The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Self Esteem...

STILL POV CINDY...

Now that I woke up when the alarm went off interrupting my short sleep, I couldn't idle because Rain needed breakfast .

After turning off the alarm I immediately cleaned my face and brushed my teeth and walked to the kitchen to prepare a simple breakfast for my son .

As usual I just made an omlet and a glass of warm milk for me and also for Rain but for lunch Rain this time I made the boy his favorite hotdog .

After I finished my work, I walked back to my room but I saw Rain still sleeping soundly to make me smile and came up to her .

I kissed her forehead so slowly and gently that Rain moved her body as if she was disturbed by my actions

" Morning Jagoan" I said hello to Rain as I saw Rain open her sharp eyes

Rain's sharp eyes reminded me of the figure of the man . Because those eyes are exactly the same as Renal's .

" Morning Mommy" said as she continued to yawn and rubbed her eyes

" Rain had to take a morning shower" I said, waking up Rain's body and taking her into my arms, but Rain refused because the boy did not like the morning bath

" Rain didn't want to shower Mommy" she refused, hugging my neck so tightly that it made me feel piqued

" Later Rain stinks, baby "Say me with a funny smile

" Just leave it, anyway Rain did not want to shower Mommy the water was cold" he commented to make me smile wryly because of the level of the child

" Mommy made some warm water for Rain to take a bath, so the water won't be cold" I said, persuading the boy to give Rain a happy nod

I immediately heated the water for Rain and after I finished I immediately mixed it with cold water and bathed my favorite child, occasionally Rain would water me to make me tickle his small body .

" Give Mommy, Rain kalaah, forgive.ahaha.ahaha "he said Kegelian as I continued to tickle his body.

I smiled happily as I continued to look at Rain who was now playing around with foam water that filled his entire body, As soon as fear returned to my mind when remembering the figure of Renal , I really hope Renal doesn't ruin my happiness like this I thought .

*****

Now Rain and I walk casually to where I work, and as usual Rain never refuses when every morning I take the child on foot to the Dept Store where I work . I really feel deeply indebted to having such an understanding child like Rain .

Occasionally Rain chattered about his friends who still did not want to be friends with him and occasionally also Rain told me to fight to match his height while giving me a kiss on my cheek .

" Bye, Mommy" said Rain with a gentle smile as I left her on Daycare as usual

I waved my hand with a gentle smile towards Rain who looked enthusiastic entering the building , I wish Rain had a friend this time .

After delivering Rain I immediately headed to my office and changed the uniform I used to wear , When I was changing my clothes at a glance I looked in the mirror and looked at my slightly bruised cheek even Rain had asked me earlier and of course I lied to him .

As usual I took a broom to sweep the room because the first person to come was me . After a few minutes finally the employees began to arrive and now the office was already seen crowded .

Before doing the work , we did the division of duties and I currently have a section to clear the top floor of the place where the Director and CEO are located and that means there is a possibility that I will meet with Renal again I thought .

With a heavy heart I began to clean the room, starting from the Director's room and make coffee and whatever it was ordered by the employees there , and after that I started cleaning up the other spaces .

Some of them look friendly but the rest they just told me this and that . When I finished with the Director's room I started cleaning the CEO's room .

I knocked on the door of the CEO's room slowly and opened it, I saw that the room was still empty because there was no sign of Renal inside and it made me sigh a little.

I began sweeping and mopping the floor of the room, and when I finished I started cleaning again

the scattered papers on the guest table of this room .

Suddenly my eyes caught a fancy white invitation paper varied with silver and gold, I saw in front there was a Gold-colored inscription that read the name "Renal Astan & Gabriella Wiston" that's all I can read because the invitation was immediately withdrawn from my hand .

Now I can see Renal standing firmly in front of me while looking at me with his sharp eyes and also an unfriendly face .

