you play the role of my lover Cindy "he said sharply to make me fall into shock
Now my tears are falling when I hear the truth, I smile wryly while looking at the man . just as I was about to leave the man suddenly Renal clasped my hand and stood right in front of me making me stop my steps instantly .
" I'm the one who left you Cindy, not you "he said loudly as he moved his feet away from me
I was still silent in my place while staring at the man's passing at a glance and turned my gaze towards my flat stomach .
" The man rejected our presence dearly" I said as he stroked my flat stomach gently
I took my foot out of the room and walked out of the gate while staring at the asphalt that I was now on .
Arriving at home I immediately met my mother who was cooking for me and my father .
" Ma "call me softly while hugging my mother's body from behind
I saw mama turn off her stove then stare at me and hug my body while calming me down .
" Ma, Mama can hate Cindy, Mama can caci Cindy, Mama can also drive Cindy .. M— "
" Mama's son why ? Want a story ? " his question cuts my speech while stroking my head to make me cry even more
" Cindy... Cindy Pregnant, Ma "My words are nervous and scared
At once I felt my mother who was a little surprised but she did not react as I thought . Mama only fell silent for a moment while continuing to gently stroke my head .
" I'm sorry Cindy Ma . Cindy is really sorry, Cindy is really dirty and disgusting . Forgive Cindy Ma "i said again with a trembling voice and tears that I have not been able to hold back since
Instantly I felt my mom stop her touch on my head and I saw Mama looking at me with her heart fixed so that I lowered my head a sign of feeling so guilty about her.
" How many weeks are you pregnant ? " Sanya made me look at my mother with teary eyes as well with sobs
" Six weeks, ma" I said slowly and softly
" Is she okay? ? , Is Granddaughter mama okay in there "asked mama in a sad voice but I can feel a disappointed tone in her voice
I could only nod with a wet face while staring at my mother, I felt her gently stroking my flat stomach to make me unable to hold back my tears . I feel really guilty for both of my parents right now.
Mama rolled me over to the dinner table and sat me down on the chair while gently wiping my tears with her two thumbs , and before long papa arrived with a state that looks bad and a face that also looks stressed.
" Papa was fired, Ma "he said softly
I who heard it just fell silent while looking at Papa with a sad look, I undo my intention to tell my situation to papa but my small heart told me to say it right now .
" Pa. forgive Cindy pa" I said as I sobbed
Papa just fell silent while staring confusedly at me and also towards my mother . The middle-aged man looked at us in turn .
" What is this Cindy, why are you apologizing ? " Task papa confused
" Cindy is pregnant, pa" I said slowly as I looked at my father with a guilty look
I saw Papa was silent for a moment when I heard my speech and I could see clearly a disappointed look from the current papa gaze to make my heart feel very sick when I saw it .
If I didn't love Renal too much, maybe I wouldn't want to do what the man told me to do, we did it every weekend even I would sleep in his house . our activity is just doing s*x, eating and sleeping is just that nothing else . I love Renal so much that I'm willing to let whatever he wants with my body.
Upon seeing the disappointed gazes of my two parents made me really feel really bad and feel really guilty . Instantly I saw papa smiling gently at me trying to cover up the disappointment on his face at this moment .
" Would you like to have grandchildren, it's good that "said papa trying to smile at me
" Don't you slap Cindy ? Or do anything else on Cindy "Tanyaku lirih .
" Cindy wants papa how ? , ngusir you ? " ask Papa while continuing to smile gently
" If you throw my son away, I'll fry you, pa" said the mother immediately who had been silent near me
Papa looked directly at my mother with a gentle smile as if she was doing well at this time .
" We make it equally dear, there is no way I'm kicking my own child away" said papa softly as he continued to smile
" Em , looks like we should move to the village . I've been fired 'If we were still here we wouldn't be able to live "so papa and look at me and mom in turn
" I'll go with Pah, we'll go there together, son " said mama while looking at me with her gentle gaze
I also smiled gently while nodding my head slowly to agree, I really feel very happy and lucky at this time , I feel so grateful to have parents who have always embraced me under any circumstances .
At first I felt pain when Renal rejected my son and me but now the pain is changing with deep gratitude because my father and mother still want to accept the state of his child something like this . I promise I won't let you and your mom down again .
" Who's the father of your son, son ? Ask papa for a moment to make the smile on my lips fade away
" He has no father, pah . his father has just died" said my flat full of disappointment
The baby in my womb really does not have a father .
Ever since Renal turned us down, I've decided to call his father dead .
" Cin - "
" He didn't accept both of us, Ma , Pa "cut me fast with a soft voice
" Who is Cindy ?? " Task Papa again
" He's a nobody Pa , Cindy will take care of this kid herself, Cindy can be a single parent for her . Cindy doesn't need her Pa , Ma "Say me again reassuring both my parents
Papa was just silent as well as mama , they no longer ask about the man who has impregnated his child at this time .
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