The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Confession ...

STILL POV RENAL ..

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POV RENAL RATHER LONG YES BESTIE 💜

Rain and I walked together to the entrance of the restaurant, I immediately found an empty place and sat Rain's body there .

I was silent after ordering us to eat, I saw Rain who was busy with the Robot in his hand while I just smiled gently while looking at the child .

" Where do Grandpa and Grandma Rain live ? " my question suddenly broke the silence between us

" Grandfather and Grandma now live in Hialeah Om "his sahut to make me think a little

" So Rain was born there ? " just ask me again and the boy nodded little without knowing anything I meant

" When did they move out of Jacksonville ? " I wondered in my heart

I was still silent as I kept staring at Rain, honestly there was a lot I wanted to ask but I was sure the boy definitely didn't know what I thought.

" em's.. Rain wants to have a Mama ? " just ask me again suddenly

" It's not "short without thinking that makes me a little surprised

" Why ? " Tell me briefly

" Rain already has Mommy, Om "he said with a big smile

" Em..if , Daddy ? " Tell me again to make Rain think a little before answering my question

" When Rain meets Daddy Rain, does Rain want to ? " My neighbor again with a curious face

I kept staring at the boy as if I was waiting for an answer from him, before I really wanted to ask this to Rain .

" Not "say it short with a sad face to make my heart hurt when I hear it

" Rain did not want to meet Daddy Om, besides Rain also did not have a Daddy from birth . Daddy is evil Om . Daddy has left Rain and Mommy . Daddy has also made Mommy cry, every time Rain nanya to Mommy, Mommy must be crying . Rain doesn't want to see Daddy Om "Connect Rain again with his own face

Instantly there was a pain that stabbed the heart and all the organs in my body . it hurt so much, that it made me unable to say anything at this time .

But when I was about to open my voice again suddenly our order arrived to make me close my mouth again .

I'm really sorry to have talked about that to Rain , because after that we're just covered in silence right now .

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After I finished eating, Rain and I went back to my apartment . Our current atmosphere is like never before . Right now it's only Rain who talks more while I'm more silent withstanding the pain within me.

Arriving at the apartment I immediately entered my room and left Rain who was now bathing in his room .

I closed my eyes to calm my feelings that were now increasingly gnawing on my heart, I was really angry and upset when I heard what Rain said .

I feel Cindy made it all this way, if only Cindy tid—

" Akh, shit "my curse is rudely blowing negative thoughts in my brain

I dropped my body on my king-size bed while keeping my eyes closed to try to calm my current mind .

When I approached Rain I saw him who was now asleep with the television still on, I immediately raised Rain's tiny body to his room.

After making sure Rain fell asleep comfortably I went out to wait for Cindy to come home, considering that she really made me very angry.

Scroll the clock on the wall of my house which now shows at almost twelve o'clock in the night but the woman has not returned home .

Just as I was about to pick up my car keys I suddenly heard a bell ringing from outside my apartment . Soon I opened the door and I found Cindy standing at the door of my house .

I opened the door of my apartment wide to let the woman in.

" Meet me in my study, Cindy" I said, leaving the woman alone

I walked into my study and waited for the woman's arrival, not long after Cindy arrived in a now changed outfit .

" What's up ? " ask her directly when she arrives in my room

" Don't I told you not to take Rain without my permission "My words were flat while holding back my anger

"I don't need permission from you, Renal "said her flat

" You need 'em, Cindy" I said coldly to make the woman roll her eyes lazily.

" You're overreacting Renal . You don't play the role of a good parent too much, because you're not that good "he said sharply and successfully made me really upset over the woman's words

" Stop acting like that, Cindy" I said furiously

" I won't stop until you're aware of your position, Renal "he said calmly but sounded cold in my ears

I closed my eyes and opened them slowly as if I was calming down, I felt that woman was really playing with my emotions right now.

" If there's nothing else you want to say 'I'm sorry . and .. from the day after tomorrow Rain and I will leave your place" he said flatly as he turned his back to me

As soon as my hands clenched as if ready to throw a fist at anyone, as much as possible I held back my anger which now continues to peak in me .

" What a 17-year-old can do to support a man who claims to have conceived his child" I said, holding back anger as Cindy walked to the doorstep

That woman doesn't know anything I've been through these four years, I almost crazy made her . I saw Cindy stop her steps right on the doorstep but the woman did not turn her body at all towards me .

" What can I do to support you! , For God's sake Cindy me and you are so small . What can I do to support you? , Live you ? . You want me to give you guys what? , Love? , To hell with love, you can't live just by eating love . You need money to support you "my words at length with great anger bring out everything I've been quieting all along

Cindy can only judge me by my mistakes, without knowing that I feel the pain .

" Astan's family won't take us if I take you, Cindy . You think I like this situation ? . I looked for you after I had gotten what I needed, but what did I get ? . You disappeared so quietly that when I got all I could do to support you guys, you disappeared instead, Cindy .you just disappeared ! , Ka— you left me . Already I warned no one should dump me except me, no one should leave me unless I leave you , I did everything you wanted , are you still hurt because of my old words ? . About betting, I lied to you I never did that, Cindy . I just wanted to make you aware but in fact you're the one who left this town, right when I graduated at the university you wanted so badly 'I got into the business you craved for 'em , Cindy . You wanted me to be the successor to Astan Group but after I got her, you where Cindy ? , I hate you Cindy, I try to hate you but I still can't . In addition to the presence of Rain I can not hate you more, I can not , Cindy "commel me again at length

" It's just Renal's past, it's just the story first . I don't care how you're doing right now, I hope you can assume that we never knew each other 'cause up until now I won't be able to forgive you " the speech of the plains as he left my room

" You must be at the highest peak . because you are— "my words were cut off just as the woman was gone from before me.

I just fell silent as I stared at the doorway of the place where the woman had passed . the pain in my chest spread so much that I threw everything in front of me right now as if I was venting anger in me now .

" He who left me, he who made me broken . I'm not wrong if I want to destroy him, he must feel what I feel , but , but I still can't—he person who gave birth to my angel "I said softly to myself as I dropped my body to the floor

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