" Get out of my room whore and from now on you're fired " said Renal with a single breath

I glanced at Renal at a glance then immediately walked towards the door to get out of the room . I knew this would happen therefore I would not beg him anything .

But just as I was about to open the door suddenly something held my hand firmly .

I will not obey the man's wishes because my current self-esteem is worth more than anything.

" I'm not going to do that Renal, I'm not like the old Cindy, you don't know me anymore Renal . Everything has changed and I will not beg you for anything more "I said cynically and pulled my hand violently as it passed leaving the man still in his place

I don't care what he has in mind right now, all I need now is my salary they have to pay for me this month.

After changing clothes and asking for my last salary, I immediately left AA in the department store and headed for Daycare where Rain was deposited .

" Mommy" shouted Rain happily as she saw me talking to Viona

I smiled gently and hugged her little body as she walked up to me, and as usual Rain and I were going to the roof where there was such a comfortable artificial garden there , we will spend our lunch there .

" Mommy, how come the collision is faster ? " ask Rain to make me smile gently while stroking her head slowly .

" The reason is that Mommy wants to meet Rain faster "is lying to me with a smile and Rain believes that

Rain ate his lunch so voraciously that it made me feel a little warmed up because of him, after finishing I also returned to leave Rain there while I myself went on foot to find a job vacancy.

Some places that I came to reject me raw to make me have to be more active in order to find a job until finally I found a vacancy in a fairly large florist .

" Can I help you ? " Tanya a beautiful woman greeted me as I opened the door

" I want to defile the work "i said and I saw the beautiful woman nodding and telling me to wait

It seems that the woman called someone who I believe is a man because the woman called him by the name of Hugo and before long the man named Hugo came out while grumbling slowly .

" Is Mami allowed to accept her as an employee, dear ? " ask the beautiful woman to make me surprised, because she did not think that she already had a child as big as Hugo .

" Up to you, Mam" replied Hugo lazily

" Well you're welcome, you can work tomorrow and call me Mona" said the woman and I smiled happily, thanking her.

" I'm Cindy, Cindy Milen" I said, introducing myself as I talked about my work tomorrow

Without notice the clock has shown at 5 , I forgot that Daycare will close sooner today until finally I immediately leave Mona and leave the place .

I ran towards Daycare where Rain was deposited . Luckily I didn't go too far from that place , but after arriving in front of Daycare I did not find anyone even Daycare was closed with fear I immediately ran around looking for the existence of Rain until I finally remembered a place where Rain is today.

Rain would be at the back of an AA department store where the boy used to play while waiting for me to come home if the daycare would close more quickly

I walked through the garden until I finally heard a loud scream from Rain.

" Mommy Rain here "he screamed loudly out of nowhere

I also searched for the whereabouts of Sound Rain but the results were nil until finally the child again shouted at me .

" Mommy, Rain on top "he said again to make me look up my head and look towards the tree house that was made specifically by the building

" Rain down baby, you'll fall son" I said, staring worriedly at the boy

" Om here Om . That's Mommy Rain "Say Rain to someone nearby

I saw Rain talking to someone up there and before long I saw the figure behind Rain and it turned out to be Renal, I saw the man staring at me .

" Now we go down Om, Mommy Rain will be angry . Mommy if angry nyeremin know Om "Say Rain on Renal .

I saw Renal staring at me and staring at Rain in turn and he began to descend the tree house with a rope ladder hanging below where they were sitting

" Oh, so this is what gave birth to Rain "Renal said as she and Rain had already descended and stood right in front of me

I just fell silent unable to move even a bit as I looked into Renal's angry eyes and wanted to kill me

" Yes Om, Mommy who is worried about Rain . Mommy beats " Say Rain with pride

It was as if I realized I immediately pulled Rain's hand and carried her into my arms, without answering Renal's question I immediately left from Renal's presence at this time but the man held my hand back .

all I have in mind right now is I have to get out of here as soon as possible 'I won't let Renal touch my Rain again I thought .