The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Refusals...

STILL POV CINDY....

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Around eleven o'clock I finally finished my work and returned to Renal's apartment by Hugo .

Along the way there was nothing much we talked about because I didn't know what to talk about anyway I also felt very tired at the moment .

Arriving at the intersection of Renal's apartment I told Hugo to stop there, I couldn't possibly tell Hugo to stop in front of Renal's apartment building .

" Thank you for the ride Hugo , I'll walk next" I said and immediately got off without waiting for approval from the man .

I waved my hand as Hugo pushed back his car, ' I kept watching Hugo's car getting out of my sight and after that I started walking towards the apartment building where Renal lived.

Scroll clock on my wrist that has now almost showed at 12 pm, I immediately pressed the doorbell to try to be polite to the Man .

Not waiting for a long time finally the apartment door was open and Renal immediately opened the door wide . I saw his eyes looking coldly at me as usual.

" Meet me in my study, Cindy "

He said directly while leaving me who was still standing in the room

I also immediately walked to the room where Rain and I slept while in this house , I saw my little angel who had fallen into a deep sleep . I think a soft mattress affects someone's sleep , the proof is that Rain looks very comfortable in his sleep even the child never woke up to just ask to make milk as usual .

I walked over to my suitcase and opened my savings book, I just received my first paycheck and it's still pretty much lacking to just rent a small apartment for the next few months . I can't stay here because the man already has a fiancee and I don't want Renal to blame me if one day the engagement is off . Just thinking about it makes my head hurt .

" I'm sorry Mommy, baby, "Say my words slowly while staring at Rain who was sleeping soundly

A few minutes later I finished cleaning myself and changed my clothes to a more casual one, before leaving the room I approached Rain first and gently peeked at the top of his head before meeting the man .

" Mommy will do her best for Rain" I said slowly

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Now I stand in front of Renal's office before entering I take my breath slowly and exhale slowly and then knock on the door of the room once and go straight into the room

" What's up ? " ask me directly to the man who is now sitting in one of the long chairs in the room

" Don't I told you not to take Rain without my permission" he said angrily but I just stared flat at the man

" I don't need permission from you, Renal "I said flatly

" You need 'em, Cindy" said the man stubbornly as he used to be.

" You're overreacting Renal . You don't play the role of a good old man, 'cause you're not that good "My words are sharp to make the man's hands clenched and his jaw hardened.

" Stop acting like that, Cindy" he said loudly

" I won't stop until you're aware of your position, Renal "I said again provoking the man's emotions

I don't want it anymore if that guy's as nice as he is to me and Rain, that's enough . I'm not gonna give Rain anything else to give Rain to the woman I saw earlier . I wouldn't have given her, if Renal was obsessed with Rain the man could have spouted his sperm** and got the woman pregnant instead .

" If there's nothing else you want to say, ''I'm sorry . and .. from the day after I and Rain will leave your place " I said again, turning my body and leaving the room

" What can a 17-year-old do to support a man who claims to have conceived his child "Talked the man suddenly to make me stop my steps without turning his body

I just fell silent and didn't even dare turn my back to look at the man not because I was afraid or guilty but hurt . Why is Renal telling me that at the moment, what is it that I feel sorry for, I thought .

I also clasped the side of my clothes firmly as if I was strengthening myself at this moment .

I closed my eyes and took my ears off every word that came out of the man's mouth, it's too late Renal I won't want to listen to any more explanations of his , I don't want to hear all of it. But the man continued to tell all his complaints just like that . I'm not wrong, Renal is wrong for leaving us .

Suddenly the memory of when we were together was back in my mind and the thing I always did was talk a lot of things to her .

I clasped my shirt tightly and suddenly my head hurt when I heard all the words from the man's mouth.

" It's just Renal's past, it's just the story first . I don't care how you're doing right now, I hope you can assume that we never knew each other 'cause up until now I won't be able to forgive you " I just say it with my breath choked

I hate it when I hear Renal's voice vibrating like this. I hate . I won't make myself fall like I used to .

" You must be at the highest peak 'cause you're a— "

" — Is the highest sky, Renal Astan "Continue me inwardly continue Renal's speech while leaving Renal who has not finished his speech

I walked quickly away from the room in shaky steps, As soon as my legs felt so limp I needed a grip at this moment .

" It's okay Cindy, what Renal said was a lie . The man never looked for you and Renal never loved you "I said to myself as if I was calming me down while holding on to the side of the stairs

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The next day ....

I glanced at the clock on the nightstand, the clock now shows at 09:00 am and luckily today I am not working ' Hugo gives me a day off for now .

I glanced towards the side of my bed but I did not see my Angel there, for sure the child was now starving I could have misfortune like this I thought .

I walked to the bathroom to clean my body immediately and after finishing the bath I immediately came out with hair that was still a little wet .

I walked down the stairs and towards the room where Rain was at the moment but at once my legs stopped when I saw Renal dragging a woman I thought was the person I saw with Renal yesterday in his room .

I saw that Renal did not hesitate to grab the woman's hair so strongly that she grimaced in pain .

" Get out of here ! " renal shouted furiously and pushed the woman's body out

I saw the woman thrashing and pleading with Renal, I just stared in surprise at them until they finally realized my presence when Rain called my name .

" Mom—" shouted Rain as she ran towards me and hugged my wrist tightly even the boy hid his face on my waist

I immediately touched Rain's head as if to calm the child down and I saw them staring at me especially the woman who was being chased away by Renal, what was this I thought .

" Never dare you touch Rain !! " Renal said angrily again as he opened the door and was about to throw the woman's body but the woman was holding on to the side of the door

" You're defending that damn little boy?! , for God's sake Renal I'm your fiancee and he's just a child of some kind . You picked up the trash ti— "The woman's words were cut because Renal immediately slapped a slap on the woman's cheek

A loud slap was thrown by Renal on the woman to make me who was there was also surprised . I immediately tightened my grip on Rain's body which was getting tighter hugging my wrist .

" Never call my child trash !! I won't hesitate to rip your lips off, Ella ! " Renal shouted furiously and threw the woman's body out even Renal ignored the agonizing screams from the woman's mouth .

I felt Rain's body stiffen in fear upon hearing all the words Renal said .

I saw Renal approaching towards me and Rain while crouching down and flipping Rain's body to stare at her .

" Rain is okay, baby ? . Is Rain's cheek okay ? " ask Renal with a worried look

I just fell silent staring at the two people, when Renal was about to touch Rain's cheek suddenly Rain brushed off Renal's hand so violently that it made me who saw him also surprised .

" Om not Papa Rain ! " Say Rain immediately while running away leaving me and also Renal who was still shocked by the attitude of the boy

It was as if Renal was about to chase after Rain but I immediately restrained the man's wrist .

" Let me go after Rain , take care of your woman" I said and soon passed leaving Renal still silent in his place

Actually I don't know what's going on right now and why they can make such a fuss , I should have been happy with the rejection Rain gave it would have made Renal aware of his position but when I saw the injured gaze Renal gave I could not be as happy as I currently imagined , even I held back the strange feeling of seeing the rude rejection Rain gave the man .

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