The Fuck Man Cindy Milen
Make Up with Masalalu ...

CINDY POV...

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I don't know what I've done now , Make up with the Past ? , Is this the best decision . but on the other hand I want Rain to receive our complete affection .

I just stared at the ceiling of the room where I was asleep at the moment . And I heard a soft snoring from beside me, and I saw Renal falling asleep beside me .

I tilted my body as I stared at Renal who was now fast asleep with his calm face .

" I should have made some evil plans, shouldn't I ? . For example hurting you like you hurt me in the way you used to ? " I said quietly as I continued to stare flat at Renal

I kept looking at Renal's face that looked more and more like Rain when the man was asleep .

" Renal "Call me slowly to make the man a little annoyed when I call his name

I saw Renal open her eyelids slowly and look at me with her eyes not yet fully opened.

" Cindy "call her quietly with a hoarse voice

Renal's eyes that were forced open were now closed again but in the next second I looked at Renal's eyes which were now perfectly open to make our eyes meet each other .

I just fell silent as I continued to look at the man without intending to answer his call and instantly felt my heart beating slowly as it used to and this is what I was so afraid of .

" You're not sleeping ? " She asked softly and sounded softly as she collected her life but kept staring at me

" I'm not used to "I'm being honest and breaking our eye contact and I look back at the ceiling.

" I shouldn't have forced you to sleep here" Renal said instantly but I didn't intend to stare at him this time

" Not that coercion is ingrained in you "My words are flat and I hear a soft laugh from beside me

" You know me so well, Cindy" he said, but I just smiled

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Of course I knew him & even I used to admire him so much and loved him so very much back then I really didn't know why I was so stupid .

" What are you thinking ? " tanyanya

" No "I said lying

Because right now I'm remembering the times when I just bowed down and did anything for Renal until I ruined my own future , ruining my life for her to contain a seed I never thought would nest in my body.

" You lied "Renal said quietly and I felt Renal's big hand touch my forehead

" What are you thinking ? " Tanya again repeated her words

" My life used to be "my honest words while staring at Renal who now looks a little stiffened

The man should not have to ask any further so that he would not feel the pain anymore .

" What is too painful ? " ask slowly

" Yes "my speech is short and of course it hurts me

" Go back to sleep" I told him and without waiting for any protest from the man I tilted my body until finally Renal could only see my back at this time

I just don't want to continue this conversation any further . If Renal were to ask any more 'em, I could have hurt his feelings with the heartache still felt in my chest . we just rebuilt something I never wanted even I imagined before .

Right now I'm still opening my eyes without intending to close them, I'm just pretending to be asleep but I think Renal knows it .

Instantly I felt Renal clutching my body into his arms from behind, until I felt the man's chest field coming into contact with my back .

" Good Night, Cindy" he said gently as he placed his hand on my queen's belly

I was silent when I heard a voice I never heard before . I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep but I failed because of the warm breath Renal kept hitting my neck making me feel a little uncomfortable .

I tried to fall back asleep until I finally fell asleep in the early hours of the morning with Renal's head on my back .

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In the morning I woke up first when I felt a firm hug on my stomach . I carefully put Renal's hand down and immediately got out of bed .

At first glance the lyrics towards Renal who is still sleeping soundly 'nya, the man sleeps very comfortably inversely proportional to me who has to withstand the beat of my heart that is increasingly crazy .

I walked to the bathroom in the room to wash my face and then out of the room to the kitchen to prepare breakfast .

I looked at the clock on the wall near the dining table which still showed at 7am, it was too early to wake Rain, I thought .

I opened the freezer and pulled out some fruits from inside there, I think this morning's breakfast fruit salad is better .

After I finished making breakfast as if I put it on the dining table and tidy up the cookware that I had used .

Finished cleaning these items I immediately headed to the bathroom to finish my bath but this time I took a bath on the bottom floor which was close to the kitchen.

I walked out after finishing my bath with the towel still on top of my head but accidentally I bumped into something or exactly someone .

I immediately puffed my head and saw Renal who was still gathering all his life while occasionally he would yawn .

" Morning, Cindy "he said in a hoarse voice but I just fell silent not answering the man's words because Renal immediately twisted his body and walked back to the dining table

I saw Renal sitting on his butt in the dining table chair and grabbing a glass of water for himself while I was silent as I kept staring at the man .

" Can I eat now ? " Sanya asked for my approval while staring at me and I immediately shook my head in disapproval

" Battle first "I said to him and without waiting for the command twice from me, the man immediately stood up from his seat

I glanced at the wall clock which now shows at 8 am, I immediately walked to Rain's room to wake the child .

I saw Rain still sleeping soundly with the blanket still covering half of his body to make me chuckle softly at the sight of him , he really enjoyed his present life , I thought .

I sat my body on the side of Rain's bed while gently stroking Rain's head affectionately and gently peeping her cheeks.

" Dear wake up" I said gently waking her up

Rain was a little disturbed to make the child stick his small body in his sleep, I smiled a little when I saw him and woke Rain up again with love .

" Rain wakes up baby, Daddy's been waiting for Rain at the dinner table" I said lying because Renal just went into the bathroom and as far as I know the man will be very long while in the bathroom , I don't know what he did there.

" Hm "surely muttered little

I reawakened Rain by pulling the blanket the boy was wearing and pulling the Guling in his arms .

" Dear Wake up" I said again as I kissed Rain's cheek with anxiety

" Hm, yes Mommy "said slowly but the boy's eyes were still closed

I also continued to kiss the entire surface of Rain's face even to the child's lips to make Rain who was asleep was disturbed and finally Rain opened both eyes slowly .

" Morning Mommy" he said slowly while collecting some of his life that was still left in the mattress

"Darling, Daddy was waiting for Rain under "my words and Rain just nodded in understanding

I immediately lifted Rain's body and took her to the bathroom and immediately felt Rain's head leaning on my shoulder until I saw his eyes closed again.

" Dear "call me slow

" Rain is still sleepy, Mom" he said softly

" Rain "call me again

" Yes Mommy, yes "said as she put her lips together and looked at me

" Rain wants to take a warm bath, Mom said again to make me smile gently while lowering her tiny body and filling the bathup with warm water

I really feel Rain will not be lacking if he is beside Renal, I should be able to be more active in finding money for Rain, I thought .

After finishing the bath and putting the appropriate clothes on Rain's body, I immediately told the child to come along because I intended to tidy up Rain's room first .

And after that I immediately closed the door to Rain's room and immediately went down to join the two of them .

I looked at the dining table that Rain and Renal were sitting at, but they didn't touch their breakfast at all .

" Eat" I said telling them to join them but they both just stared flat at me

" Not with lettuce" they say at the same time

I looked at the salad I made and I completely forgot that they really hated the vegetable .

" You guys are really similar, you don't like the same food" I commented with a funny smile

I always forced Rain to eat vegetables but not lettuce because the boy did not like it, Rain really hated it and so did Renal .

I scooped the salad into the dish without being accompanied by lettuce leaves for the two people and I saw

they smiled happily when I put their plates there.

Without even bothering to offer me any of them directly bury their food to the point of making me just shake my head while looking at their strange behavior .

" Like Father, Like Son" I said as I stared at them smiling

If Marcell saw them I'm sure the old man wouldn't dare hurt Rain because they were really like mirrors reflecting each other's shadows ,

And now I realize that Rain is not similar to me but Rain is very similar to Renal, I think they have no blemish.